It'a been a while. 

Andddd, I have another crazy situation after a while here. It's accuring since two weeks ago and I can only laugh at it. 

I have a massive hairloss that there's a row of empty space on the back of my head. It's lined like number one over my head and I believe it had something to do with my mental health. 

I thought my hairloss wasn't bad. But it's as bad as a hairloss of someone who had chemotheraphy done. One swipe of my hair, plenty over my fingers. 

It's really bad that my hair now is really thin. I got a very thick and long hair. The hairloss made my hair looks a little short. 

I know it had to do with me being stressed. I'm actually burned out. I am mentally exhausted. Hence the massive hairloss. My hair is everywhere in my room. Anyone who come into mu room would notice that my hair is everywhere in the room, because it's the first thing they felt under their feet. 

I wanted to talk about the reason tho. The stress, burned out and exhausted. I know, even without doctors checking, that I am stressed and burned out. I am mentally and physically exhausted. I snapped a lot at people and I could fall asleep in a matter of second a lot of times. And my eyebags are so so visible that I scared myself. 

Know Corpse Bride movie? I looks like the bride. My cheeks are hollow and sunken in. Sometimes I hide it with a baby powder. Well, I don't know how to wear make up. 

I wanted to talk about it with my mom but she looks indifferent whenever I gave her a clue about my hair condition. 

I hope everyone that is struggling to be better. This also includes myself. I am still in shocked about Binnie. I pray for everyone to be strong. Moon Sua, I hope you will always be happy on the path that you choose, like how Binnie wanted you to always be happy. 

"Depression Is Living In A Body That Fight To Survive, With A Mind That Tried To Die."🌻