[you can ignore this tbh xD]

so, after PE my two besties and me wanted to go from
the gym hall over into our class but one teacher stopped
us, saying: you know how it goes, you have to get outside
for this recess (yeah, there's this one recess)

so we argued with him, telling him we just wanted to go
and get away with our sport bags but in the end we
gave in and went outside

bla bla crush bla bla he talked with his friends and I was
like omg shut up please omgggg PLEASE DUDE PLEASE OMG STAHP URGH

*cough* ahem yeah.

If you haven't known it until now, I'm ing in love with
him and I never directly looked at him (okay i totally did),
really showing him I looked at him and so did he as well,
nor did we talk AT ALL tho we share the same circle of
friends (like really, best friends)

I guess he doesn't know me, so, well, same with- WHATEVS

So, I had to hold my ipod, my bag and my big water bottle
and today I was wearing a skirt and the bottle's cup fell down
and my two besties were already walking away and I was all
NO COME BACK HELP ME PICKING IT UP! EVERYBODY CAN
SEE MY WHEN I BEND DOWN

they didn't come back, so I tried to pick it up myself, almost
falling on my knees

when I got up I held my hands up in victory and let out some
scream of joy (? xD) and when I looked to the front my crush
has turned to me, looking at me like, dafuq were you actually
doing just now? (can't even describe it omggggg)

and all I could do was just

ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaaa *runs off, dying*

gosh, somebody shoot me please :D

I've told it my friend (who was one of them, she's the only
one who knows, well, at MY school) and she said that this
was totally cute and I was like nawh, when I come home
I'm gonna kill myself. but heeeeeey, I'm still alive :DDDDD