I keep missing you

You're always in my mind, do you know that?

I can't bare to see you texting her even though she lied about all those things you guys did.

I miss those old days where you were my best friend

Now you're just a friend I guess....

I have no idea what you guys even text about

Why can't we do that anymore

I know I can never get back with you

But I do still like you

It's hard for me... really hard

I have dreams of where I spill out all these feelings toward you

I can't do that when I'm conscious

Maybe when I'm just drunk

I guess I fell to deep for you

I know Crystal and Sharon tell me not to think about you anymore

But all those things you would do with me, and you go do it with others

I dont have any one to tell this to

Everyone knows you

Steven cant take things seriously

Haley, Crystal, Sharon... they would all just tell me to not think about you at all

It's not possible for me

I thought I had it all settled but it just came back to me that I still like and miss you

Not love you

I always have my ways to sneak a look at you in class

I hope we have some classes together next year because I want to see you

Call me creepy I dont care

I just can't help the way I feel about you

I know 2016... new year new start

But how can I start when the past keeps coming back to me

I appericate everyone of my friends helping me get over you

But I just want us to be back to where we were freshmen year

The whole crew hanging out having some stupid stories in class

I loved it when you were nice and just not such a

Even when we weren't dating yet

I want the old you back

I want the old friendship back, even with these feelings I have for you now

And I promise it wont effect the friendship

Even though I miss you in that way

I miss most about when we just hung out like normal friends do

Can we go back to being good friends?

Please someone tell me what to do.

I know I'm only in high school

But you know what... love is love

You can't control how you feel about someone

It was my first love

I don't think any one can get over their first love easily

I just want to stay friends

But I guess it's just really hard to be friends with your ex