Appreciated

EMPTINESS [MOVING TO OTHER ACCOUNT]
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"Sangchu is dying, Jiyeon." He repeated, calmer than the former. I opened my mouth to say something but only air came out. 

"Li-liar. You just badly don't wa-want me to ad-adopt h-him." I whispered while stuttering my own words, trying not to believe him even though his brown orbs says it all.

"Do I look like I'm lying to you right now, Jiyeon-ah?" He glued his eyes on mine, showing me that his words were not lies at all. I slowly shook my head, showing that I believe him before I faced the ground, rendering myself speechless.

I wanted to ask him 'how come?', 'since when did he knew?', 'is he that sick?', and a lot more questions going inside my head but how am I able to if I'm trying not to choke out words. 

"Sangchu's dying because of aging. He's too old to live and he was only left with less than two weeks. The hospital called for a veterinarian the same time when Mr. Wu was confined. Sangchu was supposed to be in the hands of those veterans back then, till now but the dog chose to disagree and remained on staying at this hospital without drinking or eating anything. In the end, I decided to adopt him, when no one wanted do. Who would even want to adopt a dying dog? I was always here at this hospital 24/7 anyways and Sangchu's owner was my patient so I have to do this in exchange for not being able to heal him and his owner. This is the best thing I could do for them." I faced up to meet his sad eyes that were starting to fill up with tears as he told me the story. 

"This is so cruel." I muttered then faced the ceiling and blinked repeatedly, not wanting to let a tear drop.

"I know. This is why you can't adopt him. Your sister just left you a day ago and you taking Sangchu will just hurt your wound more than it already is." He stated before reaching his hand to cup my cheek and caught a tear that managed to escape through my eye.

"See? You're already hurting." I glared at his words that pierced my heart.

"I hate you." I uttered as I hugged him tightly. I felt the vibration from his chest when he laughed at my ironic statement. I looked up to glare at him but he gave me a warm smile before returning the hug.

"You should have warned me about Sangchu." I told him, still snuggled on his arms.

"I did but you were too stubborn to obey." I pouted at his words and slightly hit his back to only have him embrace me tighter.

I felt warm and fuzzy from the hug we shared but before we had the chance to completely let go, a fake cough coming from the lady nurse earlier interrupted us and completely made both Sehun and I embarrassed.

"I'm sorry for interrupting but Dr. Kim would like to have a word with you, Dr. Oh." The nurse professionally stated but her smirk was still visible on her face. I have to take a mental note to better be careful around this nurse.

"I- I'll go see Sangchu." I stated when I pushed Sehun away and hurriedly went out of Sehun's office. I covered my palms on my face, trying to hide the warm blush emitting.

"Ughhhh. Now, she'll think I like that doctor. Ughhhh." Slumping my body on the stair railings, I ruffled my hair on different sides. I even knocked my head repeatedly for abruptly hugging him not until I saw judging stares and glances from few patients and hospital residents. Innocently standing straight, I set my hair the way it was before then made my way towards the hospital garden.

The moment Sangchu's face welcomed me, I can't help myself to feel melancholic. Sehun's words kept on appearing in my mind.

"He's dying Jiyeon."

"Sangchu is dying, Jiyeon"

"How could this big white fluffy lettuce be dying in less than two weeks?" I muttered to myself before showing a wide smile towards the dog. 

As the dog noticed my presence, he ran and spun around me with his mouth gaped widely. Giggling at the dog's cute and innocent action, I squatted to reach his height and ruffled his fur.

"You bad dog. Not telling me that you only have few weeks left." Whining at the dog as I palmed both of my hands at his dog head and continued. "We're you even planning on not telling me at all and just disappear?" I scoffed at my remark, hating the idea itself. And the dog being the dog himself didn't reply anything, of course, instead, my face was drenched with the dog's saliva from me several times.

"Ewww. Disgusting Sangchu." I threw him a face of disgust before wiping my face with the back of my hand, only to be at the same place once again.

"Sangchu ahhh, stop it!" Trying to push his face away from mine. "Have they even given you a bath?"

I got up from my place, to avoid Sangchu from me again. I sat on an empty bench, fished a hanky in my bag and immediately wiped my face throughly. Sangchu who followed me leaped to take a seat beside me, shocking me with his smart action.

"Such a smart dog." I commented before asking the dog. "Was it Kris oppa who taught you that?" The dog softly barked, taking his bark as a yes and I genuinely smiled at him.

"I miss them... Yoona eonnie and Kris oppa." I started as I leaned my back at the bench rest, fumbling my fingers on Sangchu's fluffy fur. 

"I'm guessing you've met Yoona eonnie from Kris oppa, right?" Giving a glance at the dog that rested his head on my lap, I answered my own question. "I'm taking that as yes."

Heaving out a deep sigh, I raised my head and watched the clouds slowly moving. It was obvious that the dog still longs for his masters presence and affection, noticing the slight grim evident in his eyes. 

"We're both missing their presence ever since they left us. Don't worry Sangchu-ah, I'll be here beside you." I proudly stated before sneering at my own words in few seconds later. Who am I kidding? This dog will also be one of them in less than two weeks. Pushing my negative thoughts aside, I assured Sangchu. "I'll be here for you till your last breath. I'll make you happy in your last days." Feeling myself getting teary-eyes, I shut my eyes for a while and pecked the dog's head.

Leaning away, I scrunched by brows together then wiped my lips.

"Yah, when was the last time they gave you a bath?" I asked the dog and the latter raised his head from my lap to the side of my face, making me push his wide-open mouth away from me. "Yah Sangchu!"

"You just me whenever you're guilty at something." I stated as I watched him sticking his tongue at the side and breathe heavily, making me shook in disgust at his foul breath.

"Stay here and don't me suddenly again." I returned to rest his head on my lap, now lic

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I will be posting chapter 9 tomorrow~ I don't have my laptop with me right now nor my other files so please do still look forward to it!

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denasari
#1
This story is indeed beautiful and of course sad too but really worth it to read. Nice work authornim ^^ really love your ff~
mumumomo #2
Chapter 11: smooth ending..i really like it! i wish you can write story like this in the future. :)
inanova #3
Chapter 11: Good story...i hope author can write like this again and main cast jiyeon x sehun...hehehe
kakito94
#4
Chapter 11: I'm really crying when sangchu die...but i'm happy that jiyeon sehun still continue to hang out together..i really love this story author-nim n tq for nice story..good ending too..:-)
Bleak_night #5
Chapter 11: You made the ending for readers to think... Ahh it was so cute at the end when they go out for hanging... Poor dog... I love this fanfic... So much that i cried at the ending, keep writing amazing stories :)
Bleak_night #6
Chapter 10: What.... The two weeks didn't end so poor dog can't die now... Omg this is sad.... Poor her... I can sense last chapter will be full of sadness.... Oh no authornim... I really like this fic... Its so cute yet... Sad...
kakito94
#7
Chapter 10: Noooo,sangchu die!!!!they happy at the first and sad in the last...i'm really sad right now...what will happen in the next chapter??last chapter???i really hope the happy ending for this story...update soon author-nim.
inanova #8
Chapter 8: Sehun and getting closer..so sweet about their relation ship, understanding and caring each other
inanova #9
Chapter 7: I don't what to say...be strong jiyeon
inanova #10
Chapter 6: Ohhhh this chapter makes me cry...