Ughhh

I get it, you hurt me badly and you care I know. But please just stop with the nonsense stuff. There is no reason for you to say anymore.I can post whatever I want and you don't have to comment on every single one of them. You said you would try to be friends with me, I don't see the friendship that you want to keep. If you expect me to have the initiative I don't have the reason to. You don't just expect me to just talk to at random because you're really nobody anymore. But I guess you got someone else now. That person can help you do anything like cure you boredom, that was something I didn't seem to do. That person could also maybe just be someone I wasn't. So good luck with them. Even though you didn't notice but this is what I believe, you didn't have friends until you came into our circle in middle school and you stayed in the circle until the beginning of our sophomore year. The group was falling apart because you didn't commit to it. All you had was other people. Okay lets just say that you only stayed because I was dating you. You say that we exclude you from conversations because all my friends and I do is talk about kpop and boys, no that's not true. First, you know that I've been drifting from kpop and second my friends are girls they can talk about guys if they want to and I never really commit to those conversations because I had you. But here's one thing I realized and my friends did too, all you and him talk about is gaming and us girls aren't into that kind of stuff. So whose excluding who from conversations now. When we were at our usual hang out place for C's b day I sat across from her and you and J were talk about league so all me and C did was look at each other giving eye contact. This happened all 3 times we hung out as a group.

Well my bad for assuming things but if I do and its the wrong assumption I prefer you telling me and explaining it. I'm not blind nor am I deaf. I see you when you move closer to him when I see you 3 together walking. That makes an assumption. You don't have to hide any thing anymore. You can just do things in front of my face and I don't care I am nobody but just an old friend of yours.

And don't stalk me on social media. I know you go on my accounts sometime to check if I had updated my bio. If I write anything I does not necessarily mean it's directed towards you.

 

~To the person I'm referring to and maybe reading this. You can explain to me if you have to or needed. If not okay. 

WRITING MY STRESS AND FRUSTRATION OUT. THIS HAS BEEN BOTHERING ME SO MUCH THAT I FINALLY DECIDE TO WRITE IT OUT TODAY BECAUSE SOME OF IT HAPPENED TODAY.

EXCUSE THE REALLY BAD GRAMMAR

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