...of expression huh? so much for that.

that's how people are....they talk big on ideologies...but do they actually reflect and respect it when it's applied in real life beyond lame tryhard kpop concepts? try to convince me....with actions, not big superficial words....nope, non of those craps thanks. had too much of 'em already. 

anyway, so haseul's group is back....finally. after her magnificent agency secured her not being part of it...oh because of some important legit reason that nobody can prove of course. uhhuh yeah i'm a genius so i completely believe it. haa.

(don't my sarcasm just keep improving? i'm actually proud of myself lol)

so....the group came back with the usual 'break free and be yourself blabla usual shiet' kpop is trying to be lately to show they're so different when every other groups' doing it with sounds that don't sound all that different...and...the song sounds.....well, crappy and annoying in my opinion....it's not because it's different from their previous songs(i mean, hi high and butterfly are different from each other...so what's your point?)....but the song just sound...bleh....it kinda has a bit of another trendy new girlgroup vibe...and that group's songs sound annoying to me...that's my freedom of opinion/expression. but i hate how the fans keep going around making reasons for people who dislike the song, saying we just expect the usual from them, we're 'traditional kpop listeners' whatever crap that means'....just to make the opinions of people who dislike the song, less valid than those who like it...when we all know typical kpop fans just worship everything their favs release....well, sorry not me....from the start....i've been strict even moreso for groups i like...that only show i regard them highly than to eat up every shiet they release.....that's how i get separated from any and all fandoms...maybe except for Battle...that's only cuz they're now inactive for over a decade(before making a bit of onetime comeback appearance together last year) and i can claim being part of their fandom peacefully since i love them so much and there's no new music to criticize and make the blinded crazy fans pissed off....well, i do remember when they released Step by Step....i grew a little detached from the fandom cuz i didn't like the song and fans aren't allowed to dislike anything from their faves or they apparently became haters. that's the universally accepted kpop dumb logics followed by all, consciously or not.

now i'm actually glad haseul isn't part of this mess....i kinda had a hunch it might go that way if she's gonna get her justice in some way....but i'm still surprised that really is the case.....they tried to make the girls seem badass with the new comeback....but the song sounded so annoying i can't even hear the badass....please....i ain't kpop noob to accept that as badass....eh....

but all the sheeple fans really need to stop putting words and reasoning into other people's mouths/actions. just like they keep reasoning all the mistreatment haseul has been getting as 'make sense because of her anxiety' when the company itself stated her so called anxiety is recent...and they've been mistreating her worth since the start or even longer...seriously...stop acting smart when you're really not...and stop making up stupid reasons for people who don't like the new song and actually accept our own damn reasons. what a waste your group coming up with all those 'empowering' and 'freedom of expression' kinda concepts when it doesn't make the fans' mind grow one bit compared to other groups with shallow-er concepts so called. in the end, they all just present concepts made up by producers and whatnot....no need to worship like crazy....kpop and the stupidity that comes with being its fan for most part....is really exhausting....but i guess i'm kinda messed up that even that can entertain me in a way that i'm still here just to complaint about it every other day...lol.

 

 

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ok, enough of the annoying part....i'm growing more n more detached with how annoying the fans' behaviour/logics are....but i still kinda am considering making a haseul special vids to just being a rebel to the agency that tried to make her forgotten whether you agree or not, that's how i see it...from the start. even moreso now. if you want to trust whatever narration they put out, feel free, but don't push it on me.

 

aaaaanyway.....let's go to more pleasant news....

 

so....speaking of comebacks....KARD is also making comeback(and i'm sadly not expecting much because their previous few songs just...eh....don't cut it for me....and what's with every other kpop idol now having songs about/titled moon....this is somekinda cult thing huh...if you expect me to think it's just coincidence or some creative shiet....then i'd be dumb as hell, come on...creativitiy don't work that way....)....and then there's also....G-Most!

it looks like Jungjin will be the main character in the mv? yay. i'm still surprised bcuz i thought they'd push the more trendy members or maybe because this is ballad? idk....but hey....i ain't complaining....i just hope he'd get more singing parts too....his parts in their previous songs were fine even if not the biggest parts(surely will never be anywhere near as tragic as haseul)....but i guess i'm being greedy and just hoping for more. anyway i read that they filmed it in Hokkaido? hey, that reminds me of my cancelled trip to Japan....:(.....but at least we went somewhere else....and that's the reason i'm only updating this blog now....anyway, one day i'll definitely watch Jungjin on stage live....idk when....but hopefully.....that day will come....i guess....his group being based in Japan now makes it more possible than if they're actively promoting in Korea even though i've been to Korea more than Japan.....anyway, i don't think i'll be going on anymore trip thaaat soon....so....who knows....

 

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and although i haven't updated my stories or post new videos....

i've been diligently updating my My Little Songbook. go on and click it, if you have taste as good as mine (lol) you might find some new songs to obsess over...well, i don't think it's that easy to find those with same taste of mine...but go on and prove me wrong, that's always a welcome for me.

 

And since Tremor is still advertised randomly at the bottom of profile pages in aff....for some odd algorithm probly...i've been thinking whether or not to update it and if so, how to go about it since i've stopped for quite long....but while looking at my old fics....i end up going to Bug...and randomly clicking the links of JJCC mvs i left on the foreword page....and while at those JJCC yt vids i found that they're coming back too!! isn't that great?!! i love it when groups that went on unpopular, past their prime time, remain together, even if i understand too if they disbanded....my interest in JJCC only started during produce 101 season 2 when Chanyul and Hadon joined the show and ended up in my fav team - the underdog Mansae team...and i wrote Bug specially for that team, every member of the team was written the way i thought they'd be...since they're all eliminated way too early for me to really learn about them. except for Yongjin....who survived until top60 where team Spring Day did him dirty....by throwing him out of his main vocalist position into a position with hardly any lines when he's already the riskiest to be eliminated for being the most unpopular one....ugh....i hated that team..,my kid Yongjin deserved wayyy better....and funnily, they threw him under the bus for not being perfect during practice, but the kid they chose as main vocals actually messed up in the final perf.(also, i hated how Dongsu, arguably the best n most unique voice in the show was wasted in Amazing Kiss team ughh even though he made big impact with every little parts he had even in Shock when he had to rap despite being a vocalist he still made such impact, why do i like all the too nice n humble but actually amazing underdogs?)  team Mansae underdog was the bestT^T....and the only character i didn't write as i see him but from completely fictional pov, was Jo Sungwook of course....bcuz he's the weirdo in Bug...and the inspiration of the fic. now i'm thinking if i should continue Bug since JJCC is coming back....but idk....Bug imo...is one of my more....hmm....ambitious fics....so it's not something easy to comeback to? ....idk....i don't have the confidence....but maybe i can....update at least one of my oldddd abandoned fics? which one? idk...no matter what...i feel like i need and want to update at least one of my lot of abandoned fics since i'm back here blabbering every other day in blog section though idk which one yet....n though i know there won't be any reader anyway....just for the sake of not letting everything remain stagnant....idk....writing fics definitely has a different weight than writing blogpost where i don't have to think anything and words just flow.

meanwhile....before i ended this yet another random pointless blogpost with title that hardly make sense with most of the post....my underdog Bug kids....(random fact, the other/topdog Mansae team won the first place overall during this mission, but heck i'm going to keep pushing my underdog kids as the best) I can't forget the image of Yongjin giving his speech when he's the only one who survived the first elimination and he mentioned his team with pride and they all were shown one by one filled with pride too, while other contestants who survived all being dramatic crying even when they never had it as hard....i love my Bug team. true classy underdogs. i love how Yongjin paid his final tribute to the group during his speech and that allowed them to get final screentime, and even praise from Boa.

 

Yongjin's solo...though i think he's in a group now.....meh though....it's easier to stand out as solo in kpop now....with too many groups out there...and especially when he has enough talent and ability to go solo....

A song i actually like from Dongsu and Namhyung(they're also in AA, and previously they're part of group Offroad)

did you know they both got an A in produce 101 first evaluation?(okay only Namhyung got A...but cmon, Dongsu's perf was definitely A level too...and despite getting A, Namhyung hardly got any screentime at all) but of course....they're drowned along with many other really talented ones because produce 101 has always been rigged anyway...and when there's ubertalented people they didn't want to succeed...gotta do something rite? this happened with some contestants in other seasons too...lol.

this was their perf. and here's Dongsu cover of Wanna One's debut song.

Yongjin and Dongsu, my two underrated super talented kids actually collaborated.....only talents will spot talents and stick together...okay ignore that....it's not always the case, but it is, here...

and a JJCC song i especially love. kpop needs more of this wholesome kinda songs.

even the perf is beautiful...