It's hard not to cry when you loose something or somone important, but its even harder when you know you could have treated them better or let them know how much you loved them before their time was up. I know it's a little daft to be crying over a cat... but I had that cat since I was seven and I cant think of one time I treated her like I actually loved her when she was one of the most important things in my life.

She was good for a cuddle on rainy days and fun to play with... but she got annoying when she was hungry and always seeked the attention I wasn't willing to give... and I swore to myself... that when she got better... when she got back from the vet... I'd treat her better and start showing her the affection she showed me... but I guess it''s too late for that... now she's gone... And now whenever i think of her, I'll always be regretful for not treating her like the great pet she was...

I'm sorry...