〔 예썸 〕⸗ solip. 솔잎

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YESSUM!  If I'm honest I have to tell you I still read fairy-tales and I like them best of all.
BIRTH NAME。kim jaerom.
OTHER NAMES。none.
NICKNAMES
— Eogeum / Little Goldfish (used by close friends and siblings; Jaehyun claims that she looks like a goldfish because she has the chubbiest cheeks and the least angular face in the family)
— 1/3 of the failure family (nickname from antis who dislike her since neither her nor her siblings have had much success in their carrers yet
— Abs-appreciator (teasingly used by her bandmates because of obvious reasons)

BIRTH DATE。15th of July, 1994

BIRTH PLACESeoul, South Korea.
HOMETOWNSeoul, South Korea.
ETHNICITY Korean.
NATIONALITYKorean.
LANGUAGES
— Korean - native/fluent
— Japanese - basic

BLOOD TYPE。A+.

FACE CLAIM。sowon kim sojung.
2ND FACE CLAIM。newsun choi yoonsun.
HEIGHT & WEIGHT。167cm + 52kg.
EXTRAS。Jaerom looks very similar to her older sister - she has the same small forehead, the same slightly arched eyebrows, double-lidded eyes, tall nose bridge and rather prominent jaw. Jaerom is slightly less beautiful though, she looks younger and cuter but in a less gorgeous and more of a pretty girl-next-door way. Her skin is slightly more tanned but her skin condition is good, she rarely gets pimples and doesn't have a very dry skin either. Her body has a bit of an s-line and Jaerom has slightly visible abs she is really proud of. Her complex are her shoulders which are a bit broader than the typical female idol but overall she has a very healthy and sportive look.

TRAITSquick-witted, caring, funny, hyperactive (in the negative sense), low self-esteem, secretive with her problems.
  PERSONALITY
◢ Jaerom is quick-witted and possesses such a bright, energetic persona(lity) that makes it almost impossible to hate her. She is one of the persons who are natural moodmakers, she's good on stage, too, but her forte are clearly variety shows since really knows how to keep the mood up and make others laugh. She is very playful, full of random ideas and her 4D tendencies are sometimes a bit too much to handle for the leader, but she's usually fun to be around with. Furthermore doesn't mind doing adventurous things, it's actually the opposite - she loves the thrill and couldn't imagine living a normal, dull and boring life. As part of the unnie-line though, she makes sure to not be overbearing or stressing out the leader too much, she takes care of the younger girls a lot by cooking for them and helping with their laundry and makes sure that they also get their time to shine. Jaerom is full of zest and always has a smile on her lips, she tries to make the best of a situation and she doesn't get angered or intimidated easily. She isn't a positive thinker per se, but she doesn't beat herself up over small mistakes and is the forward-looking type of person. On the downside she's a bit of a health freak and nags often at the people close to her about their nutrition but other than that, she doesn't meddle into other's lives.

She was diagnosed with a case of ADHD which doesn't necessarily require her to take pills when she was fifteen and she decided for herself to not use the medication since she didn't want to depend on it.  Usually she lives just fine without, though it's evident that her attention span is short and she's a bit hyperactive. Sometimes she zones out at the wrong times without meaning to, and it's difficult for her to sit still for too long time without getting painfully bored. Jaerom doesn't tell everybody about her condition, however, she doesn't try to hide it either - currently, none of the girls know about it but if anyone would ask she wouldn't lie about it. However, Jaerom doesn't want to be treated differently by anyone because of her condition and while she craves attention, she outright hates being belittled or seen as 'inferior'. Even though mental health is a difficult topic in South Korea she personally isn't disturbed by the fact that she has ADHD and won't let the diagnosis affect her life whatsoever. It's the opposite - because she knows about her impulsiveness, absent-mended-ness and the other effects of ADHD she secretly makes an extra effort to listen attentively to others, tidying up and keeping everything organized so she won't forget anything and looking back twice before leaving the room to be a hundred percent sure that she hasn't forgotten anything. Over the years Jaerom had become a bit of a 'neat freak' – she can't stand a mess, she's irked by small things like someone not tying their shoelaces properly and she's been sticking to her diet since years, meticulously counting calories each day and outright refusing to eat anything unhealthy.

  While Jaerom looks careless and happy-go-lucky there are actually more sides to her than just that. Jaerom suffers from low self esteem from time to time and while she won't show it openly she gets seriously hurt by mean comments left on articles about her. Somehow she always ends up comparing herself to others – her sister, her band mates, other idols and in the end she always ends up thinking that she's lacking. But Jaerom isn't really a person that would complain about that or share her complexes with other persons, she keeps it to herself and since her usual behaviour doesn't really indicates that she's shy or self-conscious, nobody really notices that she's not that happy with herself as she pretends to be. Jaerom herself likes to overplay her insecurities by doing silly things like pointing out her abs (since her face can't keep up with her sister, she wanted to at least stay in shape) and so she usually suffers quietly.

 

  BACKGROUND
◢ Kim Jaerom was born and raised in Seoul, South Korea, as the thrid child and younger one of twin siblings to a stay-at-home mother and a former national diver and now coach of the national swimming team as a dad. Because of her father's profession and her parents' love for sport, Jaerom's family lived a very healthy and fitness-oriented life. Jaerom picked up dancing at age four, football at age five and swimming at age seven. Out of all the activities, she loved dancing most but was good in almost everything since she had naturally good reflexes and flexibility. Her parents were always supportive of her, they were slightly strict about doing one's best at school and staying in shape, but since Jaerom was a naturally hardworking person, they didn't have much to criticize about her - it was actually her twin brother, Jaehyun, who was the black sheep of the family and rather played starcraft than to study for his exams. However, while she was more eager to learn than her twin brother, she was long not as good as her elder sister, Jaekyung, who seemed to have a natural talent at everything she picked up and was nearly perfect in the eyes of their relatives.


In some ways, Jaekyung was always Jaerom's biggest idol. Growing up, Jaekyung set a high standard for her younger siblings - she had high grades, was naturally very pretty and talented in many different areas such as sports and the arts. even though her big sister was anything but mean to her Jaerom still felt envy towards her sister. It was a difficult relationship because Jaerom wanted to be like Jaekyung and wanted her approval even more than her parents but at the same time also was jealous and pushed her sister away. When Jaekyung became a JYP trainee in 2004 their relationship reached it's all time low - it seemed to Jaerom that everything her sister did became a success. It wasn't like Jaerom wanted to become a trainee, but Jaekyung just seemed to get all the offers other girls could only dream about.Luckily her twin brother Jaehyun wasn't as perfect and didn't overshadow her at anything she did (truthfully, she was both book-smarter and more sportive than him) so she could relate to him more. They had a very close relationship with each other and were almost inseparable but both were a bit detached to their oldest sister Jaekyung.

One night in middle school Jaerom came home late from school and saw Jaekyung crying alone in the kitchen. Jaerom approached her and they had a honest heart-to-heart talk. It was the first time she realized that Jaekyung wasn't as perfect as she always appeared to be and that she had her own struggles. Everyone around her had very high expectations for her that she  couldn't all fullfill. It made Jaerom see Jaekyung in a different light and she also swore herself that she'd never become a trainee and expose herself to an eight-to-ten hours a day training shedule.  Not much later Jaekyung moved to DSP Media and debuted under Rainbow when Jaerom was fifteen.

Jaekyung sometimes told Jaerom about the hard life of being a trainee and an idol and Jaerom was only assured in her decision that no, being an idol wasn't anything for her. Her dream was to become a professional dancer and choreographer since dancing was her passion, and behind-the-scenes jobs like these were often better-paid and offered more security than being an idol. So she continued dancing practise, specialized on modern dance, bboying and jumpstyle and payed no mind to becoming an idol. However, that increasingly became more difficult - Jaekyung barely talked about anything else and Jaehyun, her other half, started training at FNC Entertainment. Whenever they met, her siblings would chatter about idol-related stuff, the celebrities they met (and in Jaekyung's case, asked her out) and it was really annoying Jaerom because she knew no one famous and wouldn't ever make the same cool experiences.

She listened to her brother's swooning about Seolhyun's and Choa's prettiness and her sister's retelling of performances and felt like she was missing out. The appeal of becoming an idol started to be more and more tempting, especially since her crush was also training and she thought that she might wouldn't be friends with him anymore if he actually debuted and Jaerom caught herself considering training offers. So after she finished school at 18 she changed her mind and decided to become an idol - but quickly, please, since she had no patience to train for five years like her sister did. It just happened that around the time she made up her mind about auditioning, a representative of pledis entertainment streetcasted her and her brother. Jaehyun rejected since he was part of fnc and in talks for their upcoming rock band but Jaerom who was already a fan of after school and their cool dance concepts accepted the offer and started training.
  LIKES
people with charisma and confidence.
cherry blossoms.
fruits and salty food.
abs (she loves them, guys with abs are really attractive to her and Jaerom herself is more than proud of her own set of abs).
Vintage fashion and decor.

◢ dancing (she loves all kinds of sports but dancing is by far her favorite).

  DISLIKES
cold water on her skin.
horror movies.
cheap perfumes.
◢ 
bubble tea, soft- and energy drinks (she's strictly against all chemical additives in food).
Disney movies (she'll flip if she has to listen to 'let it go' for the 3568452th time).
circle lenses (why are they attractive again?).

  HABITS
◢ She shows a lot of expressions, makes often grimaces and has a bright smile.
When she laughs she claps simultaniously with her hands..
Jaerom makes weird hand gestures when she is telling a story or explaining something.e.
She plays with a strand of her hair/ tries to straighten her hair when she's anxious or nervous.

  HOBBIES
◢ 
browsing the web.
sports like dancing, tennis, basketball, football, swimming.
working out
.
◢ reading - she's kind of a bookworm and loves the supernatural genre.

  TRIVIAS
◢ 
i don't eat meat; she's a vegan. She doesn't actually decided to be that because she wants to protect animals in first place but rather because she doesn't want to have the whole medication that the animals were given in her own stomach.
the perfect boyfriend?; Her ideal type changes every week and ranges from hot middle-aged actor to the newest trendiest idol. there is just one thing they all have in common: abs.
girl crush;  Jaerom absolutely loves Audrey Hepburn. Her looks, her inspirational quotes, her acting, her personality, she's totally enamoured with her and can't stops swooning over her whenever the topic of favorite actresses comes up.
still overshadowed; Sometimes Jaerom still feels a twinge of jealousy when Jaekyung tells her which celebrity has confessed to her this week or when Jaekyung succeeds at silverworking and other impressive crafts. But most of the time the sisters are just like close friends and enjoy each other's company. Jaekyung likes spoiling her little siblings and acting motherly towards them while Jaerom still feels impressed by her 'almost perfectness' and her ability to learn pretty much anything if she wants so Jaerom still likes to come with her problems to her.
my soulmate is my twin; Since they were young, Jaehyun and Jaerom did almost everything together and were there for each other. They might be annoying each other all time and they certainly quabble a lot about really irrelevant stuff but none of their fights lasted for more than two hours. Jaerom feels utterly at ease with Jaehyun and as much as she came to love Jaekyung, the bond with her sister won't ever be as strong as her bond with her twin. If she has a problem she knows that Jaehyun would be always there to help her. They trained at the same time in different companies until Jaehyun debuted in N.Flying earlier this year and were each other pillars of strength. He taught her how to play bass and drums and she taught him how to rap and dance. She introduces him to all of her friends and he does the same (though he tells his guy friends that she's completely off limits). They are pretty much joined at the hip, do almost everything together in their free time and are each other's best friend.
hihihi, you are standing upside down; She has a very low alcohol tolerance level and turns into a giggling mess full of aegyo when no one stops her from drinking.
I wish I was part of them;  Her role models are the South Korean Gamblerz Crew, a b-boy dance group formed in 2002.She already tries dancing their choreographies since months but the spins were just too difficult for her.
partners in crime; Seonhwa and Jaerom are kind of the happy pills/trouble children of the group - they are often causing mischief together and were friends ever since their trainee days. Jaerom is good at calming her down when she's getting to impulsive and impatient and Seonhwa probably doesn't even realize it, but she's sometimes seriously lifting up Jaerom's mood when the latter feels insecure.
I just think they're fascinating; She has a oft spot for fairy tales and myths, like the story about the red thread which makes you meet your soulmate eventually.

more than one hoseok; Three years ago, Jaerom was part of an underground dance crew called 'NEURON' for a short time. Another member of the crew was Jung Hoseok, now known as J-Hope of BTS. They both got along pretty well but lost touch when Jaerom decided that the crew-stuff wasn't really her thing and quit. Now as she debuts, she hopes that she might re-befriends Hoseok again.
 
STAGE NAME。Solip 솔잎.
PERSONA。the athlethic spirit.
POSITION。face of the group, main dancer, vocalist.
BACK-UP POSITION。lead vocal.
INDIVIDUAL FANCLUB NAME。Solipians.
  
LOVE INTEREST。Wonho, Shin Hoseok, 22, Monsta x
2ND LOVE INTEREST。Lee Sungjong, 21, Infinite.
  FIRST MEETING
They know each other for quite a while now, five years to be exact. Jaerom met him for the first time at tennis practise when she was in her last year of middle school and he had just moved on to high school. Both had been put together in the same tennis group, he was there with three of his friends, she didn't know anyone. But they instantly clicked and soon she found herself tagging along with his group of friends after practise, sometimes going out and eating ramyeon, sometimes for a coke at the Han river or even visiting concerts together.

Jaehyun and Hoseok also got along well when she introduced them to each other and they soon started to see each other even outside of tennis practice. Just like her siblings, Hoseok aspired to become an idol and in his last year of high school he started training under Starship Entertainment.This was also the time where sparks began to fly between them - their interactions became a bit shy and awkward but also very heart-fluttering and adorably sweet. Because of that he didn't have that much time for her anymore though he tried to make it up for her by buying her expensive gifts.
They grew closer and closer and it became more obvious to anyone, that they liked each other.
  INTERACTION
◢ Too-long-to-be-friendship-ly hugs, holding hands and phone conversations before going to sleep - Hoseok and Jaerom won't fool anyone that there isn't something like a mutual attraction between them. However, their kakaotalk chats just scream 'best friends' - they are full of cute and funny pictures, playful banter and emoticons. Wonho and Jaerom talk all day, just never about their current relationship status and the feelings between the two of them.

Jaerom thinks that she could ruin their friendship if she brought it up she knows that Hoseok likes her romantically but she isn't deluded into thinking that a relationship between rookie idols would be easy. And if there is anything she doesn't want to do, it's sacrificing their five years of friendship for a shot at romance. She feels more comfortable with not adressing their situation and mentally tells herself that she doesn't even want to have a boyfriend - boyfriends are too confining for her free-spirited nature, she doesn't want to deal with jealousy and commitment issues and she has no desire to spend her money on him at every anniversary.

Wonho on the other hand has other priorities - the business of his parents went bankrupt and with his past pictures of underage drinking circulating on the net, it would be very unwise to risk another scandal by dating. It would only make him and Jaerom lose fans and popularity and cause his parents even more grief. Besides, what does he have to offer? He is absolutely broke and would feel ashamed if he had a girlfriend but couldn't even buy her a pretty bracelet at her birthday...

  AN ENDING
◢ Happy End? IDK. Wonho realizes that he doesn't have to buy her expensive things to make her happy, Jaerom realizes that they can be friends while still being a couple and them dating secretly without reporters finding out.

COMMENTS/CONCERNS/QUESTIONS。Did you know that Rainbow's Jaekyung and N.Flying's Jaehyun are actually siblings and that their father was a former diver for the national team? I thought their family was interesting and so I wanted to create a character whose related to them. I hope you like Jaerommie^^.
SUGGESTIONS/REQUESTS
- Jaerom furiously accusing Wonho of thinking that she's a gold digger when he tells her that he doesn't have money and therefore he can't be a good boyfriend (I always felt that just like with flashing his abs, he sometimes relied on the wrong stuff and he strikes me as somebody who would like to be very gentelmanly and 'perfect' for his significant other)
- Weekly idol (random play dance *u*)
- Jaerom re-befriending J-Hope
- First music show win

 

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