/looks at the gif for hours/ Ok, I am sorry but- me. 

Ok so the past few weeks started to get the best of me and I wanted to make a little something that might light up our moods collectively, you know. So I came up with this whole tag thing. I am not the first one to do tags but I created the questions for this one so I officially give you the right to take the risk of doing it by your own. Laulau approves bruh. 

Ok so here you go, I just don't know how to call it, however. Urgh, why do I have to struggle so much with the whole 'let's find a title'  thing. I swear I am the worst at this. 

Let's call it something very simple. 

The Honest Author Tag. (thanks brain for the sophistication of the title)

1. Who are you and what's your real name? So this is a little bit to answer this after a year since I feel like this is old now, but I am a girl called Lau. Well, that's stand short for Laurence-Émilie. Man, that is fancy as hell, remember me to thank my mom for being so on point with originality. I swear, I never met ONE single other person with that complete exact same name. Although, this is only on my birth certificate and everyone calls me Laurence, which you could find plenty of. 

2. How old are you and do you look like your age?  This is the part where I start crying and I run away? Ok but, jokes put aside, I always kid around about being ' old' for the whole kpop thing but I know there is no such thing as a 'right age' for it. So I am in for the win es. Basically, I just turned 21 years old. And I kind of look like it, I would say, when I wear makeup at least XD

3. What is your origins? Where are you from? I was born and raised in Montreal, Canada. I am the daughter of two very caucasian persons so I guess that technically makes me caucasian in the facts. We are from French ancestors but it was so long ago that we resigned to call ourselves French. I have Native Americans ancestors as well, which physically shows a bit more on me than the rest of my family. To make it short, I look like I was adopted. 

4. Name 5 things that you adore. Okay. 

 1.The feeling of waking up and knowing that I have nothing to do for the rest of the day.

2. Singing, even though I must have made at least one of my two dogs deaf.

3. Staying way too long in the shower, imagining what my life would be like as an idol. God, guys, you are lucky that I am not or I'd be like making a social scandal. I do not know how to behave sometimes. 

4. Cuddling. Being with my boyfriend or my friends. To be honest, I can hardly see the difference. 

5. Meeting with people I used to hang out with and see how messed up their lives has become compared to mine. Ok that's borderline sadistic, but I have my guilty pleasures. Don't act like you've never felt proud to be better than your ex. We all have. 

5. Name 5 things that you despite. Gosh, this is way too much fun for me to handle, hehe. 

1. Going out for school/work or whatever and having to take all the snow from my car. Dude, I have an illness called 'alwayslosemyfreakingglovesteria' and it's a pain in the when you live in a city where snow is the closest thing you'll get to a neighbor. 

2. Girls that are the perfect ' Koreaboo' type. Sorry but seriously bro, this is getting out of hand. You can stop trying to be cute, my insides will throw up.

3. People rushing me to do things. I swear that's when my patience is running the thinnest. 

4. Overly serious people. Maybe because I am a tiny bit too juvenile and outgoing, I hate when people are trying to pop my bubble.

5. Still living lobsters. Don't ask. 

6. Your personality trademarks. I would say that I am pretty easygoing? Ok, that didn't go as plan. Trying to describe yourself is never easy. But, well, I am said to be very open to people. Very sarcastic at times and cuddly. I am sportive, organized, very motherly, quick on the trigger, I have the baddest of tempers at times, I don't take being wrong really easily, and I have the worst of egos at the worst moments. Apart from that, I'd say I am on the rise to become Canada's next meme model. Mix that all together and you got me. I know it looks a bit like a mess but that's because I am. 

7. Would you be willing to take a picture of yourself if your readers would ask for it? Sure. 

8. Your biggest kpop weaknesses? Cute Korean boys in tight leather pants. Oh, also, I really tried, but I can become the worst depressed in town when a dating scandal burst out. Even more when it's with my bias. Hell, there is no way out of the drama right there. 

9. Your main source of inspiration? I'd say mostly music. You have no idea how I use that for my scenari- OH , I mean ... I totally meant .  ANYWAY. The Weeknd is life. GUESS WHO'S GOING TO HIS CONCERT IN MAY? 

10. Do you have a friend you always rely on through your writing process? I have had many over the time of my writing ' carreer' (gosh that sounds so wrong). Some comes and goes, but others are there to stay. For the past year, it's been mostly Mariiie I realied on the most. The fact we are actual real life friend helps also. This endured more of my drama than pretty much anyone I know so I think she deserves a minute of silence. 

11. Your biggest fear?  Sharks. Like how come everyone is not afraid of them? There are literally razers sharp teeth monsters waiting for us to be stupid enough to swim in the ocean and then BOOM , we'll become mothering apatizers. You won't caught me swimming in the ocean any time soon, OH NONO. 

12. The biggest thing you've done for a reader? Euhm... I dunno man. Giveaways I guess. 

13. Name something you are addicted to. Cute Korean guys in tight leather pants. 

14. Who's your 5 ' Go-To' idols? Easy. Taehyung-Jimin-Jungkook-Baekhyun-Suga. 

15. What surprises you the most with your work? The fact that you guys like my pedonoona version stories of Jungkook. Or that he was the most popular idol I ever wrote about. I mean, I don't even know what happened. Seriously, though. You guys need to explain. 

16. How would you say writing fanfictions influenced your life in general? Urgh, in too many ways. First, I would say that I am coping more with critics. I used to be really sensible. Still am, though, but a lot more understable in general. Also, I feel like it gave me a way to escape my everyday life and you guys were there, each time, ready to read whatever I was writing and I want to thank you for that. 

17. Would you like to do some collaborations in the future? If yes, who would you like to do them with? I would, actually. For as long as the person writes somehow similarly to me and is structured enough not to carry the project for too long, to be honest, I am ready. Actually, I might be searching for coworkers for upcoming oneshtos eventually. I'll get back to you guys about that. 

18. If you were to show one of your work to an idol, which one would it be and to who would you show it to? Nothing to nobody would be my go-to. Man, I don't think going all the way to my favs being like ' Sup, you don't know me, but I wrote about you a lot! Oh, what I wrote about? Nothing fancy, just some stories where you were a cocky boss and almost ripped the girl's apart. ' This is really smooth, indeed. 

19. Your goal for 2017? Just trying to be as productive would be nice. Not die and keep breathing through my tight schedule would also be cool but I was told to be realistic so- 

20. Name things you'd like to experience in upcoming projects. I would like to talk about deeper things. Subjects that not everyone might be interested in either. I like angst and taboo. I mean, passed the stories, but I would like to go deeper into subjects that matter. We all need some fresh and fluffy stories to change our minds from our real life drama but I think this site lacks a lot when it comes to realism. I want to talk about darker sides of life and show that it might not be easy, but that's okay. Among those themes, are: Depression, lost, mental disorders, obsession, social differences & renunciation of true love. Don't worry though, not ALL my upcoming projects will be as dark as this.

Damn those babes. 95 liners represent. 

So, this was the whole thing. I hope you enjoyed this little -long- tag. Feel free to steal it and try your hand at it if you feel like procrastinating the way I did. As for me, I'll just go write a bit more for tonight. 

Comment down below what was your thoughts about it. Did you learn something new? 

p.s. 'Wolf Blood' chapter 7 is in the proof read process. Should be out really soon guys. If not today, before Friday. 

Lots of love xxx 

Laulau95