Chapter 1

Regret

Seohyun POV

"Oppa, can you just stop waiting for me" I say suddenly

"Hyun, what did you mean?" He ask with confused look

"Oppa, i don't like you as much as you like me." I say again with some of cold voice

"Mwo?" He is shock and look at me

"So you can stop wait for me, i think i can't be with you." I say again calmly

"Why?" He ask me.

"It's because i'm afraid." I say without look at him

"Afraid? Afraid of what?" he frustation ask again. Please stop.

"I'm afraid to fall in love again." I finally say what in my mind

"Why? Didn't you said you will give me a chance to open your heart? Why you give up now?" He ask.  Hurts all write all on his face. What did i do?

"I try oppa, but it's hard and i think i can't" i say again. I hurt him.

"You never like me right?" He say and make me look at him. No. He is wrong

"It's not like that." I try to explain.

"Then what? I think i will work hard to get your heart or it's still have a chance for me to open your heart if you like me even a little but if you never love me, i can't do anything." He say and i saw he want to cry but he held it so i try my best to held my tears too.

"Oppa, don't said like that" i say again.

"Then? Is i'm not your type?" he ask

"No! I never care about type beside i even don't know what my ideal type." I say to him again

"so? It's because you don't like me?" I say again

"No! Tell you the truth that i ever have a little feeling towards you but it's hard for me." I explain and hope he will just let me go.

"Hard? What hard?" He angrily say to me

"Our relationship will make so many problem" i softly say

"Then what? We can slove it if we together." He say to me

"But i can do it oppa" I say

"Why? I will do anything for you." He say again. He is to good for me.

"It's easy for you to say but it's hard for me oppa" i say again

"I think the real reason is because you don't love me.“ he say again

"It's not.." i say but being cut by him

"If you love me, you will work hard for it too." he say

"Fine! Yes! I don't like you!" i frustation say that i don’t know that i will regret it later.

"I know it" he bitterly smile

"So can you stop it?" I say sadly

"Okay! Don't worry, i will do it!" he said bitterly

"Sorry for disturbing you and thankyou." He say again before he leave me alone. I look at him when he walk away. Even i don't know what if i love him or not but there a little feeling towards him and it's not lie. Beside i have so much problem, how can i pull him to it. My father left me so much debt, how can i tell him. He might get trouble too. I sigh, this is hard.

End of Seohyun POV

 

Yonghwa POV

"Yonghwa! Don't be like this!" Donghae say while grab my glass away. I already drink so many glasses of alchohol.

"give it back!" I shout

"Yonghwa! Why you look so pathetic?" Donghae say to me

"She don't like me!" I say and grab my glass and drink it again

"Seohyun?" Donghae ask and i didn't answer him

"Yonghwa-ah! There so many girl out there" donghae say

"That's right hyung!" Minhyuk say too

"She is not just the one right?" Leeteuk say

"Why you don't try to look for another." Donghae say to me.

"Yeah hyung! And i know she is your style." Minhyuk say try to cheers me

"You're right! What a big deal with her? There so many girl out there. If that girl refuse me, there is so many girl wait for me." I say. That's right there are so many girls out there.

"Yeah! That's right!" Minhyuk say

"Find me some girl donghae-ah!" I say to donghae

"Got it! I will and you will like it!" Donghae say

"Find as much as you can! And it's better don't look like that girl!" I say again

"Don't worry about it! We will help!" Leeteuk said

 

KRING! KRING!

 

"Hello?" I just wake up when i hear my phone rang.

"Hyung! We found it!" Minhyuk say happily

"Find what???" I shout. It's so frustation, in the morning someone call me with weird statement and more than that my head is hurt so much now.

"Girls! Girls!" Minhyuk say excited

"Girls??" I confused with what he said

"Yes! Girls! You ask we to find you many many girls and we found it!" Minhyuk say

"Did i?" I confusely say

"Yes! Don't said you forget about it!" Minhyuk say

"..." Oh! No! I really forget and i don’t remember anything about it.

"Yah! Hyung! You really forget about it? How could you?" Minhyuk shout

"Mianhe, i just can't remember it." I say honestly

"Whatever just come at my place tonight!" Minhyuk say

"But.." before i finish he cut me

"What but hyung? Don't you want to forget about her?" Minhyuk say to me. Then i think for a moment. That's right i should forget about her now.

"Okay then!" Finally i say

"Good then, i wait for you hyung!" Minhyuk say then close the phone. I sigh and get up from my bed. I look at my phone it's just 7am and it's remind me that i always sent goodmorning message to her and now i can't do it anymore. Suddenly some the tears drop, i truly love her. I love her.

"Why? Why you do this to me?" I say and close my eyes with my hand.  

End of Yonghwa POV

 

Seohyun POV

"Noona?" Sehun look at me with some worried look

"Ne?" I ask when i look at him

"Noona, your pancake is burn now." Sehun say to me

"Ohh! No!" I suprised and quickly move it

"Noona, what happen?" Sehun as worried

"Aigoo, what did you mean sehun-ah?" I say after i move the pancake away

"You always daydream this day" sehun say

"I'm not" I try to not admitted because there are some things in my mind

"Is it about appa's debt?" Sehun say sadly

"No! Don't worry about it" I say to him

"I will work so i can help noona to paid it!" Sehun say seriously and look at me

"Yah! How can you work? You just 15 years old." I angrily say. I just don’t want him to be burden by this too. He still have to study and i won’t let him stop his school.

"But noona.." Sehun said

"No but! You just worry about your school." I say firmly say

"Arasso." He say and sigh, he know he can't argue with me. I am so stubborn.

"Good! Then have your breakfast and go to school ." I smile

"Ne!" Sehun say and grab his pancake to eat.

 

"Seohyun-ah, is there something happen?" Hyoyeon onnie ask me

"nothing happen onnie." I answer. Hyoyeon Onnie is my friend and we work together at cafe shop

"Really?" She ask to confirm

"Ne!" I say

"But you seem always in your mind.." She ask worriely and i sigh

"Is it?" I ask her and she just nod

"Ne, you always daydream." She add and make me think am i really always like that?

"Really?" I ask her and she nod again

"Ne! Is that something happen?" She look at me with hope that i will tell her something

"No onnie, maybe i just worry about sehun mark at school." I lied to her

"Really?" I bet she not buying with my lies huh?

"Yes! Ahh! Btw, today you have date right?" I say quickly and change the topic because i know she will keep asking me until i tell her everything.

"Yes! Ahh! I can't wait for it anymore but it's okay for you to exchange me?" She ask me

"Ne! Ne! It's okay, i bet lay oppa must miss you so much." I smile to her. She is so happy.

"I miss him too." She say and blush. Omo! Hyoyeon Onnie is blushing..This is what they say love sickness?

"But hyunnie, i think you better call someone to pick you because it's will be so late." She say to me before go to take her back. I know she worried about me.

"Don't worry onnie, i already use to it." I say and smile

"But.." I won’t let her finish it so i directly cut her

"No but onnie, you just focus at your lovely boyfriend." I try to soothe her

"Arasso! Gomawo hyunnie..you're jjang!" She say and then hug me before go to meet her beloved boyfriend.

"Ne~" I say

End of Seohyun POV

 

Yonghwa POV

"Hyung! You're late!" Minhyuk shout

"Ahh! Mianhe, i have many things to do." I say slowly

"Ahh..btw, sit down.." He say and i just follow him, there are 3 girls at there too

"Ehmm, i will introduce..this is Krystal, Victoria and Sulli." He happily say

"Ahh! Annyeong!" The girls say with some of flirt sound. Its annoying.

"And this is Donghae, Leeteuk, and Yonghwa." He introduce us to the girls.

"Annyeong~" donghae and leeteuk say happily while i just bow. Then we spent their time with that three girls, talking, eating, dancing and flirting.

 

"Hyung, you go home?" Minhyuk ask when suddenly i get up. I’m not in a good mood.

"Yes!" i say make everyone look at me

"Why?" the girl whose name sulli ask me.

"I'm tired." I say and walk away but i didn't notice that someone following me. When i reach my car, i open and enter but then someone open the passenger door and enter too. I look at her weirdly. She is sulli.

"Why are you at here?" I ask coldly

"Why? I want to go home too. I'm tired too." Sulli say and smile

"Then go, why you at here?" I say annoying with what happen

"It's already so late how can you ask me to walk alone?" Sulli say with some of annoying voice

"Beside you will go home, you just have to sent me home." Sulli continue

"But.." I want to argue back but then suddenly my phone is ring. I pick up.

"Hyung!" Minhyuk say. I sigh.

"What?" I annoying say again

"Do you know where sulli?" Minhyuk ask and i just sigh

"She at here, wae?" I tell him

"Ohh! She is with you? Then have time" minhyuk say

"What?" I confusely say

"You can do it!" Minhyuk say and end his call. What with this kid then i look at her. Sulli look at me with her innocent look, then i just sigh again. What can i do?

"Okay then, i will sent you..where did you leave?" I say to her

"Ohh! Really? Gomawo.." She say with her cute voice. Then i start the car and drive away.

End of Yonghwa POV

 

to be continue...

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pipipink #1
Chapter 5: I am happy that they end together,,,
I tough they end with so much regret and not together but i realieve they happy ending,,,
pipopanda #2
Chapter 5: SO Touched
ela2807 #3
Chapter 5: goooodddd..... so touched
boiceifa #4
Chapter 5: The story daebakkkkk it's good
enqyu1204
#5
Chapter 5: Authornim.... finally l'm here ^^ wow... feel sad for hyun but with yong everything's good. Thank you for make this fic. Like vitamin for us with yongseo love.
eunixw #6
Chapter 5: Nice finale~ Thank you for the story! ^ ^
auralen #7
Chapter 3: Wow I love your story...I cry for what happen to seohyun...can you please update soon...thank you...
soshi5
#8
Chapter 3: update soon please it's great
joy_lovekpop
#9
Chapter 1: so far so good. when i read the forward i thought hyunnie just being cruel to break up with him. i don't know she has a good reason for that.. hope they don't suffer much.. tsk what with sulli?
enqyu1204
#10
authornim.. looking forward for your update. fighting!