6 years. It's honestly been 6 years since my last REAL relationship and since then I never really fell in love (aside from the bias-kind-of-love, of course), I'm not quite sure how it actually feels like, or what to really do, per se. It's a long time to the point that I actually forgot how it felt like to ACTUALLY fall in love. And now that it has come (yes, there's a guy) and he keeps on confessing, I'm not sure if I should accept it so quickly or not. We haven't known each other for long (2 weeks... or is it 3 already?) so I'm not sure of what to do. I KINDA like him... but not as much as I love Yunho or Seojoon (of course) but, yeah, you get my point, right? One of my beloved confidantes says that I should drag it a little longer before I give him an answer... but most of them said to give it a shot already... like, give it a try and see if I really would fall for him. I'm scared, though. Like, scared to fall in love and get hurt, and scared of leading someone on and hurting him. Y'know... it's kinda complicated. Or maybe I'm just complicated. I think too much... I'm always logical so, yeah. Maybe I should take risks again? I'm not so sure...

PS. I'm sorry for not updating at all for months. I have been too busy with so much work (1-10 hours a day) so, yeah. T^T I'm even busier during the weekends trying to balance my social life. But I'll post a chapter as soon as I finish one, I promise.