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I care! I care so much about people around me that I don't even care about myself. I try to care for myself most of the time but end up caring about other people first. Do you ever felt how hard it is that you can't help but stay awake? You can't even cry. The feeling is there, a heavy one but you can't cry or let it out. That always happen to me. People always turn to you but you're hopeless too. 

And this next part got me crying actually. 

Broken people comes to you but you're broken too. They come, asking to be repaired. At the same time, smashing you. They go back, restored, repaired but you? Broken glass, smashed wall. Only left, a piece of faith you try to protect. A little brave to preserve and a tiny pea of strength to hold onto. They have to be protected. You try to protect the last bit of them so you know, life is not that cruel. 

The last sentence sounds like she tried to reassure herself that world is a better place for her. Real life Jungchae is really broken. Despite her looking so ordinary, these are things that she hide. Well, no matter how much you know about people, there wil always be a part of them that they wanted to keep only for themselves. 🙂