Good evening, sinners <3

Time for one of these again! I feel like it's been a while, and yet I haven't achieved as much as I'd have wanted to. Since these blog posts are already quite personal, I want to be as transparent with you as possible. I had just begun to regain motivation, and then it all faded away. Mental health complications got in the way, things got far more stressful than expected, and, shockingly, my love for k-pop started to diminish.

I'd also grown surprisingly uncomfortable with the thought of / in general, and tried to avoid it because of how disgusted I had become with it all of a sudden. All of this made writing my kind of storied exceedingly difficult. I'm still in a bit of slump, and now university is starting in two weeks time, so I'm not sure how much I'll be able to update...but I'll definitely try. I love writing and the bursts of inspiration that I get, and I'm determined to finish the EXO Bartender Series, as well as 'into the nightmare'. For some reason, I'm really not feeling the Luhan vibe, though. I think I should look up more stories with him...

Either way, I just feel embarassed because until now, my last update was in May?? I don't even know how time flew by me so fast! Is this what it feels like to grow old??!!

(( ugh ))

Anyway, I do think everything will shift back to normal eventually. I'm not out of the k-pop fandom or anything, but it might be a while before I'm back in full force, if you know what I mean :D My friend and I will be headed to BTS's concert in Paris in October, and that might just be what I need to get right back into it. The thought of seeing them in the flesh is kind of surreal, to be honest. I have no idea what to expect, except for a lot of screaming ^o^ Brussels also happens to be the location where plenty of k-pop parties are hosted -- and those are a ing blast.

Now, this has also gone on for long enough. Sin Zone is open, so if you're feeling up to it, please send me a request <3 I'm going to get my together and get better, that's a promise.

Sleep tight, and have a wonderful week.

Love,

Tetsu