“Wh-what are you doing?” 

“I don’t know.”

“Kyu-umff, what…we should,” he breathed against my neck as I lift him in my arms pinning him against the wall that separates him from his wife.

“One last time,” I kept on telling myself rather than telling him. My words were muffled and my thoughts are hazy but the man before me was so beautiful I don’t even know if I could stop myself from violating those sweet plump lips, holding him like this, feeling his warmth like he’s the source of my life and looking at him like I’ve always looked at him, with so much love.

“I don’t know,” I pressed my lips against his. He tried to push me away but I resisted. I hugged him tighter, hold him longer and caressed him sultrier. “Just, one last time. Please.”

I don’t know what had come up to me but when I thought I felt my tears across my cheeks, I looked at him and he was the one crying and not me. He was kissing me back. I didn’t know what the tears are for but I kissed him more deeply, more passionately and more lovingly. “Bet she couldn’t kiss you like I do,” I tried to joke and he just nibbled on my lips as I pushed my tongue inside the cavern I’ll remember forever. The taste that I’ll savour until the day I die. My love.

We heard a knock and this time he pushed me forcefully. I was taken back but shrugged off. He fixed his tuxedo and wiped the tears before looking at me with a wide grin.

“I will always love you,” he said and I just looked at his retrieving figure.

"Are you okay?" I heard Leeteuk asked me and I nodded but...

I didn’t realize that my cheeks are being stained by my own tears this time.