“I think we need to talk...”

“Joonsoo?” Yoongi gasped as he took in the man he hadn't seen in over a year.

“Long time no-” Yoongi cut him off as he drew back his fist and punched with all his force, connecting with Joonsoo's face.

“How ing dare you.” Yoongi scowled as Joonsoo flew backwards, clutching his face. Yoongi wasn't even shouting, he was beyond that point of shouting and fury that it took everything for him not to unleash on his ex fully. “How the did you even get here?” Yoongi spat as he stared down at his ex who was no rubbing his face as he crouched on the floor.

“Well, I came here to tell you why, but clearly you had other thoughts.” Joonsoo stood up tall now, his lip now swollen from the punch. He wasn't bleeding, which Yoongi couldn't tell was a good thing or not, mostly because he wanted to do some damage in return.

“Well first of all, how else would I ing react? You have literally just ruined my life!” Yoongi growled, clenching his fists again. When he opened the door, Joonsoo was honestly the last thing he expected.

“Okay. Fair enough, I understand. Please can we sit down and talk about this, let me explain.” Joonsoo begged, and Yoongi's heart jumped at the sight but Yoongi's mind cursed as he thought about how ed up this situation is. It also struck Yoongi how caring Joonsoo was in the past and how willing to listen he was, so he made the decision.

“Fine. You have twenty minutes. I'll go get you an ice pack.” Yoongi mumbled as he showed Joonsoo to the living room and made his own way into the kitchen. What a ridiculous moment in life. If you had said to him last week that he would be grabbing an ice pack for his ex boyfriend that he hadn't seen in two years because Yoongi had punched him in the face, he would have laughed in their face. He dug through their freezer, finding the ice packs fairly quickly as Hoseok and Jimin used them constantly due to their dancing pains, and all the members tended to have use for them at some point. Yoongi made his way back into the living room as he threw the ice pack at Joonsoo who caught it and pressed it to his cheek.

“Right, you have a lot of explaining to do. First of all how the did you know where our dorm was?” Yoongi asked, as he sat down on the couch far from Joonsoo. Joonsoo looked sheepish as he looked down.

“Well, I may have never been here, but I remembered the building and so I may have just tried every door?” Joonsoo laughed awkwardly as he sunk further into the couch. The ing idiot.

“Are you ting me? I live on the fifth floor. Have you tried every floor of the building?” Yoongi asked shocked. Yoongi forgot how dumb his boy- ex boyfriend could be sometimes.

“Well, maybe yes. Technically no. I didn't try the ground floor because I remember you complaining about being so tired but having to climb so many stairs after training.” Joonsoo explained. Yoongi hid a smile as he thought about Joonsoo remembering such a small detail and also going to such lengths to just find Yoongi.

“You're so ing dumb, you know that right?” Yoongi couldn't help but point it out as his ex let out a small laugh, as there was no malice in Yoongi's voice at all. Joonsoo let out a small smile as he looked at Yoongi, his face flushing slightly. Their eyes met and Yoongi couldn't help but laugh more, as Joonsoo joined in. The two ended up falling into hysterics as they wiped the tears from their eyes.

“It hurts to laugh. Minnie stop it.” Joonsoo moaned as he laughed, aegyo cutting into his voice. They both ended up falling into silence again, once their laughs subsided.

“Tell me, why?” Yoongi asked, after a moment of wondering what to say and how to say it. Didn't quite come out the way he wanted but, oh well. Joonsoo sighed as he sat up straight and turned to face Yoongi more.

“I totally understand if you don't believe me, but it wasn't me.” Joonsoo explained, Yoongi raised an eyebrow at him, totally not understanding at all.

“Okay. I don't believe you at all, but tell me.” Yoongi urged Joonsoo to continue.

“There really is no excuse other than my phone got stolen a while back, I didn't think anything of it. I even forgot there were photos of us in it.” Joonsoo had the decency to look guilty as he spoke.

“Are you ting me. My career might be ruined because you lost your phone?” Yoongi was getting more angry as he spoke, raising his voice as the anger slipped into his words.

“I wish I could say something more, but I’m just the biggest idiot. I cancelled the phone after I gave up on finding it, but they must have downloaded the photos already.” Joonsoo admitted. Yoongi sighed as there was nothing really more he could do, after all the damage was done.

“Do you swear, and I swear I will kill you if you are lying, Do you swear that this is the truth?” Yoongi asked. Joonsoo nodded his head, grabbing Yoongi's hand and holding it in his.

“I swear of my family, I would never do such a thing intentionally.” Joonsoo swore, staring into Yoongi's eyes letting him know that he was telling the truth. Yoongi was having an internal battle as he stared into his old lovers eyes, would he lie to him? He did swear on his family and he knew just how much he loved his family and how he would give up everything for them. But losing your phone? Really? It sounded like the worst most unbelievable excuse ever. Far too horrible though for it to be a lie. He let out a sigh as he gave in.

“I believe you. I’m not happy but I guess we'll just need to work together now to find out who actually did do it.” Yoongi relented. Joonsoo removed the ice pack from his cheek and laid it down on the table.

“How do I look? Has it bruised? If it's bruised Yoongs, I swear to god.” Joonsoo ran a hand over his cheek checking for any bumps, but it looked much better now and the redness had disappeared mostly.

“Nah, your face is still intact. Ugly as ever.” Yoongi joked as Joonsoo glared at him. Joonsoo shrugged the comment off after a moment.

“Well, that's a shame, because I was always the prettier one out of us. So if I’m the ugly one, what does that make you?” Joonsoo smirked as he tried to ruffle Yoongi's hair.

“Rude, I’ll have you know we were both the hot ones, okay.” Yoongi smiled as he pulled away from the hand. They slipped into a silence again, both not knowing what to say. It was an extremely awkward situation to be in, after all he still had feelings for Joonsoo, they may not have been as strong as before but they were still there. But then there was also Jimin, but that was a whole can of worms he wasn't about to open.

“I am really sorry about all of this Yoongi. If I could take it all back, I really would. On the plus side, you aren't alone. And I’m sure you made a lot of people very happy, in fact I know you have.” Joonsoo let out a sad smile, and Yoongi had a realisation.

“Oh , Joon. I forgot you weren't out either. I'm so sorry, why didn't I think about that.” Yoongi cursed himself as he remembered the struggle he went through with Joonsoo. They may have been a couple but it wasn't easy as Joonsoo was still confused and was just starting to figure stuff out. Joonsoo let out a nervous laugh as he started shut himself off by playing with his fingers, a gesture that Yoongi knew he always did when he was sad.

“Well, my sister took it okay I guess. She didn't disown me. Dad on the other hand.” Joonsoo tried to laugh, but it came out bitter and choked as he could see the tears welling up. Joonsoo brought a hand to his face trying to hide the tears and faking a cough to get himself together.

“I'm so sorry, Joon. I swear I will find who done this. No one s with us and gets away with it.” Yoongi promised as he threw an arm around his shoulders and pulled him closer. Joonsoo let out a small smile at the words.

“Us? Since when has it been us?” Joonsoo jabbed as he stared at Yoongi threw the tears which had stopped now thankfully. Yoongi blushed as he realised the word choice. They weren't a couple anymore, not even friends really considering how long it had been since they had last talked.

“Since that first time we bumped into each other. Even if we aren't a couple anymore, you're still my friend and I still care about you.” Yoongi admitted as he brushed the tears from Joonsoo's cheek. It was then he realised just how close they actually were together. So close he could see every little detail on Joonsoo, about how red his eyes were and how his bottom lip was a lot redder because Joonsoo always had the terrible habit of biting his lip when he was nervous or thinking. As If on cue, Joonsoo bit his lip as the two made eye contact with each other.

Oh god, were they gonna kiss? It would be a lie to say that Yoongi wasn't tempted. After all Joonsoo was familiar, he was safe at one point they had been in love and being so close to each other reminded Yoongi why. He was so beautiful and Yoongi was lonely. Jimin had turned him down, granted he technically never asked but there would be no way that Jimin would consider a relationship with Yoongi after how he reacted with just learning that he had been panual. It would never happen. But Joonsoo. He was safe.

And so he wasn't sure if it was him or Joonsoo in the end but somehow they had ended up pressing their lips together with his eyes squeezed shut, too nervous of rejection. Joonsoo's lips still felt the same, rough but so good feeling, and he could feel Joonsoo's mouth opening as he felt a tongue make its way into his mouth. Yoongi couldn't help but smile through the kiss, what a ridiculous situation. Of course Joonsoo would immediately jump into the deep end though and try some tongue action, the little dog. But also how were they kissing? Why were they kissing? Oh whatever, Yoongi was just going to enjoy the kiss as it came.

Yoongi moved his hands to the back of joonsoo's head, pulling him closer as he felt Joonsoo move one hands to Yoongi's waist and the other into his hair, which had always been a soft spot for Yoongi making him shiver.

“Hyung! Hope you aren't starving to death so we figured we'd check up on you. We brought-” Jungkook's voice stopped as he made it into the living room to find the two making out. Yoongi jumped as he pulled away from Joonsoo and immediately felt his stomach drop. They both shot off like rockets off the couch as if burned. Of course Jungkook and Jimin decided to visit now. Now of all times how great. He imagined they both looked like deer caught in headlights as he had no idea what to do or how the two were going to react. Jimin's face turned dark as he stared at the two of them.

“Well I see we aren't needed. Come on Jungkook, best not interrupt... that” Jimin spat as he grabbed Jungkook's arm to pull him away but Jungkook stood still as he faced them.

“You're the guy from the ing post. You ing did this.” Jungkook growled as he practically vaulted over the couch to get to Joonsoo and land a punch on his face. They both went down like a tonne of bricks as the force of the punch downed them both. This is when chaos erupted.

“JUNGKOOK.”

“OH MY GOD WHAT IS GOING ON.”

“GET OFF ME.”

“ YOU, YOU PIECE OF .” Jungkook growled as he tried to land a second punch as Yoongi tried to pull Jungkook off of his ex boyfriend, but damn the boy was tough. He managed to get Jungkook into a lock as he tried to pull him away, Jimin finally snapping back to reality and helping to hold back Jungkook.

“You should leave, Joonsoo. Just go.” Yoongi shouted as he struggled to hold Jungkook back who was still cursing and throwing insults as he tried to get to Joonsoo. Joonsoo was clearly shocked as he nodded silently and went to the door. But not before giving one last look at Yoongi which conveyed so much that it made Yoongi take in a deep breath at the emotion in his face and then he was gone and the door was shut again. Jungkook screamed as Yoongi let go of him.

“What the Yoongi! What the actual was he doing here! That piece of , how dare he!” Jungkook screamed as he pointed towards the door. Yoongi ignored the fact that Jungkook had dropped all formal language and was now just angrily screaming.

“I'm not telling you anything until you calm down.” Yoongi glared as Jungkook let out a frustrated groan as he tried to bottle it all up, but failing so instead choosing to punch the wall, making both Yoongi and Jimin shout and jump for him, pulling him away. Jungkook let out a cry as he let himself get dragged away as he held his injured hand.

“Ow. This hurts way more than it looks in the movies. Owwww” Jungkook cried as he sat down on the couch, Jimin and Yoongi on each side. Yoongi sighed as he picked up the ice pack which was thankfully still cold that Joonsoo had left and placed it on Jungkook's knuckles.

“You're strong kid, but not that strong. You weren't gonna win a fight against a wall.” Yoongi laughed slightly as he checked the hand for any bumps. Apart from looking slightly red it all looked fine. Jimin also let out a small smile at the thought of Jungkook and a wall fighting.

“What was that about then hyung? Why was he here, and why were you kissing?” Jungkook asked as he made a face, which Yoongi wasn't sure if he knew he was doing it.

“He was explaining the whole situation, apparently it wasn't him and someone stole his phone and uploaded the pictures, which makes sense considering that there was so many inaccuracies in the post. As for why we were kissing... uh... we were both sad I guess and old habits die hard.” Yoongi shrugged, feeling himself blush as warmth flooded his cheeks. Jimin shook his head as he listened.

“Thinking about it now, I don't know why I held Jungkook back. I don’t like him. The can't be trusted, how do you know?” Jimin asked staring at Yoongi, and Yoongi felt his words disappear from him.

“He swore on it...” Yoongi mumbled and Jimin let out a scoff as Jungkook shook his head.

“Hyung, anyone can swear on anything it doesn't mean it's the truth. I could swear on my life right now that pigs can fly. Doesn't make it the truth hyung.” Jimin scolded and Yoongi started to doubt what he was feeling right now. Mostly guilt.

“We are sorry hyung, I can see he must have meant a lot to you, but that's why you should be careful.” Jungkook reasoned as he shoved the elder playfully with his shoulder trying to lighten the mood a little.

“He has no reason to out me though, in fact it's worse for him. His family is like mega homophobic and I just, it's so pointless he gains nothing. Know what I mean?” Yoongi tried to voice his thoughts as Jungkook nodded his head.

“This is so confusing let's just leave it to the lawyers and the company they'll sort it out I'm sure.” Jimin sighed. Jungkook nodded as he stood up.

“We should probably go, this was just supposed to be a flying visit to see how things are. Joomin is in the car waiting for us and he said if we took longer than 10 minutes he'd personally write our death certificates himself.” Jungkook laughed as the started to walk towards the door, Yoongi following behind.

“There's food in the kitchen, I almost forgot but we brought you some chicken from that place you like.” Jimin smiled as he started to slip on his shoes. Yoongi nodded as he watched the two get ready to leave. But he wouldn't let them leave without a hug.

“Thank you guys so much. For everything.” Yoongi smiled as he pulled the two in for a group hug as they both groaned and tried to pull away.

“Ew, don't get sentimental on me now hyung. We better head now, take care of yourself yeah, we'll be on at 5 you better be watching. Phone us if you need anything!” Jimin called as they left him alone again in the apartment.

He sighed and realised just how silent the house was now. What a weird day. All Yoongi could feel now was guilt, because that kiss had been amazing, a great kiss but nothing compared to their past especially considering that someone happened to be on his mind the whole time, and it wasn't Joonsoo, but rather another smiling face.

How ed up. Oh well, those confusing thoughts could wait, especially considering that there was food waiting for him.