Jaejoong punched the punching bag with all his might. His sweat was all over his face that it was almost painful to leave it. But his heart was far more painful than that. He hid when the polices came and helped Yunho. He can't forget what Yunho had said before that. He wanted to rip his heart and threw it away. He missed his old time badly. Too much. Too miss. Yet he can't do anything about it. He must solve everything by himself.

" Hyung! Where are you?! Why didn't you pick up your phone?! Don't you love me anymore??!! Please call me back! I'm worried~" Junsu's voice echoed in that small room, brought Jaejoong's smile. Silly Junsu, of course I love you.

"Yah! Jaejoong hyung! Come back right now before I kill your Jiji!" Yoochun's voice brought him small chuckle.

"Hyung, I heard that you ran away. You shouldn't do that, you know. Nothing solved by running away, hyung. You should put on a notice that you are actually having your own vacation instead of leave silently. Please take note of that.." it was Changmin. Sad smile appeared on his face.

"I will find you, and you have a lot of explanation to do. We will find you. And listen this carefully, YOU are NOT going to go through this ALONE! I won't allow that. Understand, Kim Jaejoong," Yunho's voice was calm, but Jaejoong knew, that man is very angry right now. Looking at the calendar, he counted days. He only have two weeks to solve everything. Two weeks desperately. 

Minjun opened the door and realized the younger man has woken up from his slumber. He still looked pale, but definitely better than a few hours ago. Nichkhun sat on his bed while rested his back against the headbed. It seemed like his mind is somewhere else right at the moment. Minjun closed the door and sat on the bed, facing his favourite member. 

"Khunnie..." Minjun called him gently, afraid to startle the latter. Nichkhun looked at him with his lost gaze. 

"It's time for dinner. Taecyeon and Junho cooked Thai food. Let's go out..." he held Nichkhun's hands. Nichkhun shook his head weakly, but glad that Minjun gave him some warmth.

"I'm not hungry..."

"But it is Thai food~ Your favourite...You need to eat something, pal..."

"No...I'm not hungry..."

"Okay, fine...on one condition...then I will not force you again..."

"What?"

"Tell me the whole story," Minjun said seriously. Nichkhun gasped at the order. He tried to release his hands from Minjun's grip but somehow the oldest is very strong. 

"Hyung...please...I have nothing to say..."

"Then, come out..."

"Hyung..."

"Yah, Khun-ah!" Nichkhun stopped his struggle when Minjun held both of his upper arms. He stared at Minjun deeply trying to read what is in his mind. But Minjun's face told him how he is worry and fear.

"I'll protect you. We will protect you no matter what. So, please. Trust us..." Minjun cupped his cheeks as a tear rolled down his cheek. Nichkhun froze seeing the older's words. It is said gently and softly, as if telling him in desperate, to believe those words. He didn't realise when did he cry until he felt Minjun wiped away his cheeks with a sad smile on his face.

"I am a white mouse..." Nichkhun said and it is very obvious that he is scared with his own statement. Minjun didn't say anything. He was shocked and confused, ind