This is the first of some SHINee fics I hope to write and as it's not Yewon, it obviously hasn't recieved much attention yet as there are loads of 2min fics out there. I was thinking about making this a YeWon but the roles fit Taemin and Minho better~

Here it is... the description~:

“I tried to get over it; the fact that she cheated on me; the fact that she kept the engagement ring when she tried to walk away…to him. Man, I hated him… If he wasn’t there, there would have been no reason to make her choose between the two of us… and she wouldn’t have gotten hit by that car. She was walking to him when she got hit by a speeding car. She wouldn’t have gotten hit if she walked to me; that police car would have swerved…

Of course I hated him for taking her away from me. I was envious of what he had that I didn’t. He was tall, handsome and wealthy. I put everything I had into that engagement ring…We were together for five years and she knew I was going to ask for her hand. She knew I was trying hard… and she still went to him.

He hated me for not knowing I was there. He hated me because he was being lied to and I had her first. He hated me for not letting go…for not leaving well enough alone. She didn’t love me, she loved him. We hated each other’s guts but somehow…”

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Taemin lost his fiancé… not only to another man, but to a speeding car that mercilessly took her life. He still has the nightmares, watching her turn away, not even looking at him… then that damned car hit her and mangled her in ways he wished to never see. The blood… the mass of red that left her body still haunts him… but he has someone to help him get through that now…

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“Taemin, I think you should see somebody about this…”

“No…I’m not mental. I don’t need professional help.”

“You do Taemin… I don’t wanna lose you too…”

What’s to lose if you never had anything in the first place?

“She was mine first…”