Probable topic of this: My mom is not understanding my new, social awareness, she thinks I'm a lesbian

School has come to the point where we take exams that take 4 school periods and more, up to 6, and I'm bad at studying, you all should know if you know me

It's kind of in my recent blog post that I found a friend who's exactly like me, let's call her J for privacy issues, so J and I are exactly the same, we like the same stuff, we are both utter idiots and we even meet up just to sleep, we both find each other utterly cute and pretty, and we both hug each other a lot bc duh, she thinks I'm too cute and fluffy for this world but there's nothing that goes beyond this ok, we have just become so good friends, she has come to know everything about me and so do I,

I would consider us as best friends

Now I wanted to bake cupcakes (I hate to cook and I hate to bake, but sometimes I have the urge to, I just have), i've already wanted to bake some on Thursday so I could bring some to school and have my clique taste some of this magic xD

But since I'm a lazy I did it yesterday and I was like, mom, can I bake something? and she was so surprised she was like why and I just said, I felt like it, like I really did

And then when I started she came into the kitchen a few times, asking what's and why's and I said, J is coming over in a bit, she's bringing her biology book with her and my mom was like, are you baking for her? So I was all, no, I want to make cupcakes, I love cupcakes

So as always J came, stayed until 3am because we fell asleep and then left with her car (sadly it's so far away and I feel bad for her driving all this distance) and then I continued watching this comedy show on tv and fell asleep, and then my mom came in and asked if everything is okay, and I was like, yeah sorry I fell asleep, then I turned everything off and she was like, you're really alright? Did J only leave now? as in, wow she left really late

And I was like yes, sorry

Now it's the next morning and my mom asked me again if I baked for J and I said no, and then she asked if I was lesbian because she wants to know the truth

Like honestly, okay, our OTP is Cophine (Cosima and Delphine from Orphan Black) which are two girls and wkjdhwh they're are so utterly cute I can't sos send help, I even gush about them to my mom (and about Orphan Black bc obsession af)

But in all honesty, I'm straighter than my damn straight hair, and I really know it, and my mom does too, I had boyfriends, but I never brought them home, and if I did it was secretly, and now just because I have a new best friend I spend a lot of time 

She said she couldn't sleep all night because she was worried - you gotta know, my mom hates anything "not normal" she hates gay ppl, she hates ppl with different hair color (as in colorful) and she just hates WHAT'S DIFFERENT

I don't know how to talk to that woman, she wanted to talk to me for a long time when I was eating my damn cupcake and I was like, mom, J is my new best friend, I'm spending so much time with her and my clique because I have no other friends that are like me, and school will be over soon and I just want to have my last school months to be amazing (aside from getting panic and asthma attacks from all the crying over exams)

Sorry for the long post, I just wanted to let everything out