Hello again Diary~!

 

I'm so tired! Today was a big day! o ( ^ o ^ ) o  After all, we had our pre-debut performance of 'Sleaze Bag'. At first I was so hesitant. I mean, what if he knew it was me! Eotteokhe...

 

But then.. Rabi-unni said that it would make it better if he knew, then he would leave me alone. She was right. Over these past few days he's been constantly coming over with a different SHINee member each time. It was obvious that he was doing it to see me, but not only did it break my heart to see Rayne-umma hurt (as well as frustrated) it also made me a sad (and frightened) panda!

 

But back to the performance!

 

When we got up on the stage, my initial fear was the crowd - luckily though the lights made it so I couldn't see them! Hehe~ 

But then my second fear hit, it was if he would find out. When I looked over at him though he gave this look of... well... 

 

Sleaziness. Just watching everything I did. Aigoo...

 

Anyway, that was all I needed. I gave my all for that performance, and I felt good about it. I could tell Manager-ssi realized afterwards on who the song was about but... ah well, he'll understand.  But on another note~ Key, Onew, Taemin and Minho all loved it!!! Hehe~ Yay! They liked something that floWER did, that I took part of. I made someone happy~.

 

Ah! Talking about happiness! I made some new friends today. Well. Friend really. It's Yixing, also known as Lay, from EXO-M. He knows Rabi-unnie from when he took over Jonghyun (*cough* Sleaze) 's parts in their SHINee World concert in Japan. To be honest, I was quite surprised that he came over to talk to me. I was a little nervous when someone sat down to me, but..

 

He was just calming. I was relaxed. Hehe~ I talked to someone without being nervous for the first time! And I got to laugh and have fun! 

 

In total, we met all of the EXO members but we mostly met Kris, Lay and Kai. 

 

Rabi-unnie freaked out over Kai. She's been fangirling over his dancing for a while now. She's sometimes in her room replaying the videos and seeing pictures. I mean... this isn't creepy that I know this... right? Anyways~ they seem like they'll... be good friends. Hm... put some emphasis on the good part. It's too early to tell but I have a hunch.  o ( ^ - ^ ); o 

 

Then you have Rayne-umma and Kris, total flirt birds those too! Mm. That's not too hard to see where it will lead. How long Kris until you tell her? 

 

It won't be long, I can feel it. 

 

Ah! But back to Rabi and Kai...

 

Onew-ssi was not happy. I know why too. But, not too well.

Rabi-unnie~ You left SHINee to get out of drama but it just seems to follow you everywhere~ Poor you. >///< I mean, Onew just went and put his arm over Rabi unnie. Poor Kai probably believes that Onew and unnie are together, which isn't true...

 

However... Well... we'll leave that for another time. Okay diary?

 

Til then~