it’s been ten months(?) since my last blog post.. just when i thought i had gone over the highest mountain, there was a bigger one hidden that i need to climb. if that even makes any sense..

oh how i struggle to communicate my feelings. how no one understands this weight.

well, jed has decided to be alone.

these are hard times. this whole summer has been a flop. my heart is in pieces.

i miss him so much.

it’s so hard without my best friend.