I'm wondering if I am selfish if I think that I am a good person.
I always reminds myself of how I was, and still am a bad person.
I tried. I changed. Getting judged for the past me?
I changed. A lot.
But to people, it was never enough. I was, am never enough.
No matter how much I tried, that's how people look at me.
I am never enough.
My changes meant nothing. They don't care.
Because I am not important.
I don't have any say for my life.
They rule my life for me.
I can't even make a decision for my life without being interrupted.
Tired of living like my life belongs to other people.
If only suicide is not a sin.