Backfire

Kai's POV~

I don't know if I should be angry or just shocked!

I've done everything in my power too get Taeyeon, no, Freakin TAEMIN to notice me?!?!

I made songs, poems, and profolios for Taeyeon, no, Freakin TAEMIN?!?!

I daydreamed and drolled over Taeyeon, no, Freakin, TAEMIN?!?!

I did all this nonsense for Taeyeon and got my heartbroken many times for me to hear that TAEMIN was TAEYEON?!

All my trusted friends were lying to me and told me directly that i had a good eye.

But it was good eye for LEE ING TAEMIN!

I know how i should feel... Mad, filled with hatred, from TAEYEONMIN, Krystal, and EXO!
i feel betrayed...

I tell EXO and Krystal one small detail and they automatically think that i would fall for a guy who is selfish, a liar, and most likely a FAKE!

They think that they can control my love but they can't!

I'm tired of being used and being told I'd look good with this girl or this guy I'M TIRED OF IT ALL!

It took so many years to finally open up my heart and now I have to fill in that hole with sweet nothings.

i will never feel the same like i did ever after knowing a good TRUSTED friend of mine turned out to be a fake with a mask!

I told TAEYEONMIN everything about my life but it seems like HE, no, THEY threw everything away in the trash.

I HATE EVERYONE!

I don't want to feel this way,

I must be crazy,

Crazy to get out of this hell hole you call a gate to heaven!

I wasted my time everyday for this person and it turned to be a freakin guy, on top of that it was my most trusted friend of mine too!

I don't want to go to school

I don't want to see that face...

The face of laughter...

The face of a fake...

Taemin's POV~

I'm pretty sure he's closing his heart with hatred right now

All because of me...

He did everything in his power to get Taeyeon to notice him.

But it all turned out to be a...

Nightmare dressed as a Daydream...

Turns out I was the daydream that was the nightmare...

I was one of the very few who was his most trusted friend...

He told me that many times..

But now it seems like i threw that away to be a faker.

I didn't want to be a faker at all but it was for a stupid project...

* Flashback *

" Alright SM! we will have a secret project to see how this will work..." - Key

" We will be doing a Cross dressing project to see how it will feel to be like a girl and boy.." - Onew

" Now, i know this may be a little stupid but when we made a survey online for the school we got 60% of the votes for this.." - Minho

" This will be a SM social experiment project to see how it feels to be treated like a girl and boy." - Jonghyun

" This will be an SM-only experiment including the Rookies except for EXO since they are not yet to be rookies yet since they just joined the school." - Taemin

"Based on what we've collected so far, me, and sulli will be placed as the actors in this experiment." - Taemin

"Ohhh.. YEAH!" - Sulli

" We will include this with our national project for the school at the end of the year when we gather information from the both of them of how boys think and how girls think and this will be a compare/contrast project for girls and boys and how both develop." - Key

"This may sound dumb but it will be a huge impact on our grades and GPA scores." - Onew

" Let the cross- dressing begin!" - Minho

* F(x) grabs Sulli and dresses her *

* SHINee grabs Taemin and dresses him *

" Taemin come out!" - SHINee

"ohhhh... nice figure ^^" - F(x)

"Learned from the best!"- Key

"Haha! Sulli come out!" - F(x)

" * gasp * she's so pretty! >o<" - SHINee

" learned from the best!- Krystal

"Haha! AS IF!" - Sulli

" *gasp* Sulli? are you in there? That mouth surely isn't... 0__0" - Krystal

"hahaha!" - SHINee and F(x)

* End of Flashback*

This project is important for all of us in SM! This could bring us in a higher level in debates and other classes because of our arguements and conclusions. And also the fact that we were willing to change our appearance for opinions of the opposite .

I need to apologize...

But i have a strong feeling that...

It will most likely 9 out of 10...

Turn into a madness parade...

Author's Note:

Behold the drama! hehe!

I'm was done being an exchangie and now im in Georgia. :'( but i need New Orleans back in my life! Let's get through this together.

So many gifs came my way and the gifs were just telling me...

How could i not say yes?! they make it better for me to express myself!

But let's just note and appreciate on a fact that I have about a trillion feels everyday as I see my opts!

Anyways, I hoped you liked it! I've been checking up on this story but not many people subscribe but i'm fine with even one person subscribing! BUT! JACKBAM is coming on roommate for my eyes to see! Idek right now! But i know BamBam came to tell Youngji to leave Jackson alone. ( Even though i do like Jackji, it's brother/sister to me)