Key's Pov

I woke up to see a peacful sleeping Jjong next to me. I smiled but then realized the position we were in. His arm was around my waist and his other hand was

holding mine. Our legs were entangled in a very akward position. Akward. I wish this was how we could always be, but Jonghyun is anything but gay. You dont

know how badly it hurts me to say that. I have loved him since the moment we shook hands on my first day in Korea after 7 years. I felt tears threatening to come

out but I blinked them back in. I inched my face closer to his ear.

"Saranghae" I whispered. I untangled myself and got off the bed. I contemplated about telling Jjong about my feelings before, but I knew what he would do. He

would feel guilty and pretend to love me back. I know he will never feel that way about me, no matter how long i hope. I headed for the kitchen. I knew Jjong well

and I knew he would wake up starving. I started to prepare some pancakes with a recipe I learned from my years in America. The moment I finished, as if right

on cue, I heard Jonghyun scream.

"MOM IM HUNGRYYYYY" I chuckled lightly. I placed the food on plates and placed them on the table. I moved the bangs out of my face and sat down.

"KIM JONGHYUN GET YOUR SLEEPY DOWN HERE NOW!" I heard a thud and I just imagined Jjong falling off the bed.

"AH MY MOMS GONNA BE PISSED." I heard Jjong running down the stairs. He was mumbling the same word over and over again.

"... Im dead and this time shes not gonna let it go off without SEVERE pain. Not a happy death i tell you. I DON'T EVEN HAVE ENOUGH TIME

TO WRITE A WILL!" I laughed and then looked at the still full plate beside me.

"JJONG YOU ARE NOT LEAVING WITHOUT EATING." I heard him whine and slowly come back to the table. He had his bottom lip sticking out.

"Fine, but it's your fault if im not at school on Monday!" I rolled my eyes and grabbed a fork and knife. We both started to eat in silence. It wasn't an akward

silence even though after I woke up this morning, my face is probably still red and hot. I looked at the finished plate in front of me and i picked it up and placed it

in the dishwasher. Jonghyun was chewing the last bite and he looked at me. His cheeks were puffed out. He looked like a fish-dino-dog. I could'nt control the

loud laughter that escaped my mouth. He looked at me and then tiled his head.

"whdsfdkfkewkfg?" He said or at least tried to say with his mouth full.

"What?" I said confused. He swallowed his food and then looked at me.

"What was so funny about my face." I looked at him and shook my head.

"Nothing, never mind, forget about it. He pouted but then stood up. He grabbed his plate and the fork and knife and headed towards me. He placed them in the

dishwasher. He looked at me, his face pale.

"Mom." I looked at him with my eyes wide.

"Run there as fast as you can!" You have no idea how scary his mother can be. She is the scariest woman alive when shes angry. He gave me a quick hug and

opened the door.

"LOVE YA KIBUMMIE."  He screamed as he ran out the door. My heart started beating at those 3 words. Why can't he mean it in the way I want him to. I sighed.

Life just that way doesnt it. I started to head upstairs. It was an hour before school started and I hadnt even finished my homework. Wow nice job Key.

I grabbed my binder and my pencil and got straight to work. The moment i finished I had realized i had atleast 30 minutes to get ready. On a normal day this

would bother me. Do you know how long it takes to get my hair ready. Whatever I'll just quickley straighten it and get my outfit together in about 20 minutes and

then I will take my morning jog to school. Or I could just ask Jjong to pick me up. Never mind, his mom probably took his car. I immediatly got my straightener

and got to work.