I was tagged by Vickey and am tagging headinthebooks101 and Korekrypta since they've already been tagged and haven't done it yet.  (ALI (taelighted) WHY DID YOU DO IT ALREADY?  I WAS GOING TO TAG YOU lolololol)

Nature

• Favorite weather?

Sunny and warm with a slight breeze.  The kind of weather that happens just in between spring and summer.

• Something about mother nature that terrifies you?

Natural disasters.  But I'd also agree with Vickey about insects being terrifying.

• Your inspiration/peace of mind comes when you…?

Most of the time that happens right before I fall asleep, like right before midnight.  Other times include when I'm in the shower or when I'm doing anything that resembles exercise.  

• If you had the chance to change something about the way the world worked, what would it be?

Less corruption in the government.  Stricter gun laws in America considering recent events. :( I JUST WANT WORLD PEACE.

• Is there a time in this world you would want to travel back to?

I'd rather go to the future than the past.  

But if I really wanted to go back then maybe ancient India because my religion to this day considers our mythology to be actual truths.  I'd want to go back and see if the Mahabharat happened the way our texts say it did.  If Krishna pulled the strings behind the Pandavas. Or the Ramayan.  Was there really a road that connected Southern India to Sri Lanka back then that Hanuman used to find Sita?  I'd like to know.

Thoughts

• How often do you find yourself lost or confused? What do you do to make yourself feel better?

Pretty much every time I think about my future and what I'm going to do with my degree.  How I'm going to live my life.  Nothing really makes me feel better but I just distract myself by kpop or writing my fics.  Lately my outlet has been anime.

• Do you wish you had a twin or a double of yourself? What would you want her/him to be like?

Nope.  I don't want a twin.  I'd like to have an older sibling though.  I'm the oldest and sometimes it's a lot of pressure because I know that my brother learns from me but I don't really have anyone to look up to like that.  I want to have that.

• Is there something particular about you that you think reflects your personality or way of thinking?

Everything is a learning experience.  My way of thinking is shaped by things that I observe and experience myself and my personality does become affected to an extent.  For example, a part of growing up is taking on responsibilities I didn't have before and it's made me realize that I have to be a little more serious about my life.  I certainly don't whine and blame other people for the problems in my life anymore.

• Is there something about you that hasn’t changed at all despite all these years since you were a child?

I've always been weird and that hasn't changed even a little bit.

• Is there something which is lowkey important to you but you don’t make it obvious?

I can't think of anything right now.  I'll come back to this.  I've come back to this and I still don't have an answer.  So I guess the answer is no.

Interests

• Is there something you would like to try that is completely not your style or taste/interest?

Upside down rollercoasters.  I've always been afraid to try to go on one but recently decided that I should try it. 

• Favorite place to be at any time?

I don't really have a favorite place to be.  There's nowhere that I can call my special place to just be happy.  That sounds really sad lol but it's not that bad.

• Is there something you really really want to try but never ever had the chance to?

Travel the world.  OR GO TO THE HARRY POTTER PARK IN DISNEY WORLD.

• How do you starting shipping someone? What effect does you otp have on you?

If I can sense chemistry between two people, I will ship, whether it's on TV, a book, a fanfic, anime, etc.  There should be some reason why those two people make sense together and if I can see why it would be a good idea for them to be together I will ship it.  OTP's just make me happy.  I usually like to immerse myself in angst so if those two people can be happy against all odds, then it's like there's hope things will get better for them because they'll fight to get through things together.  The power of love is beautiful tbh.

• Is there an interest or hobby that you have lost? Why?

Tennis.  I haven't played in about a year and I want to get back into it.  BUT I HAVE NO FRIENDS THAT WOULD WANT TO PLAY WITH ME.  I met my best friend through tennis but she transferred schools and now I probably won't get to physically see her until we're done with our education.

Personal

• Are you someone who has an easy flow with conversations or are you awkward?

I'm just flat out awkward in real life and on the internet.  If there's a topic that I'm really passionate about then maybe I'll be a good conversation partner but otherwise, I try really hard to make myself seem like a cool person to talk to.

• Have you ever done something against your will because of helplessness?

I was forced to tell someone some bad news once because I would have rather that person heard it from me than anyone else.  There was no question about whether other people would talk about what had happened.  It had to be me even though I didn't want to do it.

• Is there a phase in your life that you have come through?

I've gotten through so many phases and will probably go through many more.

• Do you post stuff on your sns (tumblr, twitter etc) after giving it a lot of thought? Why do you think is that so?

I don't even use my Facebook anymore.  I don't have a Tumblr or Instagram.  I pretty much only use Twitter which I only use for fangirl purposes, meaning no one in real life knows me on there.  It's a place where I can let loose so I don't give a lot of thought about what I post.

• Last question; keeping the person anonymous, give a cheesy thank you to someone close to you for anything you would like.

I don't want to keep this anonymous because Sarah deserves to know how much I love her and appreciate how she's been there for me with all the that's happened in my life for the past year and a half.

Thanks for tagging me. <3