I'm pretty brave myself. 

I choose to live when I want to die. 

I just wanna end everything. 

But on 2nd thought, I shouldn't die. 

God is angry. 

Hell is gonna be my place. 

I don't want that. 

Despite her feeling so broken, she at least have that little faith in her. Tho nowadays, I'm not very sure of that little faith that she tried so hard to preserve in her heart. She has the talent to make herself succumb deeper into the hell of her thought.