ITS....

THE....

DEBUT!!!!!!!

I'm so EXCITED! I can't hide it! Du du, du du, du du, du du, du du..... I like it! (or however that song goes) Anyway.

I could see the both of them.......for a second diary, I wanted to pause. They were both staring at me. Both smiling. Both happy and proud of this group. Oh diary, I couldn't.....Then diary, as the adrenaline coursed through me, everything that happened to me up until this point; Everything I ever wanted.....Everything I ever dreamed....like a weight and a balence...Literally, my hopes and dreams split between to tables. And I just......

Jonghyun~ Like he saw me today. I was singing and he was watching me. Me....... (I know diary its kinda selfish but well you know, Ive been "blinging" since high school) I never, ever, thought I would be performing in front of him! These are things you dream as a fan, but once you acheive the dream it's just......

Different. When I was singing the song..."The more I block my ears/ I hear you all day" That was so true. My Caterpie talks to me everynight...he's been there with us (with me) everyday! Every time I go to sleep I hear his beautiful voice...."Goodnight Sassy...." *sigh* But he got mad at me (and he touched my phone)! Don't they say that it's that kind of anger that comes with true love? 

Now Jonghyun wants my heart? Rather he wants to steal my heart. Agh!!! Jonghyun!! I fudgin' know what this is about! You can't stand it can't you? Right when I'm starting to let you go and let Kris into my heart!  You. Can't. Even. "Well fine", I said to my self diary. So during Twinkle, I went in on it! Oh yeah. I sung as hard and as sassy as I could. Your gonna......be sad......you ...let all of this...get away!