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I am because we are (Ubuntu) [Permanent Hiatus]
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The night was cold and freezing as it was late in the evening, the streets almost empty. His legs ached, his head ached, his arms ached, and he was exhausted.

 

Along the usual buzzing café of Mondays, Baekhyun had to rush to places back and forth as well as carry back home a large canvas half his height and other several things. Today was just a busy day.

 

On one of his art classes, they were tasked to work on a painting that applied the different principles of design, which led to Baekhyun and his entire class having to carry a huge canvas all around school. It got him feeling frustrated, don’t get him wrong though he loved what they were doing and it got Baekhyun feeling all excited for working on a canvas.. but, that did not mean he liked carrying it around.

 

The other students were privileged enough to have their drivers or tagging along maids to carry their things for them, or students who were still privileged enough to carry it at least half the campus to their respective art rooms. Unfortunately for Baekhyun, he wasn’t one of them.

 

He had to drag it with lots of effort from campus all the way to his apartment because he had no means of transportation, no money for it as well. And that explains why he left the school late into the night and has been walking for the past fifteen minutes; this is to avoid questioning stares from fellow students because he had no ride of his own and why he did not even consider taking a taxi like the others.

 

 

A distance away the university gates were three familiar cars parked in front of one of the restaurants across the road he was currently walking on. A rush of cold blood went through his body and he froze. It was Minho, Jongdae and Chanyeol’s car.

 

From the window of the restaurant, Baekhyun spotted the group, and it seems that they were all done as they all stood up consecutively to leave their table. To which added to Baekhyun’s already risen panic.

 

In his frozen state of mind, he barely snapped out of it and nearly dropped the canvas he already barely held on to. It was the sound of Minho's car beeping alerting him of the smart key’s functions that snapped him back to extreme panic and alert level.

 

With a hell lot of struggle, he rushed his way behind the nearest object he can hide behind with—which was unfortunately a large dirty old green dumpster with a used diaper sticking out just above his head where he’s crouched at.

 

Ignoring the foul smell and surroundings, he took a cautious peek from behind to see if they were still there or the coast was clear—obviously they were still there since he hadn’t heard the cars start their engines yet. The sounds of Jongdae’s obnoxious laughter, Jongin’s shrill shouts due to Jongdae’s pissing him off, Tao’s over enthusiastic squeal goodbyes, and Junmyeon’s motherly voice reminding them to get home safely filled the otherwise peaceful air.

 

As Baekhyun watched them from behind, trying to be hidden as possible; he felt a sense of loneliness. They were all happy and the mood seemed celebratory but he wasn’t there to bask on the same happy air as them. The thought sent a pang of pain to his chest.

 

 

His once panicked demeanor now turned into a slouch of defeat as he continued to watch, feelings of envy at the scene unfolding in front of him. But before he felt tears of pain come out of his eyes, he heard his name being mentioned.

 

“Wish Baekhyun was here, it feels incomplete without him.” Tao says with a sigh. Junmyeon pats his shoulder comfortingly and nods his head in agreement.

 

“We should have invited him I swear.. I just got an A+ for my midterm’s debate and Minho hyung was even praised in front of the audience!!! I want to see his puppy smiling face.” Jongdae says.

 

“As much as I agree with you guys, you also have to remember that openly inviting him out would cause unnecessary attention on his part. We don’t want him troubling himself due to our carelessness.” Minho states.

 

“Minho's right. The last time we openly invited a friend caused him a ton of our fans openly opposing of his addition to the ‘team’. We don’t want that happening to Baekhyun now do we?” Junmyeon laughs lightly but a protective tone evident on his voice.

 

“Isn’t it amusing though? Over two years into university we’ve spent it only with the six of us, but then Baekhyun comes into the picture and it’s barely a year and his absence is already affecting us.” Jongin says with a fond smile while the rest agrees fondly.

 

Standing beside Junmyeon, Minho eyes Chanyeol who was leaning back against his car, a faraway look on his face.

 

 

Streaks of tears streamed down Baekhyun’s face as he overheard the conversation—a rush of warmth, joy, happiness but also mixe

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exocholic
[Ubuntu] Hello! Just to let everyone know, a little update on the last chapter, it's already on the works! It looks like it's going to be a very long chapter though. So I may have to see if I'll update with what I currently have or just the whole last chapter in one go. But finally getting there! 😭

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MyLipsOnEXOs
#1
This fic is definitely the perfect one for winter. If anyone scrolls the comments they’ll see how often I reread this! At this point I would buy a physical copy of it.
Maya1990
#2
Chapter 95: When I saw in the title that it's in permanent huatus I went to the last ch to see where did it stopped and I swear to god I cried .... the pain I felt was REAL, the last 1000 words broke my heart 💔 now I want to read the whole thing knowing very well it will get me depressed
JuliaByun #3
Chapter 95: August 2023 and I still long for this story 🥹 I keep coming back because it demands my attention. I hope you’re doing great and well authornim ❤️❤️
walkinginmoonlight #4
Chapter 95: Ahh sometimes I get reminded of this fic and just how like, lovely it is? It's been years since I've last reread it, but I still remember it fondly, gosh the times when it had just started I still clearly remember. I was just reminded of aff being a thing today and had to try and remember my login.. I cannot remember if I commented on this chapter already but! Even if it's not the complete end, it's half of the end, so we've come pretty far since the beginning 😊 I know updates went from quick to rather slow, but seeing it's been awhile I got a bit worried so checked your twitter, and it's nice to see you're still doing well! Or, seemingly doing well. That you're still around and still enjoying our EXOs~❤️ so I hope you are doing well! And thank you for the very memorable fic 😊
MyLipsOnEXOs
#5
I've lost count of which rereading this is but this shall definitely always be my comfort fic. Whether it's the writing style or the details or the flow or the characters or maybe all of that together, there's just something that has me always coming back.

I read this for the first time in 2018, 5 years later it still holds a special place in my heart. I usually avoid starting new fics that haven't been updated recently, but just like my very first comment on this fic "It's on permanent hiatus but the foreword has me entranced so I will read it", the story is truly entrancing and gosh I'm grateful I read it!
Exofanland #6
Chapter 95: had to reread the last few chap bc its been so long and yes i am still crying my eyes out.
dreaming777
#7
Chapter 95: Hi there, I've left my aff account for so long an happy to see this update!!!! And truthfully I didn't expect I would still bawled my eyes out 😭
uwuness
#8
i keep coming back here just to check if authornim's have an update but no rush authornim, i can still wait :)))))) i'll reread this again because i'm missing this so much~

take care always~
uwuness
#9
i miss this so much 😭
hearteututu #10
Chapter 95: I’m back after many years and this made me cry so much. I really love this story and can still remember every scene vividly. Tysm for this wonderful and heartfelt chapter 💕