I don't know where or how to start this...

Hi, y'all

I thought of writing this, for what it's worth, to apologise. For dropping off the face of the earth, for ghosting this site, for having deleted my account so many years ago at its peak, and for returning, only to halt updating with static silence again for years. 

There isn't much of an excuse here. Life happened, and I got swept up in it. And somewhere along the way, I stopped writing stories all together, let alone fanfiction. I stopped reading fanfiction too, and pretty much phased out of the fandoms. While I still ardently listen to EXO and a few other artists, I hardly keep up with anything non-musical anymore.

As a result, I just disappeared from this site. But there were some narratives that always lingered in my mind, and always drew me in - I kept logging in to re-read them, because the writing style or the plot ideas were just so beautiful.

As a writer, I do reminisce about the stories I'd written, and do miss updating them here. When I realised that I left certain stories mid-way, I felt an insane amount of guilt. So here I am, trying to make up for it all.

However, I hope that the disclaimer I'd posted during Jongdae's marriage is still in mind: I wrote the stories eons ago, and the names of the K-pop idols were just names. The characters, actions, events, their relationships etc. were and are all a figment of imagination, and a way for me to play around as a writer. They are just empty names, that happen to have face claims. 

In no way do I mean to project any desires or fantasies about their personalities, expression of uality, or relationships onto the actual people who are the namesakes to my characters. I hope that is made clear.

I'm not going to promise a timeline of updating, but I do hope to finish uploading the old chapters into all my stories over the next few months.

Whoever's reading me out there, I hope you enjoy!