The debut went really well Diary! But now we have to market it! That's a lot of work to be done.

 

It's like interviews, and radio shows, live performances every week! I don't mind it but aigoo, I’m getting tired already.

 

Sigh, we listened to the live performance of Dream Girl last night, Jonghyun's voice was quite shot. I felt kinda bad. I know how hard it can be, to sing at full power, for weeks and weeks on end. But also diary I feel a little guilty also. Maybe my little Baby steps/ Twinkle performances got to him? -Nah- Haha not Jongi-ah~ . It was just the long constant performances....It has made my heart hurt for him. But I made him some of my best "performance time" tea blends. Mint, Chamomile, Lemon, Orange - you know the usual. But I also put some aspirin in the tea. Not too much! I blended it first before adding any flavoring because aspirin ruins the taste of everything! But that should be enough...

I wanted to give it to him too.  I wanted to see his face when he drank it. Was it good? Hana was right though, I guess this wasn't the best time to see him. Not after the last time we spoke.

 

Kris came in to see us before our performance. He had some donuts (love him for it) but like Rabi snatched the box away. That whole time I didn’t even get any Donuts! But if I were to eat one, it would go to my thighs lol.

 

Oh Diary, it was beautiful! We sung Two Moons and we both got to do it in English, well most of it anyway! Caterpie and I sound so well together but that wasn't the best part! We finally got some alone time. Hehehe. See everybody's all focused on keeping the drama away from Rabi-san but no one is worried about us… so~ finally it was just us in the studio. There was a piano there so I decided to play a little ditty I knew. He was kinda impressed. He asked me did I really know how to play. I laughed. I was like "Yeah I know how to play. But can I play well? Nope!"  So I finally got a chance to sing something personal to him (I can scratch that off of my 'first thing to do when having a boyfriend' list?) I sung him "Let This Go" from Paramore. Kris was really touched, I thought so till he said I sounded awful at it. I was in total shock diary till he wrapped his arms around me as whispered “But it was my kind of bad". Then he kissed me! Ooh diary, his kisses are so sweet! But sweet as in the "silence of night" way. A deafening sound heard when there are no other sounds around; the briskness of a cold night. A hushing winter that touches the bottom of your soul.....

 

Hehe, diary I could go on and on. BUT IT WAS RUINED by some rabbit who we shall not name.... But *sigh I guess it wasn't exactly her fault.

 

First of all though, Manager-ssi was like two seconds away for catching Kris and me. We just stopped in time but by the expression on his face we were still too close for comfort for his taste. I was upset when I just got shoved in the car, leaving my private piano world and my Prince Caterpie behind. Turns out however, Rabi and Taemin Kissed....in public......ON EFFING NATIONAL KOREAN TELEVISION. Literally all of Korea and like the world saw this. I was all about to go Leader-soma on Rabi but one Kang-ssi had all of that covered already. Two, her expression the whole ride back just....well if Kris and I got caught like that..... I felt for her....

 

So apparently Diary the ship name is Ra-Min get it RaMin! Ramin~ RAMEN XDDDD Oh man that’s to funny. Anyway the rest of EXO came over and they brought Chinlin's! Which, by the way, is called sundaeguk here. That’s weird. Then I had to explain all these American terms to them. Man, one day I gotta teach them how to speak urban!

 

Oh then Rabi overheard me talk about how Kai was upset with her too. I didn't mean for her to do that. But D.O sung her out of her room! That was cool. (Use that as a note for later). 

 

Lastly! Suho! What the Eff? I am so not- wut- like ah. What was that Diary? Do you know? I really can’t even.