Chapter 5- Moving On

Tomorrow May Not Exist

"Yunhyeong, I want to ask you something. Tell me the truth. Do I have very little time?" Hanbin asked

"Um...Hanbin.....uhh...you know-" Yunhyeong stammered

"See there it is. The stupid face you make" Hanbin laughed "I've tried to make it but I can't, is it some kind of doctor special?"

"Hanbin be serious" Yunhyeong replied

"Ok, I'm serious" Hanbin giggled

"Anyway, what did you tell Jinhwan?" Yunhyeong asked

"Ahh. Actually, Jinhwan has a bit of a mental problem. He thinks whoever he loves will leave him. If I leave him too, he'll go totally nuts, he's already half a nut anyway. Anyway, you know Yunhyeong, what effect I have on guys, I'm so y" Hanbin laughed

"Yeah, yeah, yeah, I know your effect, except on me of course"

"Yeah yeah, it's because you are so tall. It'll take time, but it'll definitely have an effect" Hanbin joked. Yunhyeong started giggling as he put his arm around Hanbin. "You really love him, don't you?" he asked

"Yeah, I do" Hanbin sighed

"I can't believe it. I've known you for so many years, but I've never seen you like this. How can you love him so much?" Yunhyeong asked

"Ah it's...it's kinda strange. All my life I avoided love, and now when life wants to avoid me, I've bumped into love. Yunhyeong...be honest. Do I really have very little time? Can't anything be done? Tell me the truth, please." Hanbin pleaded.

"Um...Hanbin, you know...as soon as you get a donor..."

"Without the stupid doctor face please" Hanbin laughed

"Hanbin it's really not funny. It's really not" Yunhyeong replied sternly

"I'm not being funny!"

"Here, we have reached your house now"

"Even I can see that. Come on, I'm not being funny!! Give me a hug please. Come on, how will the Hanbin y affect you then?" Hanbin laughed

"You are such a idiot. Come on then" Yunhyeong sighed as he pulled Hanbin in for a hug. "Is it having any effect?" Hanbin asked. "Shut up you idiot" Yunhyeong laughed as he hugged Hanbin tighter. The pair burst into laughter. Meanwhile, Jinhwan was shedding tears as he watched the pair across the street from his bedroom window. He quickly turned away and lay on his bed. Hanbin's smile gave him such pain, but such happiness. It was such a bittersweet feeling as he watched Hanbin's happiness being shared with someone else.

--

"He doesn't love me Jinhwaaaaaaannn" Taehyun sobbed as he grabbed another tissue box

"Tae don't cry. Relax. Everything will be alright"

"How can I relax Jinhwan??? He doesn't love me. He says that he's confused, the stupid idiot. He wants to leave me, to join some underground rap group" Taehyun wailed

"Rap group???" Jinhwan asked

"Yes" Taehyun cried. "And do you know what his stage name is? 'Huge Boy Mino', what kind of idiotic name is that?? HE ISN'T EVEN THAT HUGE" Taehyun sobbed

"Oh my god" Jinhwan facepalmed as he handed Taehyun another box of tissues.

Taehyung continued to sob for 2 hours straight, until he fell asleep from all the crying. Jinhwan used this oppurtunity to quickly escape from Taehyuns house and to go and meet Jiwon at a cafe.

--

"What??? Hanbin is married? Why...why didn't he tell you before?" Jiwon asked

"You think if I knew before I would have fell in love?" Jinhwan replied

"So...now?" Jiwon asked

"What now? Before, I didn't know how to fall in love. Now, I can't fall out of it. But I have to...otherwise, my heart and I, will end up alone" Jinhwan sighed

"Hey. You'll never be alone I'll always be there." Jiwon replied

Jinhwan smiled softly. "Why are you being so nice to me?" he asked

"Well I'm a nice guy. You could've spared a heartbreak, had you loved me" Jiwon sighed

"Jiwon..." Jinhwan laughed

"You see, that's the problem. You never take me seriously" Jiwon narrowed his eyes

"It's because you are never serious! When have you ever been serious?" Jinhwan scoffed

"I was just serious"

"You don't really mean that"

"...Not at all...." Jiwon lied

"You see?"

Jiwon sighed. "Will you ever love someone again?"

There was a huge moment of silent between the two friends. Jinhwan slowly looked up at the seriousness in Jiwon's eyes, and slowly looked back down. Jinhwan's silence said it all, and Jiwon realised that his first love, has to be forgotten. It's not that easy.

"Jiwon you can't forget your first love" Hanbin whined down the phone as soon as the voicemail noise had beeped.. "You can't, I won't allow you to. Listen, Jiwon. If you don't call me back, I...I'll do something. Don't even test me, child. Please call me back" Hanbin sighed, as he put the phone down. He had to fix this somehow.

--

"Jiwon, come home today. Your mom misses you alot" Jiwon's dad commanded.

"But it's a 3 hour drive!!! Ugh, fine, I'll be on my way" Jiwon sighed. Maybe it would do him some good to go visit his family for a while. He quickly packed a few things, and jumped into the car. He was actually excited to see his family, but also scared at the same time, because he knew what was coming

--

"When are you getting married??" Jiwon's mother whined

"Oh for god's sake mom, I don't know. And why did you throw a huge party? I'm only coming back to visit for a few days, I don't even know half the people here. Who are all these random guys?" Jiwon snapped

"One of them is your future husband" She replied

"Oh Jesus, WHAT? How many times do I have to tell you, I don't want to get married, I don't, I don't, I don't!!" Jiwon replied

"Are you sure?" a voice called out

Jiwon turned around, and saw a familiar face standing behind him. "Good looking, tall and rich. Bingo" the mystery guy whispered.

"Sorry?" Jiwon replied "You look really familiar, do I know you?" he asked

"Hi, I go to the same dance class as you sometimes. I'm Donghyuk"

"That's a nice name" Jiwon replied

"My phone number is even nicer"

"Take it!!" Jiwon's mom whispered

"What?? Get outta here mom!" He snapped

"So? Let's talk more" Donghyuk said as he pulled Jiwon away from the crowds.

--

Jinhwan sighed as his mother and sister were arguing again. "Will you two just stop it? I've had it up to here with you two" he snapped. "It's not my fault she fails at being a mother" his sister replied. "How do I fail? Don't remember that I've had to be a mother and father to both of you" their mother cried.

"You wouldn't have had to be a father if you didn't kill him"

"I have given nothing but love to both of my children"

"Don't call us that. Who would want a mother like you?"

"JUST STOP IT" Jinhwan shouted. Silence quickly fell around the house. "When will you two ever give it a rest? What kind of family is this? We should have a family relationship that others are jealous of, not one that people want to avoid. Through growing up, I never saw a peaceful moment between you two since dad died. We should have been stronger after he left, but we all fell apart. Who would want a relationship with this family? Who? I'm ashamed to even say that this is the kind of family I have" Jinhwan sobbed. He quickly grabbed his coat and left. He had to get out of the house, but he didn't know where he was going. Before he knew it, he ended up at Han River, at the exact spot he visited. He sat down on the bench and softly cried. Why was his life taking a turn for the worse? He suddenly felt a hand on his shoulder, and turned to see his mother sitting beside him.

"I'm sorry Jinhwan" she cried

"It's not your fault" he replied

"I'm sorry to add to all the troubles you've been having. I know what's been going on lately. You love Hanbin, but he's already married..why did you fall in love, Jinhwan?"

"Don't be silly mom. You think, I'd have fallen in love if I knew?" he cried

"..No" his mother sniffled

"Now why are you crying?"

"Because I know you well. You'll never be able to bear this pain. You'll never be happy. You'll never fall in love again. You'll never marry. You'll be left all alone, just like me" she sobbed

"Yes" Jinhwan agreed

"What do you mean 'yes'? How can you agree with me? You should argue with me, you should say "No, mom. I'll be happy. I'll love again. I'll marry" how can you say yes?"

"How can I argue? I love him mom, I really love him" Jinhwan broke down in tears. "He harasses me. He mocks me. Follows me, wherever I go. Eavesdrops on everybody's conversations. But I still love him. Why do I? Why do I love him, mom? Why is this happening to me? What should I do?"

"Everything will be alright. I know. Remember the story your dad told you? About the guardian angel? Your guardian angel is looking at you even now. It will fill your life with love again. It will teach you to love again. And you will. You will love again Jinhwan. Come on, let's go home." his mother said, as she wiped her son's eyes. He got up with her and they began to walk home.

But what was a deep conversation, without Hanbin eavesdropping? He wiped a tear as he quickly hid from Jinhwan and his mother. Even Hanbin wanted to fill Jinhwan's life with love again. With Jiwon's love.

--

Meanwhile Jiwon, was shopping for his potential new love Donghyuk.

"Ok, his name is Donghyuk. D-O-N-G-H-Y-U-K"

"Donghyuk? That's a lovely name. You must really love this Donghyuk, because this bracelet is 21,626,915 Won" the jewellry cashier replied.

"How much??" Jiwon's eyes widened in surprise. "Um...I will probably come back later to buy this"

Jiwon had a planned date with Donghyuk later at 9pm. He was trying to find the perfect gift, as Donghyuk would NOT settle for less. His phone suddenly rang.

"Oh, hey Donghyuk"

"Hey Jiwonnieeeee"

"Where are you?" Jiwon asked

"Where else would I be? I'm trying to find you a perfect gift" Donghyuk lied, as he added more bubbles into the bathtub

"That's really sweet, are we still meeting later?"

"Of course, I can't wait. 9pm at The Palm restaurant right?"

"Yeah, see you there"

--

"The table for two is ready sir"

"Great. Hey Donghyuk, I need to run to the bathroom really quick, I'll be back soon" Jiwon said

"Of course" Donghyuk replied, and he waited until Jiwon was out of sight. "You know what to do" Donghyuk said slyly as he passed the waiter a ring. "Yes sir" the waiter replied, as they both smiled at each other

--

"Jiwon??" Hanbin called through the window. "Are you there?"

"Looks like he won't answer me so easily" Hanbin thought as he climbed in through Jiwon's window. He started inspecting Jiwon's apartment, looking for him, until he noticed a bright pink post it note on the fridge. "9pm, The Palm Restaurant, date with Donghyuk???" Hanbin read. "Oh god, I'm late!!" he thought. He quickly pounced back out of the window. Jiwon had to be stopped at all costs.

--

"Cheers" Jiwon and Donghyuk said in unison. They both kicked back their champagne. Donghyuk looked and saw the ring in his champagne glass.

"Oh my god. Oh my god! Yes!!" he cried

Jiwon, who was still slowly slurping the champagne was too uninterested to see what was going on. "Yes!! Yes I'll marry you!" Donghyuk cried. Jiwon spat out his champagne at the shock and started choking.

"Ladies and Gentlemen" Donghyuk stood up "He just proposed to me!! I'm getting married! I'm so excited!" Donghyuk cheered as the entire restaurant applauded for him. "Stop choking Jiwon, get up and take a bow!!" He said as he dragged a choking Jiwon up. He grabbed Jiwon by the collar and pulled him in close. "I'm so happy, and you?" He asked. "I...I'll be back" Jiwon said as he quickly ran off to the bathroom. Donghyuk smirked to himself, and slyly tipped the waiter as he walked up to the table. "Is it done?" the waiter asked. "Of course. I don't make mistakes" Donghyuk said. Meanwhile, Hanbin, who had witnessed the entire event, laughed to himself.

--

Meanwhile, in the restroom, Jiwon was vigorously splashing his face with water. "Jiwon weds Donghyuk" he whispered to himself. "Oh my god, Jiwon weds Donghyuk" he whined. Hanbin quickly burst in the room.

"Congratulations bro! I heard you are engaged!" Hanbin mocked.

"Yes, yes. Jonghyuk loves me" Jiwon stated

"His name's Donghyuk, and he only loves your money" Hanbin stated

"Money? He's too cool for money"

"And you're a fool"

"Look, I'm not going to fall for what you are saying" Jiwon scoffed

"Fine, don't listen to me. But go and tell him. "Donghyuk darling. I don't want my parents money. I want to make my own life. I want to stand on my own two feet...will you stand by me?

"That is sick ok? That is cheap" Jiwon replied

"I know I know" Hanbin smirked

"I'll never tell him that. Never, never, never, never" Jiwon stated. Hanbin just shook his head and shrugged.

--

Jiwon took Donghyuk's hand. "Donghyuk darling, I don't want my parents money. I want to make my own life. I want to stand on my own two feet. Will you stand by me?" he asked. Donghyuk's eyes widened in surprise. He quickly shook Jiwon's hand free, and before Jiwon could even blink, Donghyuk left the restaurant. Hanbin, who was laughing hysterically to himself, sat besides Jiwon and took his hand. "I'm ready to marry you" Hanbin laughed. "Shut up Hanbin" Jiwon snapped.

--

"La la la la la I'm not listening to you" Jiwon chanted as he walked around his apartment

"You have to listen!!" Hanbin whined. "I just don't understand. How could you let Jinhwan go so easily? Look at you!" Hanbin laughed.

"Oh ha ha ha" Jiwon mocked. "Ladies and Gentlemen, welcome to Crazy Land. Jiwon loves Jinhwan, Jinhwan doesn't love Jiwon, he loves Hanbin. But Hanbin is asking Jiwon as to why he let go of Jinhwan. So basically, Hanbin has lost his mind" Jiwon snapped

"Who the heck are you talking to? Anyway, I'm not insane. Your marbles however, are all over the place. Jinhwan doesn't love me. He just thinks that he does"

"Oh he thinks?? What is 'he thinks' supposed to mean?" Jiwon asked

"Come on. I'm a new part of his life.I just laughed a little with him, made him smile and he thought he's in love with me. You've known him for years. He takes you for granted. Now, it's not like he is gonna realise in his dreams that you love him. Now just forget all this friendship nonsense. Show him your soft side, and leave 'yes' and 'no' to him. But at least give him a chance! You just kept on running after that stupid Jonghyun" Hanbin sighed

"Jonghyuk" Jiwon corrected

"Oh no wait. Donghyuk" the pair said in unison.

"But man, that Donghyuk had a great upper body. I swore I could see his ab outlines through his shirt" Hanbin said

"I know man, they were so amazing"

"Wait, shut up. We were talking about Jinhwan. Focus on him" Hanbin snapped

"Sorry" Jiwon sighed

"Jinhwan" Hanbin sighed. "Jinhwan's beautiful eyes"

"Jinhwan's beautiful face" Jiwon interrupted

"Jinhwan's anger" Hanbin said soflty

"Jinhwan's love" Jiwon smiled

"Jinhwan's smile" Hanbin sighed

"If and when he smiles" Jiwon replied

"The way Jinhwan sweeps his hair to the side" Hanbin demonstrated with his own hair

"Actually, I like it combed to the front"

"Yeah...Jinhwan" Hanbin sighed

"Jinhwan" Jiwon copied

"Jinhwan..." Hanbin trailed off

"Wait, why are you saying 'Jinhwan, Jinhwan?" Jiwon squinted

"Um, I'm saying it for you, you idiot. I'm married"

"Oh right. And if you weren't married?" Jiwon asked

"Then I wouldn't have left Jinhwan. I'm not an idiot like you. We are talking about the... Jinhwan"

"Yeah man, you're right. Now what should I do?" Jiwon asked

"You leave it. I'll do whatever needs to be done. You just do as I say. I have a plan. Five days, and he'll come your way. Just five days" Hanbin smiled proudly

"Wow, great. But why only five days?" Jiwon quizzed

"Because I don't work on weekends"

"Oh right"

Jiwon was very excited for Hanbin's plan. Hanbin obviously knew what he was doing, right? What could possibly go wrong?

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Lynz0611
#1
Chapter 8: This story reminds me of a bollywood movie "kal ho naa ho" that I watched years back. Have you seen it?
Hanbin is going to die. Oh my binhwan feels TT^TT
jk_double #2
Chapter 4: Oh god... Why everything has to be like this...
I laughing my off in the first 3 chapter and then I feeling hurt immediately when i finished reading chapter 4.
Pls don't let Hanbin die author-nim TT TT
Eventhough I ship bobhwan very hard but binhwan gave me the feeling urghh... I don't know... Just make a happy ending for all ok?
darkdu
#3
What will happen to Jinhwan's mom? Im so curious.
Little hurt from last chap now increas. So sad to see Hanbin "reads" the journal.
The three have too much pain.
darkdu
#4
Chapter 6: Long time no see. This chap is so funny. But still a little hurt.
soulmint #5
this is soo good, at first i'm laughing like crazy, and i felt hurt in my heart.
i hope you updating fastly, but just take a time, looks like you kinda rushing in chapter 4 or 5.
i hope it will be end up with binhwan by the way.
hwaiting ^^
hanjinjin #6
Chapter 5: I really really want to smack hanbin's head asdfghjkl
darkdu
#7
Chapter 5: LOL, Jonghyuk, Jonghyun,... bad boy LOL
vhelz_roxanne
#8
Chapter 4: My heart is broken and I'm currently having a mental breakdown q.q please dont kill hanbin q.q and omg plot twist everywhere-
please update soon author-nim ♡
wasure #9
Chapter 4: ;___________________________________________;