Good evening, everyone <3

I thought I would take a bit of time to write another one of these to update you about some more in-depth and personal tidbits. I've managed to update a little bit recently, thank goodness, although I don't think it's quite enough. Writing the final chapters of the bartender series is turning out more difficult than expected, since I really want to end it on a satisfying and proper note. However, with all the underlying mysteries, I'm finding it a little difficult to tie everything up properly. I should look into getting a beta tester more seriously once I have the time...

I think I'm also going to go ahead and get kind of real with you guys. I'm not exactly in a good state of mind right now, as when I'm under stress I succumb to a lot of anxious tendencies. Everything around me is a bit of a mess, and this mess distracts me from doing anything productive in the first place. I'm sure a lot of you understand what I mean. Over-worrying also kills me. It can be anything from a look someone's giving me to the whole ing future. Not only that, but I'm so obsessed with certainty and having everything under control around me, so the moment something goes wrong I get super uncomfortable.

But now that this has been dumped out into the open, I also want to focus on more positivity in my life. I'm going to get my together, and I'm going to keep my head above water until the exams are over and I can finally relax during summer. I'm so excited to write more too!! The vampire!V story is really satisfying to write, and finalizing the bartender series will be alot easier with a clear mind. I just hope to make the conclusion as good as it sounds in my head.

Thank you for reading this far and bearing with me - it means alot. If you ever have something on your mind, I'm there to talk, so don't hesitate to drop a message into my inbox <3

Love,

Tetsu