Fear 02

Extraordinary?

I couldn't help but allow the twinge of jealousy towards Sunji resurface. Since we had become friends, I had come to the realisation that Sunji excelled in everything she did. Her grades being the only exception. (But it was no secret that she could easily top the school if she was just willing to put in a bit more effort). I knew that she could effortlessly solve the toughest of questions. The only thing was that she simply did not care enough to try. Sunji was also much more athletic and health conscious than I was, thus giving her a (y and) slim figure. In summary, Sunji had and was everything. 

"The fifth contestant? The fifth contestant?"

"Ne?" I squeaked as I snapped back to reality. As soon as I noticed everyone's attention on me, I couldn't have possibly felt more embarrassed than I did then.

"I said please perform your piece again for us. You can also sing another piece if you're more comfortable with that." One of the judges said to me monotonously, looking as if she regretted giving me a second chance. I stood there, stumped, trying to comprehend and digest the new information.

"Hye Sun! Hye Sun!" Sunji's half-yelling-half-whispering sped up my digestion of the information and I quickly stepped forward and began to sing.

 

 

"Hye Sun! OMG YOU DID GREAT! YOU ARE DEFINITELY GOING TO GET ACCEPTED!" Sunji burst out once we exited the room and reunited. I couldn't help but grin hearing her supportive words.

"You were great too as usual!" I returned her compliment and being her usual thick-skinned self, she accepted it without shame.

"Of course!" She flipped her long, red-tipped hair while I rolled my eyes.

Despite it being 1 week after the auditions, I still had butterflies fluttering wildly in my stomach at the mere thought that I had been asked to perform again. Yet, I was dreading having to wait to receive the results.

"What if they say to try again another time? What if the second chance they gave was just to hear how bad I sounded? What if-"

"Just shut up. You're seriously over-thinking everything and so what if you're rejected? It's not the first time anyways," I glared at her while Sunji merely shrugged before continuing, "and you sounded great! Why are you doubting yourself? At least have faith in me! I may be your best friend and all, but I wouldn't lie to you!" After hearing Sunji's confession, I calmed down a bit.

Yea, I guess I can always try again.

 

While I panicked and turned into a wrecked mess, Sunji went on with her life as per normal, not even breaking a sweat in anticipation for what was to come. Finally after two sleepless nights, the dread turned into fear.

 

 

"Hye Sun! Hye Sun!" Sunji called out excitedly when she alighted from her chauffeured car. Did I forget to mention that she was absolutely loaded as well? Students around sent her weird glances but she remained oblivious and skipped towards me.

Even after being friends for so long, many still thought it was weird that their amazing queenka was my best friend. But she accepted me and liked my company so despite feeling inferior sometimes, that was all that mattered. 

"Have you received your email? I've read mine and I got through to second rounds!" She bulleted off at one shot when she finally reached me and stood on my right. Blame it on the Monday blues and my naturally slow genes, because I didn't get what she saying until approximately, 5 seconds later.

"OMG! CONGRATULATIONS!" I screamed out when the pieces in my brain clicked together. Both of us jumped up and down like crazy people but we couldn't care less at the moment.

"Check yours now!" Sunji told me and I bit back a groan.

"But I don't want to," I whined like a child.

"I'm most probably not gonna make it anyway.." I trailed off.

"Just check it! You need to see it with your own eyes before you can be sure! Besides, I have a good feeling you'll make it!" She ended off with a rare enthusiasm that got me breaking into a small smile and I could feel a small hope relight in me. I took out my phone and braced myself yet cowarded out at the last moment.

"Aish! I'll help you check!" Sunji snatched my phone over before I could protest.

"I refuse to go for the second rounds without you," she announced in a sombre tone and I felt my heart dropped to the pits of my stomach.

Seriously, how could I even think I was ever going to make it through the first round? Not even in my dreams would that ever happen. Not even in a million years. I slumped my shoulders dejectedly, trying to hold back the tears welling in my eyes.

"No it's okay. Just go, you deserve i-," choked out the words despite the lump forming in my throat.

"Thank goodness! I won't have to go without you then!" she finished her sentence and I stood there, momentarily dumbfounded, a 100 watt smile cracking onto my face seconds after. 


 

a/n: OMO! THEY MADE IT TO THE SECOND ROUNDS~ Who's ready for the next chapter?? ;)

Lots of love from your dearest authors, pretty_ugly & geezeebee ♡

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dimeb29
#1
Chapter 18: Its so good! I spent an entire day readin ... I think I might be addicted. I can't wait for updates! Please update soon :D
Omuiyuni #2
Chapter 18: We all want more Hyesun moments xD PLS GIVE US MORE
avisdawn #3
Chapter 18: Welcoooooome baaaaaackkk!!!!! Yay! At last ! More Hye Sun moments ^_^ .....i read it again and I love the BTS' moment ^_^ have you already watched their comeback stage on MCountdown ? ^_^ they're amazing and also the fanchants :)
Thanks for the update :))
avisdawn #4
Chapter 17: I agree with aniyasmash :) , but I still love your story ^^
Aniyasmash
#5
Chapter 14: I realised (no offense) buut hye sun isnt coming out as much as sunji in the story. Is it possible to give hye sun more parts as i think her story is very interesting as it depicts the emotions she felt like betrayal, inferiority and others. not saying that sunji's story is boring though is just that in my opinion i think hye sun story needs more 'colour' and i feel that exo should know what they are doing to poor hye sun. i guess as putting myself in hye suns shoes really made me feel that she is gtreated pretty badly and if i were her i would have disliked sunji and exo (hate is such a strong word) as sunji kept on spending more time with exo instead of her own friend and not thinking about the expectations she raised in hye sun's mind. like hye sun has to think, dance, practice like a thousand times harder adn people would tink that she still does not make the cut like she can never be as good as sunji. Thats just my opinion though no offense. i mean sometimes i also feel inferior to others i guess. i think its because i can relate to her well.
avisdawn #6
Chapter 14: when will hye sun going to appear? I totally agree, sunji IS her bestfriend yet she's always with EXO without even inviting her....
And I thought hye Sun is kris' Sister? Why not approach her to accompany her, right?
abbylee123
#7
Chapter 13: I can't wait to hear more from hye sun... Idk why, but Sunji is kind of self centered and it irks me a little that she's so flippant about her friend who she's up and left behind... Maybe hye sun and Kai should get together then....
lemonsforlife #8
Chapter 8: i think that its really great that you decided to adopt the profile of the average trainee because many stories tend to over exaggerate the capabilities of the main character! its very different and its definitely caught my interest :-)

im not too fond of people pitying themselves but i think it would be interesting to see the character development and her growth as the story progresses :-) i hope she picks herself up soon !!!!!
abbylee123
#9
Ohhh this is so sad! They blew her off for her friend and she doesn't even know how to speak up for herself....
avisdawn #10
Chapter 6: Update more if you have time ^^ if I were Hye Sun, I'll just do my best just to reach my dreams,
I wish that there will be someone out of Exo/trainees/group from other companies like Got 7, Big bang, Bangtan Boys, 2ne1, ailee who will comfort her and make the people around her realize that she has that something inside her that is brilliant