I'M SORRY! FOR SO MANY THINGS.

Too many feelings, especially after being deprived of these two for so long.

Believe it or not I actually started writing this in December 2014, abandoning it for weeks at a time then coming back to it during times when I most needed to be productive (i.e. exam time).

CIPA is an actual disease, people with this disease actually don't feel pain. I've left out most of the really awful stuff associated with it. I am in no way trying to offend anyone so I apologise if I have.

I think the nature of what I wrote on requires a lot of deeper thought and interpretation than just reading on the surface. Kris might have seemed like a self-pitying, moping mess but there is definitely more to read into it if you consider the context. I tried to paralellel a lot of real life situations into this story, and I know perhaps some things didn’t make a lot of sense but I think if you take a step back, take some time to think – some things might be a bit clearer, and you might make make connections throughout the fic/real life you didn't realise at first.

*The chapter titles are actually really important.

Thank you for finishing my first ever fanfic. I honestly felt so nervous posting it, and thought about taking it down so many times already (I can't actually deal with how nervous I feel everytime I receive a notification). And a big thank you to everyone who suscribed, upvoted and especially commented! I am so humbled. I know it was long and tedious and perhaps a bit rushed towards the end but I hope it was at least, partially enjoyable.