What's in this post?

-Reasons for delays

-Fic Plans (Updates)

 

Do you know there are some days when you wake up on the wrong side of the bed? That was how I woke up this morning.

I got a call for a job but I, unknowing if I'll be home ontime during the weekends, turned it down and my mother... ugh...my mother...

She comes in shortly after, wondering who I was on the phone with (because she's the nosiest woman on the planet) so I told her and she YELLED at me.

I'm not experienced with employment but I knew I wouldn't be able to take the job. Why?

I got into Univeristy this year (Which I'm happy about) but I plan to live away from home. Why would I accept a job what would recquire travelling for over an hour, that will cost a lot of money, that won't pay well? I'm not even sure If I'll get accomodation but that's the PLAN. IMMA FOLLOW THE PLAN!!!

ugh...that rant asside (I'm still a little mad at myself for not handling it better) I want to talk about why I haven't been updating well over the course of well...the year?

A couple of years ago, I recieved results of my AS levels.

-In the UK we start Highschool at age 11-12 (but before we started a year later at 12-13).

-When we are 13-14 (US 8th grade?) we take SATS (This was cancelled yay~)

- Instead, if you were smart enough (I was) You started your GCSEs early and completed them with everyone else when you were (15-16) in the 10th grade(?)

-Those were around 16 exams that amounted to around 10 qualifications that could get you basic work.

-Then 11th and 12th grade...we call Sixth Form or College. Grade 11 is AS level and Grade 12 is A2 level. Passing and completeing both gets you 3-4 A-levels and then you are able to go to university if you get good enough grades. 

My AS results were .... So I took the best option and repeated the 11th grade with different subjects. I lost a lot of friends and had to stop doing a lot of what I loved in order to secure good grades. For the reason, the 'For you', 'Picking up broken pieces', 'The Heir' and 'To See Another Bloody Day' were abandoned and never completed. I don't know I if I will complete them either. I may end up re-writing them since my writing had evolved. 

During 12th Grade, I had a part time job and so I had no social life and no time to study on weekends. My grades did suffer and it was enough for the the Head of the school to kick me off my English course. I was put back on after she found out my job had ended but through studying for exams, my mother kept pressuring me to find a job. 

As you can tell, I had no time to update despite wanting to. 

After my exams, I thought, "Finally, I'm free~ I can update all I like since I'll be at home~"             NOPE~

I was still being nagged at to look for jobs so I applied for a lot and would spend the day looking and applying. I never really got anything. 

AT THE SAME TIME: during school and studying for exams, I had a health scare. I was in and out of the doctors despite the head of the school telling me not to go to the doctors. I've had blood tests, urine tests, scans at the hospital and I have another appointment soon :S

Those are the main reasons. 

The less important one but one that matters all the same is a serious case of writer's block. I'll write a whole page of something and hate it the next day, or write nothing at all. 

SKIN will be updated in the next two days. 

So Educational SuJu One-Shots (not really a one shot at all haha) shall have another chapter in the next day??

I also have two YeWon one/two-shots that I'm working on called  'Come back' and possibly 'Baby or...'How Joonmyun happened'.

One top of those...I have been planning for two big fics that I want to post while I'm at University~

I'll be taking History and Creative writing so I'll have time to write what I like and hopefully improve my skills as a writer. 

One of those fics is a Yewon but it involves SUJU, EXO and SHINee~

The other is the Fic inspired by Memoirs of a Geisha which is now evolved quite a bit. I'm not sure If I'll post it here or on LJ but it's a Kyungsoo-centric fic.

Instead of Tao...(¬_¬) I've replaced him with Heechul as 'MaMa' the person who is the head of the home Kyungsoo lives in. Which means there will be other Suju characters in it too~

That's it for now. Reasons...etc.

I'll probably edit and link it to the updates also.