This is so sad that there is no going seventeen episodes, but it's disappointing that the timeslot will be changed. It feels like a personal attack and persecution, for some reason. For years it had always been Mondays, 10:10PM and just because they can, they change it to wednesdays. I HATE the situation.

Anyway, that's just one of the reasons I'm down this monday.

I have to work again, and the day just started and I'm feeling overwhelmed already. There's just a lot to do, so many things they are demanding, and very little time. I don't have the appetite to eat, but I'm hungry. I look at possible menus when I try to have food delivered but nothing looks appealing, and the thought of eating makes me want to throw up. I could cook, but then that will take a lot of my time and that stresses me out, too. But then, I know that if I don't eat, my gastroenteritis will start again, and so I'm even more stressed.

Is there a way that I will feel full without having to eat?