*12 October 2014*   It has already been several days, almost 2 weeks, that she has been ‘forced out’ of the group, she went hiding right after everything that happened, she got a lot of hate from tvfrKnetizen she knows that, maybe it wasn’t a smart move to make her own statement like that, but could anyone really blame her? She was sad, devastated and felled betrayed by her 8 sisters, sister that had meant the world to her. Yes she read all those hateful comments even though she knows that it would hurt her even more, hence that she has sort of ‘disappeared’ for awhile, even her own sister doesn’t know where she is right now, because she thought it will be for the best to keep her dear sister out of her own mess, she had even disconnected her phone so that no one could reach to her.   she let out a sigh as she sits near the window with her legs against her body, her arms hugging her legs and her chin on her knee, looking outside the hotel room. A tear escapes her eyes even though she had already cried for days. She looks at the photo in her hands with all nine girls in the picture as a tear fell down “I’m sorry~” she whispered, even though no one is there to listen to her cry. “I s-screwed up, d-didn’t I~”  she bitterly smiled, letting out a sigh of frustration, frustration of herself and the situation she is in right now. “But I guess, I’m not needed, you guys are strong enough without me~” she bitterly smiled again, watching a fan cam of the meeting in Shanghai. She had finally decided to turn her phone back on, the device beeping immediately when it was .   [Jess… I know that you want to be alone right now, just please be okay and know that I got your back, I won’t go anywhere, whatever those people say!] – Tyler Kwon   [Unni, where are you?] – Baby Jung   [Please answer me Unni!] – Baby Jung   [Unni, I’m getting worried, no one knows where you are] – Baby Jung   [Sica ah… where are you? Soojungie is worried sick, I’m worried sick!] – Minyoung Unni   [Unni… how are you holding up? We are getting worried] – Go Hara   [Unni, you must already have a lot of messages, but I’m worried, please let someone know you’re okay!] – Kang Minkyung   [Kiddo where are you, hmmm? Please let Unni know!] – Kim Jung Ah   She smiled lightly at the messages she got from her friends and her sister, she is glad she at least still has them, she wouldn’t know what to do without them, but then a message caught her attention as she didn’t know the number.   [Sica ah… I’ve met Soojung and I had asked for your number, don’t be mad at her, okay? I just want to know how you are doing, you have to contact your sister, she is freaking out by now and all those hateful comments about you doesn’t help her at all! She reads them you know? I had talked with her for a few minutes and she literally cried for you, are you eating well? That’s what she is asking me as well… even though she knows that I wouldn’t know! Please contact me if you want to talk, my phone number is xx-xxxxxxxx]   She re-read the message over and over again, not knowing the number but knowing she does need an outsider to just talk to she decided to call the number, biting her lip in anticipating of who it would be.   [Hello?]   […]   [Sica ah?]   That’s when Jessica remembers the voice as she put her hand over , muffling her cry.   [U-Unni…]   [Are you crying? Where are you now? You want me to come? No scratch that, tell me where you are and I’ll come right away!]   [D-Don’t worry about me U-Unni!]   [Don’t you tell me not to worry, how can I not worry? A lot of people are worrying about you now, you know! They didn’t hear about you for almost 2 weeks not even the paparazzi knows where you are!]   [I am… staying inside!]   [For two weeks? Tell me where you are… right now!]   [at xxxx hotel room 229]   [Stay inside, I’ll be there soon!]   The both of them hung up the phone with Jessica still crying, she just can’t believe that the older girl would care about her so much even after what had happened. That she would be the one to come to her personally just to talk or probably to check how she has been doing, which would be bad results as she hasn’t eaten for a few days already and she lost a lot of weight and the only thing she would drink, would be water, just plain water.   The woman on the other line told her the truth though, she came fast as she heard someone knocking on her door after just 15 minutes has passed by, she stood up carefully, knowing that she hast lost a lot of energy already and waltz up to the door, opening it slowly looking at the older woman with tears in her eyes. The woman was fast as she took a step closer, closing the door and pulling the girl in to her arms. “Cry it out, cry it all out I’m here for you and I won’t leave.” that’s what the girl did, crying her eyes out with the tears she didn’t know she still has. “Come let’s bring you back to your bed~” she said softly, bringing the girl slowly to her bed.   “I-I don’t know what t-to do anymore… I h-had let them d-down~” the older woman just shook her head “Don’t talk like that, you girls just had some misunderstanding with each other, they still love you… I know they do!” Jessica shook her head “No, not a-anymore … I-I had seen their performance at Shenzhen fan meeting… they s-seem happy together, w-without me… I’m not n-needed… e-everyone hates m-me!” the older woman bites her lip hearing those painful words coming out of “Don’t say that… there are enough people that are still your fans and will st