- i'm probly gonna just do it. (really? like really really???)

- although i still dunno if i should...or if i will end up posting it...the fear is still great...but the desperation is almost equally great...both battling inside now...perhaps the final battle? or not?

- if it happens...here's the plan so far...

- it's most likely gonna be a coming of age genre...as usual, nothing grandeur or out of the world...my lazy self like it simple...

- about how the girls(strangers in the fic) meet each other in group therapy session...and of course....each of them will have hurdles they want to overcome in their life be it love/family/friendship/society/ambition/self identity/acception....the hurdles were what brought them to the therapy group...

- i think the main theme will be acceptance...incorporated with growing pains...

- another main theme or rather subject....would be...looks/appearance/beauty...

- as you can see i'm trying realllllly hard to avoid making a entertainment world fic again for the 684762849659078790687th time...lmao...this ain't gonna be easy...i probly won't entirely avoid it n incorporate it a lil in some ways...you'll see if the fic actually happens n you actually miraculously read it...

- a few other idols might be included...well, male(since for female i can just pick whoever i like from produce 101 if there needs to be any extras)...but idk who to finalize yet aside of one i've finalized....since not like they're gonna be main characters anyway...but spoiler is...none of the guys gonna be from your typical fav groups in aff you always see all the freaking time...bcuz cmon....not the reason of my suffocation. probly just one of my typical favs...xD

- there will be a main-ish OC as the therapist....i haven't finalized whether it's gonna be male or female...at first i thought of female...but now i'm considering male....arghhh...which one should it be?...

- i've kinda decided which girl is gonna have what conflict n background...

- but i haven't decide on the pov...this is the hardest part...

- usually...once i've revealed the plans in blog like this...i hardly ever end up actually posting the fic...already happened many times n maybe...just maybe that's the reason i'm posting this...my last attempt to refrain before the deed is done....but hmm..let's see what happens...

- what happens, happens. and what doesn't, doesn't. pointless thing to end this pointless post. lol. if you want a lesser pointless post...you can check out my previous blogposts...either this or this. at least they have some uhh...useful?....purpose.

- Zzzzz