Chapter 21

 

SooSica’s POV

 

‘ Getting marry next month? ’ Sica asks

 

‘ Yes ’

 

‘ You are getting marry with Nicole ’ Siwon asks

 

‘ Yes, otherwise who do you thing ’ Soo chuckles

 

‘ Nicole? ’ Sica looks at Siwon

 

‘ Nicole was the girl who has a blind date with Soo ’ Siwon answers

 

Then he looks at Soo ‘ Congratulation Soo ’

 

‘ Thank you oppa, you will come right? ’

 

‘ Of course I will ’

 

Soo looks at Sica

 

‘ Will you come with oppa? ’

 

‘ ……………… ’

 

‘ Sica is your bestfriend, of course she’ll come ’

 

‘ That’s great ’

 

Soo looks at her waistwatch

 

‘ I need to go. I’ll see you guys at my wedding day ’ Soo stands up and walks toward the door.

 

‘ Drive safely ’ Siwon said

 

‘ I will ’ Soo smiles then looks at Sica ‘ Bye ’

 

After the door closes

 

‘ I can’t believe Soo is getting married. Sica, you must be happy for her ’

 

‘ Oppa, I forgot something at the boutique ’

 

Sica went out of the apartment. Sica runs out the building and saw Soo climbs inside her car

 

‘ SOO…….. ’

 

Soo didn’t hear it and drive away. Sica went toward her car and drive to Soo’s place.

 

Soo is in front of her penthouse, when she is about to close the door someone stops her

 

She looks up

 

‘ What are you doing here? ’

 

‘ We need to talk ’

 

Soo chuckles bitterly ‘ I already heard everything you wanna say Sica. I don’t need to hear more ’

 

Sica walks inside and closes the door

 

‘ Why so sudden? ’ Sica asks

 

‘ What? ’

 

‘ The marriage ’

 

‘ I love her, she loves me so we are getting marry ’

 

‘ Is it because of me that you decide to get marry so fast. You know her for how long huh? ’

 

‘ Time is not a problem ’

 

‘ What? ’

 

‘ Some people can’t get what they want even after years of waiting. I don’t see what is wrong to get married after knowing someone for a few months ’

 

‘ I’m sorry Soo ’

 

‘ Is not your fault, you don’t need to apologize. I can’t force you to love me right. Now you can go Sica ’

 

‘ Soo….. ’

 

‘ Why are you here huh? You are the one who ask me to not bother you and Sarang but why you appear in front of me. ’ Soo snaps

 

‘ Because I realize that we can’t leave without you. Me and Sarang need you ’

 

‘ No, you said it yourself. You want oppa not me ’

 

‘ I was wrong, I thought I can love him the way I loved him in the past but I can’t. I regret so much for asking you to stay away from us Soo. If time can go back, I will be honest with myself and take back what I said to you ’

 

‘ Is too late Sica, I don’t have feeling for you anymore. I don’t want you or Sarang in my life ’

 

‘ You don’t mean it ’

 

‘ I mean what I said ’

 

‘ If so, look into my eyes and say it again ’

 

Tears fall down from Sica then Soo’s phone ring. Soo walks away from Sica

 

‘ Nicole, you are already in Jeju Island? ’

 

Sica walks toward Sarang’s playroom. The moment she opens the door, she saw all the stuffs throw away from auntie is in this room. On the table, she saw the album

 

‘ What are you doing here? ’

 

Soo drags Sica out and closes the door

 

‘ Auntie told me that you ask her to throw all the stuff why they are all in this room. Why you ask auntie to lie to me ’

 

‘ I will throw them in no long. Just go home now ’ Soo walks away then she feels Sica back hugs her

 

‘ I love you Soo ’

 

‘ …………….. ’

 

‘ I love you Choi Sooyoung, I love you so much that is killing me I was a fool to not say it loud earlier. I’m in love with you before oppa comes back but I just denied it. I thought that if I asked you to stay away from us will made thing easier for me but I was wrong. Everthing is a mess in my life without you. Everyday, Sarang is crying asking for her appa. We missed you……Soo  I missed you ’

 

‘ Is too late, I’m getting marry next month ’

 

‘ Do you still love me? ’

 

‘ ……………No ’

 

‘ Look at me and tell me that you don’t love me anymore ’

 

‘ …………… ’

 

Sica forces Soo to face her

 

‘ Look in my eyes and tell me that you don’t love me then I’ll leave ’

 

‘ ……………….. ’ Soo then faces Sica

 

‘ I don’t love you Jessica ’

 

Sica wipes her tears ‘ I understand. Congratulation for your wedding ’

 

Sica walks out of the penthouse. Soo is crying after Sica left

 

I love you Choi Sooyoung…….

 

Sica’s words are playing inside Soo’s head

 

Soo runs out the penthouse and saw Sica is about to walk inside the elevator. She drags Sica out and pushes her on the wall. Soo crashes her lips on Sica’s. Sica’s eyes widened at Soo’s sudden action but she wraps her arms around Soo’s neck and kisses her back.

 

After they broke off the kiss, Soo looks into Sica’s eyes

 

‘ I hate you Jessica Jung, I hate you to make me fall in love with you so hard ’

 

Sica smiles

 

‘ Say you love me ’

 

‘ I love you Jessica Jung, I love you so much that is killing me ’

 

Sica hugs Soo

 

‘ I love you Soo ’

 

They hug each other then

 

* Ding *

 

Soo looks toward the elevator and saw Nicole standing there

 

‘ N-Nicole…….wait………. ’

 

The door already close. Soo quickly press the down button, then she feels Sica’s hand on her wrist

 

‘ I’m sorry, can we talk another day. Go home first ’ Soo said then went inside

 

SooNic’s POV

 

Soo runs out the building and saw Nicole walking toward the park

 

‘ Nicole, wait……. ’

 

Soo runs toward Nicole and hold her arms. She forces Nicole to face her then she only saw tears falling down from Nicole

 

‘ Nic, I…… ’

 

‘ Why Soo? Am I not good for you ’

 

‘ I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to hurt you. You are great I don’t know what happen to me. I’m sorry, please……. ’ Soo hugs Nicole

 

‘ Do you still love her? ’

 

‘ ………….. ’

 

‘ Do you love me? ’

 

‘ Yes Nic, I love you. You are the only one beside me at my most difficult moment. You are the one who cheering me up and made me happy ’

 

‘ Do you love me because I’m beside you at your most difficult time or because you really love me ’

 

‘ …….I…………. I love you. Except Sica, you are the only one who made my heart beat ’

 

‘ Then why? ’

 

‘ …………….. ’

 

‘ You were just using me to move on ’

 

‘ No that’s not true ’

 

‘ Yes you are. The day I asked you to get married with me I saw your hesitation. If you really love me you won’t hesitate ’

 

‘ No, I was just surprise. You suddenly ask ’

 

‘ What if Jessica asked you. Will you say yes immediatly ’

 

‘ …………… ’

 

‘ See, let’s end this Soo. Just go back to her ’

 

‘ How about you? ’

 

‘ I’ll told my parents that we don’t suit each other and I’ll go back to the States ’ Nicole said then left Soo alone

 

‘ I’m sorry ’ Soo said but Nicole already disappear in the dark

 

Nicole’s POV

 

I heard Soo said sorry but I didn’t turn back. I don’t know if I can let her go if I turn back. I run toward my car then I car comes toward me. I fall on the ground and my kneel is bleeding.

 

The driver comes out

 

‘ Miss are you alright? ’

 

I look up

 

‘ Hyoyeon ’

 

‘ Nicole, what happen? ’

 

She is kneeling beside me the moment she asks me this I start crying. She hugs me and I cried on her shoulder.

 

‘ Shh……everything will be alright. Tell me what happen? ’

 

I just shake my head

 

‘ Let me call Soo ’

 

She took her phone out, I quickly stop her

 

‘ Don’t ’

 

‘ Why? ’

 

‘ W-w-we broke up ’

 

‘ Do you wanna talk? ’ Hyo asks

 

Nicole shakes her head

 

‘ Do you wanna have a drink? ’

 

Nicole nods

 

At the bar, Hyoyeon orders two martinis. They just drink silently, after two glasses

 

‘ Thanks for being here with me. I feel a lot better ’

 

‘ Anytime, if you wanna talk you have my number ’

 

Nicole smiles for the first time tonight

 

‘ Are you trying to get my money? ’

 

‘ I won’t charge you. Let me send you home ’ Hyo smiles back

 

‘ I’ll be alright by myself ’

 

‘ I insist ’

 

Nicole nods ‘ Thank you ’

 

SooSica’s POV

 

Soo sits a little while in the park before getting home. The moment she opens the door she heard

 

‘ Appa……….. ’

 

She saw Sarang running toward her

 

Soo kneels down and hugs Sarang tightly.

 

‘ Appa, Sarang miss appa very much ’

 

‘ I miss you too ’ Soo kisses Sarang’s cheek then takes Sarang in her arms. She walks toward Sica

 

‘ I thought you are gone ’

 

‘ No, I know you miss Sarang so I asked auntie to takes Sarang here ’ Sica smiles

 

‘ Appa, play with Sarang ’

 

‘ Sarang is very late now. Why don’t we play another day ’

 

Soo looks at Sica ‘ Let me send you home. Oppa must be worry ’

 

‘ I told him that I have an emergency at the boutique so I won’t go home tonight. Can we stay here? ’

 

‘ Sure ’ Soo smiles and looks at Sarang

 

‘ Sarang-ah, go sleep now. Appa will play with you tomorrow ’

 

‘ Appa, can I sleep with you? ’ Sarang uses her puppy eyes

 

‘ Of course you ca…… ’

 

‘ No ’ Sica cuts Soo off

 

‘ Umma will sleep with you appa. You have your own room. Go sleep now ’ Sica said firmly

 

Soo chuckles

 

‘ Sarang, you’ll sleep with appa another day ok ’

 

Sarang nods. Soo gets off the couch and walks into Sarang’s room. Soo changes Sarang into pyjama.

 

‘ Good night Sarang ’ Soo kisses Sarang’s forehead

 

‘ Good night appa ’ Sarang kisses Soo’s cheek

 

Soo turns the light off and closes the door. Soo looks around but no sign of Sica then she heard some noise in her room. She walks toward her bedroom and saw Sica wearing her loose shirt. Soo just stares at Sica, when Sica looks at her she quickly looks away

 

Sica smiles

 

‘ You don’t mind that I bother your shirt right? ’

 

‘ What will you do if I say I mind? ’ Soo chuckles

 

Soo then saw Sica starts taking the shirt off, she runs toward her and stops Sica

 

‘ W-What are you doing? ’

 

‘ You said you mind me wearing you shirt so I take it off ’

 

‘ I was joking. Don’t take it off ’ Soo said

 

Sica chuckles at Soo cute reaction and climb on the bed

 

‘ You sleep on the bed tonight, I’ll sleep on the floor tonight ’ Soo said

 

‘ Sleep with me ’

 

‘ What? ’

 

‘ I said sleep with me ’ Sica pats the empty side

 

Soo gulps. Sica is wearing her white loose shirt and the important thing is…….Sica didn’t wear underwear.

 

‘ I’m ok, I can sleep on the floor ’

 

‘ Choi Sooyoung, bed now ’

 

Soo sighs and lay on the empty side. They lay beside each other silently then

 

‘ Nicole broke up with me ’

 

‘ And the wedding? ’

 

‘ Do you think I will have a wedding if she broke up with me ’

 

‘ You still care about her feeling ’

 

‘ Of course I do. She is important to me ’

Sica climbs on top of Soo

 

‘ How about me? Who is more important to you? Me or her? ’

 

‘ C-C-Can you get off me first? ’ Soo tried to push Sica off her but Sica pinned Soo’s hand on each side

 

‘ I want your answer now, me or her? ’

 

‘ You already have the answer ’

 

‘ I want to hear it from you ’

 

‘ You, this fact never change even if you want me to stay away from you ’

 

Sica smiles and leans down to kiss Soo. After a while the pull off for oxygen with Sica still sitting on Soo’s tummy

 

Soo’s eyes glue on Sica’s chest. Sica smiles and takes the shirt off leaving her completly .

 

‘ Do you like what you see? ’

 

Soo nods without taking her eyes off Sica’s body. She takes Soo’s hand on put it on her chest. Soo’s hand slowly start massaging Sica’s . Sica starts

 

‘ Stop me now ’ Soo said

 

‘ I don’t want you to stop ’ Sica kisses Soo’s lips again while ing Soo’s shirt

 

Sica suddenly stops kissing her. Soo looks at Sica confusedly

 

‘ Soo, this is my first time with a girl. I-I-I don’t know….. ’

 

Soo changes their position with her on top of Sica now. She caresses Sica’s cheek

 

‘ But you know how to seduce me ’ Soo smirks

 

Right now Sica is blushing like hell

 

‘ Don’t worry I’ll show you ’

 

Sica nods

 

‘ I’ll only asks you one last time. Are you sure about this? ’

 

‘ Can you just shut up and make love to me ’

 

Soo smiles

 

‘ I will but don’t be so loud. Sarang is sleeping ’ Soo said

 

An hour later, SooSica is panting with Soo still laying on top of Sica.

 

‘ You are great Soo ’ Sica said while panting

 

‘ I know ’ Soo pecks Sica’s lips then lays beside

 

Soo closes her eyes then feels some weight on her. When she opens her eyes, she saw Sica on top of her

 

‘ I should return your favor ’ Sica said seductively

 

‘ You are not tired ’

 

Sica shakes her head ‘ I wanna taste you ’

 

‘ I’m all yours ’

 

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SooSica is official now, hope you guys are happy:)