Dear Diary. 

 

Today.... was...well...

 

Awful~~~~~~~~~~~~~

 

I mean.

 

First, let's start with "Mystery Crush Man". I don't know who they are, and Rayne doesn't either.

 

I think Rabi-unnie may know, but... I'm supposed to trust my members, right?

 

o ( Q....Q ) o  

 

So... no one knows then. Oh.... it's awful... But..

 

I messaged them and asked who it was. That's somewhere to start, right?

 

*sigh* It's just so bothersome. I'm not good at boys... or... boys... or ... boys.... or.. .confessions, dating, dressing and being cute.... 

 

I'm so plain... why me?

 

But besides that... We had a photoshoot today for the new lipgloss that we've just endorsed.

 

It's so nice, it's very pretty! But we had photoshoot partners - and you wouldn't believe how awful my luck is!

 

It was the Sleaze himself.

 

He just got all up and personal today. First in the dressing room - he was trying to lead me into his trap.

 

I mean, he scared me! He was way too close when I was dealing with Mystery Man. And then since I fell out of my chair, he tried to "offer" a hand in which he would pull me into his sleaziness and poor me would be helpless!

 

And when I got up myself, ignoring his outstreched hand, he tried with Plan B - "I'll word it so that she will feel bad and come give me a chance". 

 

He said that he wanted to start over. With his arms open to me and then saying that he really liked me. But I ran, I couldn't handle another confession - even a possible fake one. 

 

But I knew that the photoshoot would be coming up so I headed over there.

 

During the photoshoot..  I understand that they were directing him to do so... but he was just so up close and personal - I couldn't stand it.

 

Anyways, enough about me. Rabi and Taemin-ssi were partners. Which... is... good... for them... 

 

Let me put that as tenatively as possible. They were...

 

A little too close. It was a little obvious. Manager caught on, and probably told Onew-ssi. Why do I think Onew? Well... Onew was leader of both of them at one time.

 

I know that Rabi-unnie probably gave Taemin a piece of her mind when it came to Key out dancing him but he misses her and that's apparent. 

 

But Rabi-unnie. you need to know how the relationship will affect the rest of us. I know you know that it would be the end of your career, but this would hurt us all.

 

I see how you are.

 

I see the way you and Taemin communicate, talk, touch, look with and at each other.

 

I'm no idiot. I want you to be happy, but I need to worry about the only thing that keeps me going - my career and you guys. 

 

*sigh* Just don't let us burn... not yet. We haven't even debuted.

 

And Rayne... well Rayne was with Onew-ssi.

 

And knowing Onew-ssi - he probably asked if Rabi was still angry. (Which she is, she wouldn't accept his apology yet although she yearns for him a well in a sense that isn't exactly a relationship but yet is.)

 

But... Onew also told Rayne-umma that Kris was being peep on Rabi unnie, which he wasn't~.

 

*sighs*

 

These people can never get the story straight.

 

But, Kris finally told her. I mean. Rayne Sistar19 on loud enough to muffle her just a bit, but I could hear every word. She called him a sleaze and he had finally told her something she needed to hear.

 

In the words of Kris,

 

"Because I'm crazy about you Rayne".

 

*giggles* These girls. Do they even know I know?

 

*sigh* Mm~ Ah well. 

 

See you soon Diary~ Tomorrow's a busy day. We have an interview - blah~. Night. o ( ^ o ^ ) o