How Do You Deal with Bad Results?
hey guys
so.. how do you deal with bad results? because this is the first time i've.. damn i don't even know what to feel right now
most of you guys should know I'm in college, well, graduated from college. i was taking the Cambridge A Levels programme and the results came out today. thing is, i already applied to (only one) unversity, and it's a twinning programme to Ireland. I taking medical course.. planning to.. well.. it seems like it should be in past tense already. Planned to.
I was offered a conditional offer, and the requirement to enter is ABB, with Chemistry as one of the Bs. I'm taking four subjects, and my results just came out. I checked online.
i got BBCC, and my Chemistry was one of the Cs..
what am i supposed to do with my life now? no university to go to, and because earlier this year (before i applied to any university), my mom already told the rest of my extended family (there's alot of people on her side of the family) that i'm going overseas in September. i don't know where the courage came from but yeah
so now, my results came out. i haven't told her yet. what am i supposed to do? i didn't get what i needed. i'm scared.
like what in the world. this is the first time i screwed up so bad, and it's like.. one of the most important exams of my life! i screwed up a few times in prmiary school but i knew back then that it wasn't important because it was just small tests... but this is too huge to fail!
alright i get it. i didn't literally fail, and getting Bs and Cs aren't actually THAT bad, but the thing is, my dad already paid for my lodging, and half of my fees for the first semester and also the flight tickets from the tour agency. (my college organised a group flight for students going to that university) the money can be refunded but (obviously) not 100%.
WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO??
i'm super scared right now. how am i supposed to.. idk.. handle my emotions?
....on the bright side.. if i don't go to Ireland i have more time to finish my fanfics.. (that's not even supposed to be a bright side..)
[11.08.2015 | 1344]
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