P.s nuffing awesome about this post. just random lingering lyrics.

inspiration linkin park . I tried.

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I am a shadow of my sad self, trying to stay happy

i am a wreckage of my old self, I was ..

Every season leaves fall onto the ground ready to be thrown away. I am not so different from them. 

Just wrinkled, falling of the tree, then disappearing into dust.

Don't hold the empty branches, oh don't mourn for me. May the next season I come.

With same roots and branches. New again.

To fall off again, crumbled under wind pressure when there's no warmth just the cold wind.

Capacity to be green again will fade off. Will I miss my shade under the sun. Standing with crumbling branches and weakened roots. There's no warmth.

Winter is cold.. That's the bitter truth. Every star dies down leaving the cold. In this temporary world... May I be warm again. Smile on my own. 

May I be complete again, Happy with thy self. May I not look back, but just remember and smile.

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*pats my own back*

I should write my stories instead.