On Tuesday night November 24, 2015 Garrin sent me something I wasn't expecting. I was really shocked, like I thought we've gone through this phase already. It was the past I dont want to bring it up again. He asked to go on a break for the thanksgiving weekend. I didn't know how to respond. I mean of course I didn't want that to happen. No one would want their boyfriend to say something like that. He said he felt like there isn't a spark anymore. I told him that he was the best boyfriend but he didn't feel that way. He asked to go on a break for the weekend, like hes's not breaking up with me but jut act as really really best friends. I didn't want to agree but of he wanted to I will try. But I doubted him. I couldn't take that kind of pain, well it wasn't pain but it was something uncomfortable for me. I slept with a heavy heart. I thought I had to tell him in person that I couldn't take it and just tell him all I want to say. I wanted to cry in his arms and be mad at him but I couldn't. That morning of November 25, 2015 during a fire drill first period he texts me and says he's sorry. He told me and I felt better but not a whole lot. I saw him outside during the fire drill. Kinda ignored him a little, cause I just couldn't face him yet. We have second period together. He apoligized. I guess i did just accept it. I still have that heavy heart a little bit. I dont see him till Monday when school starts again. I do feel kinda sad about it but I guess time does fly fast ^_^. I felt like writing a ff about this. But okay I guess I will.