Note: This is to be relating once again to taeminbias' "floWER" fan fiction. These are individual diary entries to give Hana's thoughts on the happenings of each chapter. They'll match up with each chapter - if multiple chapters happen to cover a single day it will span over different blog entries. Reason being, Hana would probably write multiple entries for a single day, anything to make more sense. She's logical after all. However, this also makes sense for us/you as readers. You can easily match up each chapter. 

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All I can do is sigh. My unnies ran into my room today with knocking. I hate when people do that. Two things people should never do in my room.

1. Not knock to enter. 2. Touch my stuff without permission.

However, I do feel bad. I yelled at them. Ah well, I can't let them keep doing that!   o ( > o < ) o 

 

Speaking of my room....It's not too bare right? I mean, there's books and my Panda~. But, Rabi and Rayne both think it's too empty. I don't see how though... I like it... it's not cluttered. ~ ( . _ . ) ~

 

Anyways~ After the little room incident, Manager Kang-ssi called us out to talk to use briefly before telling us to get ready. We had dance practice... in heels... 

o ( Q ... Q ) o

I hate heels... Mm, they're just so... I don't know. I get clumsy in them! Rabi-unni caught on that I didn't like them though. I need to watch my reactions a bit more so I don't worry them!

 

Oh! Diary, I don't think my unnies realized I noticed the small glance they gave each other as I grabbed my sweatshirt. I'm just not comfortable showing skin... I like to stay covered. Modesty is comfort for me. Knowing them, they're plotting that next time they'll get me to not wear it. Ha... yeah right - this thing is a crutch for me! And it's so comfy! 

 

Speaking of Rabi unnie - she's super nice. I really like her. I've never had a problem with her in fact. I've known of her talents since the beginning - I'm an "encyclopedia of knowledge" when it comes to some things... or at least that's what my unnies think. She's also been nothing but nice since the beginning, I'm glad Rayne-umma has caught on with this little fact though.

 

Oh and Rayne? She got angry at me today! Over a slea- guy. As we went to the dance studio we ran into SHINee. Onew, Key, Taemin and Minho all seem like okay people but that Jonghyun...

 

No.

 

I don't like him, he creeps me out! He completely jumped into my personal space. o ( >////< ) o I need to try to avoid him as much as I can. I saw the way he was looking at me like I was a piece of meat. I am not meat. I'm Hana. A girl, who isn't good around guys or people in general! Rayne got jealous and angry because he showed interest towards me. She's always been a Blinger. It's sad though, she meets her bias and this happens?! I feel awful! I hope she's not angry at me anymore.  o ( T _ T ) o

 

Why me? I was "small and cute" *I'M SO NOT CUTE* and in heels. 

 

His type - that's probably what he's thinking at least. Yeah. Right~. 

 

Speaking of that guy. I started our inside joke of "Sleazebag" a rendition of SHINee's new song Dream Girl but with the inspiration of the sleaze himself. Manager Kang wants us to sing it in front of an audience though. What if he knows it's about him? Aish... I'm so worried.

 

Anyway, it's getting late and this was definitely a good distresser. I'm going to go sleep now~

 

Night night Diary~