This blog is lengthy 1.3K, I am gonna thank everyone who was there for me and how much that meant for me since I at thanking.

To everyone listen to this~

@Park_Taerin

Thank you TaeTae for being there I don't show how much it means, I at expressing some stuff I feel nervous of. But thank you for being honest with me and being there for me like I never was for you, sorry I will be more available and cautious, will make you trust me again. You mean so much to me and sorry for scaring you like that but thanks for holding me, sorry for not showing how much you mean to me. And I love you so much my soulmate best friend, nobody can ever mean that much to me. (Invite me to read Magic shop bish)

@Ai_akizuki

You my Bae, I don't know how much i should thank you, you always uncover my eyes, you know how blind I can be, you help me to understand myself, you help me to see others pov, you help me to stand up and see other side, when I am down I always know you can show me the light I always turn blind to. Sorry for scaring you baby, you don't how much you mean to me, you saved a life and I can't thank you enough, I can't believe you are younger than me xD Thank you for being there in my darkest times.Love you sooo much <33 You understand me so much. I am still surprised how can you be younger than me????? Ahhhh you are far more mature!

@Grackie

I don't lie when I say you are a literal angel I look up to you, I want to be a good and genuine friend like you are to everyone, you held me and ushered me to start walking, holding my hand and guiding me, showing me that there's always a happy ending. You helped me breathe again allowing me to take my oxygen, when I myself hiding it. I can't thank you enough for everything, Thank you and you my Cacaral guiding Angel. *Hugs tight* Thank you really. Gracie you are Gracious, Angelic, Beautiful, Gorgeous and genuine, reliable friend Love you <3

@_seokktae_

Thank you for saying you missed me, you legit gave me water when I didn't know I was thirsty. Thank you seokkie, I can't thank you enough, thank you just for being there and attacking me with bias ammo whenever I was upset, Love you babe <3

@AquamarineLove

I have never seen anyone so philosophical ever xD, your simple comment or reply lifts me up,  Thank you make me understand others better, Thank you for showing you care everytime I am down, I can't thank you enough, you don't know how much it helps, you help me see positive sides when I drown in darkness, and your positive vibes are the best and they actually work hehe. Thank you Aqua my respect for you is now tripled. You are a genuine friend <3 You are a lifesaver ~

@Debaekyeol

Just asking 'Are you okay?’ showing me you care, you healed me halfway applying bandage and it helped me soothe and realize 'Hey people actually care’ and for agreeing with Mic Drop™ Blacklist lmfaoo xD we don't talk alot but, Thank you so much.

@Crisisconfirmed

My plushie mate, We resemble so much omg sidkdkekfje, Basketball, Piano, Height omg thank you so much for being there and this created biggest distraction. Love you for being there you were like a ladder *hugs* Anticipating your new story <3

@MinMinniexx

Thank you for being honest with me I am not scared to talk to you anymore. And for asking 'What I can do for you?’ it showed how much you cared, and that question itself means a lot and it's more than enough for me I won't ask anything. Thank you for holding onto me one more time by being honest and saying sorry and forgiving me too, I am glad I didn't lost a friend in fact gained a Big Bro I never had, Thank you for everything, you are a good human, you helped so many people I can never forget that. My respect for you remains shining. Thank you for teaching me good stuff.

@Byunnyminseok

Thank you for talking to me casually when I thought everything changed, Thank you for just noticing I poofed xD that meant a lotttttt more than you know. Love you so much. Thanks for saying that beating myself for something isn't okay and It helped feel better. *Huggles*

@Leoandhyuk

Thank you for reminding me that I still means fam to you, when.I thought I lost equations with everyone, you are the best kitty. I appreciate your presence a lot, thanks for being there, sorry for not helping you the same, hope you feel completely okay too. Love you. *Squishes*

@MochiOppa

Bae, Thank you for saying you missed me, That meant alot to me and I genuinely thank you for showing that you cared.  You are the sweetest person on here omg<3

@BTSarmyforever

Thanks kitty paws for casually talking to me when I felt everything was going wrong. Love you sweetheart so much, Thanks for just existing cjskdjskkdjfrj *smacks and runs away* you milk theif.

@JjongkeyTrash

Thank you replying the blog with kindness and cute fluffy, and for understanding me this time. <3

@ Reader (Anon)

Thank you for threatening me cutely for not writing, so bae I am back lets get you spammed naw xD.

Thank you real life sis for slapping me hard (I made her do that xD) making me gain consciousness, and for baking a cake djejdjejs that I love the most, I finally have my appetite. And for showing me cuddable cat stuff making me squeal lmao.

Thank you real life bro ...for...umm not noticing, because I know it would have made you angry xD, Just thank you for existing lmao.

Thank you Dad for yelling at me whenever I disappeared switching off my mobile, showing that you care by sharing funny stuff to lift me up, I love you, I know you won't read it but, I love you the most than anyone ever ever, You are the best Dad.

Thank you real life bffs for sharing lame and calling religiously to check up on me it made me smile a lot, you guys are best es <3

Thank you coaches for being -es still, it just helped me hate you guys more lmafao *hides*

Thank you everyone, for being there you don't know but you helped a lot, thanks for just noticing ^•^ I needed these many hands to help me stand back up, just little more till I get out of this tunnel, I can finally see the light.

I can finally eat when I am hungry not wanting to puke it out.(*regrets dumping fav pizza earlier*)

I can finally log in here without feeling scared, anxious, guilty, sad, worried about myself that I may end up seeing stuff that would hurt me.

I can finally breathe without feeling lump in my throat that didn't allowed me swallow.

I can finally casually read stories without wanting to cry.

I can finally think about myself without feeling selfish.

I don't feel sorry for myself anymore.I don't even know what all this was, these were alien feelings I never experienced, Thanks for showing that it’s Completely normal.

Thank you everyone God bless you <3

Thanks Lee Jong Suk for being shexy distraction. * lips* xD

Andddd I just wanna say

I am back ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

오랜만 이네….?

P.S:- Everyone from my friendlist thank you for being there ~ and my baby friends I know most of you guys were busy to notice me, but I still thank you for everything, honestly I didn't wanted you to notice and spoil your days.

P.S.S:- Special thanks to Thor T_T || @Jackson for noticing and guiding @Nith for noticing I poofed lol xD

Airplanes in night skies are shooting stars, I used my wish right now, Thank you everyone.

 To everyone

Final Conclusion:- I will put more effort to be a good friend and a person overall, will strive to be more trustworthy ^•^ and will stop posting anything about my feelings again~