Okay. Let's start talking. Have quite some stuff I actually want to write, and I'm usually not much of a blogger on AFF.

First. About EXO. I, somehow, found myself re-watching Happy Camp (or EXOM & EXO12) and just lol spazzed and laughed badly lol. Because of that I started searching for more exo stuff and erm I have no idea how but I ended up learning that Lay has blood coagulation disorder. And read all those fan accounts of those who had been there for him since 05 (basically when he first 'debuted' on jiangsuweishi as a child star). I was so god damn touched and I can't even express just why how is he just such a beautiful person.

Honestly speaking sometimes I see part of me in Yixing, afterall our birthdays are only one day apart (erm, and many years, lol). I swear we do things in a similar fashion lol.

I am worried for him. Erm. Like. Look at EXO's fans. The erm, EXOtics. Or more specifically, those EXOtics who basically made EXO's fanclub into some of the most... notorious ones I've heard of in kpop. Especially within the other fandoms of SM groups. And honestly their saesangs are CRAZY. Oh yeah, wanted to talk aout them ruining Baek's brother's wedding too but okay save lets save it for another day. 

And uh, have you ever had a look at fancams of EXO at the airport or something? I swear it was hideous and literally scares the hell out of me. No honestly I used to think I've seen saesang cases bad enough, being a Cassiopeia and ELF and knowing of those crazy things and all, until I heard about EXO. 

All their, serious, amazing -I'm like, totall serious here, not- doings. 

I noticed how the members always seem to cluster around Lay and made sure he's always in the middle, so its least possible for him to get caught (more of trapped in my personal opinion) within those crazy fans. I don't know about you, but I think what they're doing are freaking dangerous. I mean, what he somehow in the whole shoving and pushing Lay got hurt. He will ing bleed and it won't stop normally like it does in us, because he has blood coagulation disorder. 

Oh, blood coagulation disorder means the blood is more difficult to clot up, so say if Lay got injured or something he'll just like, keep bleeding lots. 

I think this whole EXO fandom need to learn something about caring and not to be merely obsessed. Yeah, I know many nice decent EXOtics and all, but the number of such saesangs in the EXOtic fandom is freaky. Like, what. They need to learn how to take care of their idols, not harrass and potentially threaten them.

Loving a group means wanting to guard over them, just like Joonmyeon's stage name (守护), not going to insane extremes. I swear of all these years in kpop I have yet to hear of any saesang case worse than those from EXO. In fact, when I think, ah that's the worse a saesang can get, another new one come out and it came from EXO's saesangs again.

And btw, I think EXOtics should do self-reflection on themselves if they want to about the other fandoms disliking EXO or EXOtics. Perhaps then they will realize, just why they totally made themselves unpopular within kpop world and gave EXO a bad name in the industry. I mean, they are practically known for their saesang activities. No joke.