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I am because we are (Ubuntu) [Permanent Hiatus]
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► Excuse me for a moment lol. Incase people are confused, I just want to make clear that this is a Baekhyun’s journey in life fic hence the emphasis of his friendships and poor laif. Chanyeol in Baekhyun’s life is secondary. You will see their love bloom through Baekhyun’s struggles in life as a poor student hence them being the main OTP (other than my feels for the two lawl). For those expecting a more detailed side of KaiSoo’s story (if there is any of you lol), it won’t be dwelled on. Their relationship is only emphasized in some aspects to bring across certain points of the story such as the difference of social status (if any of you noticed that keke). Kkeut~ Wheeee~ /proceeds to hiding behind a big block of wood (I fail at writing)/

 

Now on another note, I hope you guys actually read my warnings (the front page in general really) because details details details and vomit inducing fluff. If you do not like those and feel uncomfortable, feel free to unsub as I understand. However, if you do like such, let us bask in the air of rainbows and unicorns~

This chapter was supposed to be separated into two but... eh... fluffy feels WIN! Lmao. Also, you guys adressing me 'author-nim' ; __ ; I am underserving of such title but let me just engulf all of you in a great big hug (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

 

If you read this long note, thank you and may you enjoy your read. //Kisses to everyone and welcome new subbies!/

Word Count: 2599

 

 

“You sleep on the bed, I’ll sleep on the couch.”

They were standing in the middle of his bedroom, Baekhyun dressed in Chanyeol’s clothes that he lent him after the whole sobbing fiasco he did—black shirt that was too big for his petite frame and gray pajama bottoms that were too long for his short legs. He missed the whole hint of amusement in Chanyeol’s eyes when he came out of the bathroom after changing. Cute.

 

“B-bed? B-but… but this is your house and I’m a guest I should be the one sleeping on the couch.” Baekhyun said in panic.

 

However, Chanyeol did not reply and simply pushed him gently towards his bed and left, much to Baekhyun’s panic displeasure.

 

He ran back out to the living room only to see Chanyeol trying to get comfy on the couch, twisting and turning his body to look for the most comfortable position. If Baekhyun wasn’t so busy panicking over the whole thing, he would have found it cute and would likely squeal at the sight—an uncomfortable Chanyeol is a rare sight to see.

 

“Chanyeol?” He tries again.

 

But Chanyeol was just as stubborn. Having found the position he feels comfortable, he turns his back away from him and stills.

 

Knowing how stubborn the taller can get despite usually having no care, he thought of an idea.

 

“There’s another couch in your room, can you at least.. sleep there?... so I won’t be… alone?” The use of his earlier -‘I am lonely’ cry- to his advantage.

 

This seems to have done the trick as Chanyeol stood and without so much as a glare, walked straight passed him to the bedroom and settled on the couch. All of these to Baekhyun’s pleasure especially the glare that was directed to him for the first time. Amusing.

 

 

 

With Chanyeol’s back on him, he stood by the edge of the king sized bed. For the nth time since his friendship with Team E.B. began, all of these were a first time. Never in his life did he sleep in this large of a bed with what seems like a fluffy as clouds mattress and feather light pillows all dressed in plain white, save for the dark gray thick duvet.

 

So he was lost… to say the least. Lost on what to do and felt like the epitome of idiocy because all he really had to do was lie down period. And so he did, ever so slowly like he was crawling to hide. Seriously.. Idiot.

 

As he lied down, he felt like literally melting… because holy this is one soft mattress and oh my god fluffy pillows and thick comfy comfy duvet. He smiled at the comfortable feeling and the security he felt surrounded by warmth as well as Chanyeol’s assuring presence. Admiring once again the sight before him—a seeming continuation of the long stretch of windows from the living room, the couch where Chanyeol lay in the middle and half his body illuminated by the moonlight.

 

But the smile was immediately wiped off as the sight reminded him of his status. Soon, his mind was again filled with thoughts—Chanyeol is rich, he is poor. But he loves him.. and he’s falling deep. Does Chanyeol feel the same? If or when he finds out…. what is going to happen?

 

His straight face deep in thought turned into a frown momentarily distracted at Chanyeol having no blanket.

 

Having no clue of where the other blankets are kept and not wanting to snoop around, he took the duvet that he was once hogging and dragged it to the couch, didn’t think it would actually be heavy. He was used to sleeping in the cold with barely anything covering him anyway, so this wouldn’t be any different.

 

After draping the duvet over Chanyeol with a little struggle here in there, he was about to walk away. But Chanyeol’s peaceful sleeping face caught his attention. Making sure that the taller is indeed asleep – waving his hands in front of him up and down, left and right. He kneeled down to watch him. How creepy of him, he thinks, but this might be his only chance.

 

Without meaning to, his fingers started to lightly trace Chanyeol’s features. He was very handsome indeed. The list of his ‘Ideal Man’ came flashing through his head and he smiled at the checks he remembered making.

 

Rich.

 

He remembers crossing it out reasoning that it’s not important. And it’s not, it shouldn’t be. But clearly in Chanyeol’s case… and since he’s since realized that Park Chanyeol was his ideal man, his now dream guy. It was no longer a question of ideals but a harsh truth of reality: he was rich in bold capital letters.

 

Money and wealth should not define a person; it does not in any way define the person. But in Baekhyun’s case.. it seems it does. He is after all surrounded by rich as people and now, unfortunate or not, associated with elites.

 

He caresses Chanyeol’s cheek lightly; thumb lightly tracing his bottom lip as his thoughts swirled around regretting the day they first invited him over with the group – None of these would have happened. He would not be in this painful confusing situation. He would still be living his life in lies that no one bothered to find out the truth and continued on his journey alone. If only he declined. But no, he’s here now and there’s no changing the past.

 

Before going back to bed, he leans in to place a light kiss on Chanyeol’s forehead, muttering a silent apology. I’m sorry.

 

 

 

Amid the whole time of Baekhyun’s silent watch, Chanyeol was actually fully awake. He could not sleep and it was not because the couch was uncomfortable no, not even (it was actually very comfortable). It was Baekhyun’s presence in his room, in his penth

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exocholic
[Ubuntu] Hello! Just to let everyone know, a little update on the last chapter, it's already on the works! It looks like it's going to be a very long chapter though. So I may have to see if I'll update with what I currently have or just the whole last chapter in one go. But finally getting there! 😭

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MyLipsOnEXOs
#1
This fic is definitely the perfect one for winter. If anyone scrolls the comments they’ll see how often I reread this! At this point I would buy a physical copy of it.
Maya1990
#2
Chapter 95: When I saw in the title that it's in permanent huatus I went to the last ch to see where did it stopped and I swear to god I cried .... the pain I felt was REAL, the last 1000 words broke my heart 💔 now I want to read the whole thing knowing very well it will get me depressed
JuliaByun #3
Chapter 95: August 2023 and I still long for this story 🥹 I keep coming back because it demands my attention. I hope you’re doing great and well authornim ❤️❤️
walkinginmoonlight #4
Chapter 95: Ahh sometimes I get reminded of this fic and just how like, lovely it is? It's been years since I've last reread it, but I still remember it fondly, gosh the times when it had just started I still clearly remember. I was just reminded of aff being a thing today and had to try and remember my login.. I cannot remember if I commented on this chapter already but! Even if it's not the complete end, it's half of the end, so we've come pretty far since the beginning 😊 I know updates went from quick to rather slow, but seeing it's been awhile I got a bit worried so checked your twitter, and it's nice to see you're still doing well! Or, seemingly doing well. That you're still around and still enjoying our EXOs~❤️ so I hope you are doing well! And thank you for the very memorable fic 😊
MyLipsOnEXOs
#5
I've lost count of which rereading this is but this shall definitely always be my comfort fic. Whether it's the writing style or the details or the flow or the characters or maybe all of that together, there's just something that has me always coming back.

I read this for the first time in 2018, 5 years later it still holds a special place in my heart. I usually avoid starting new fics that haven't been updated recently, but just like my very first comment on this fic "It's on permanent hiatus but the foreword has me entranced so I will read it", the story is truly entrancing and gosh I'm grateful I read it!
Exofanland #6
Chapter 95: had to reread the last few chap bc its been so long and yes i am still crying my eyes out.
dreaming777
#7
Chapter 95: Hi there, I've left my aff account for so long an happy to see this update!!!! And truthfully I didn't expect I would still bawled my eyes out 😭
uwuness
#8
i keep coming back here just to check if authornim's have an update but no rush authornim, i can still wait :)))))) i'll reread this again because i'm missing this so much~

take care always~
uwuness
#9
i miss this so much 😭
hearteututu #10
Chapter 95: I’m back after many years and this made me cry so much. I really love this story and can still remember every scene vividly. Tysm for this wonderful and heartfelt chapter 💕