I guess I should be excited that I am going on a senior class trip this Saturday to an amusement park called Cedar Point. At first I was excited, but now I am anxious. There were only 50 spots available so some of my friends didn't pay in time and can't go. Who wants to go to a park without friends?? There are people going that I know, but I won't belong to a "crew" or specific group. That T_T

Since I won't be apart of my own group, I feel like I'll each have to sit out alone or it up and do the things I don't want to do. For example, I've been to this park twice before and I've decided on the rides I will and won't ride. What if they want to get on them and I am left alone?? I hate being alone!! I've done some research on the haunted houses there and I've decided which ones I won't be going in as well.

I'm not crazy about scary things. It's a wonder why I'm even going on this trip where scary is it's main focus when the sun goes down. I'm worried that the houses and mazes will be too scary for me. I've only been in one haunted house, last year. It wasn't too bad, but it was a short one. But there are many of them and the feeling of fear isn't all that great to me.
So in summary, what I'm nervous about is being a big crybaby and being alone... Sometimes I wish I can just do things without overthinking it and be careless as . Unfortunately, that's not my personality. I have to freak out about everything.

I'll have to convince myself that I won't be scared less. And I probably won't be. (They can't touch or hurt you and I can handle scary movies pretty well) But I'll worry up until I finish the first haunted house *sigh* So exhausting...

Any advice??