My heart is racing, My hands are sweating, my brain has frozen. I sat there waiting for the doctor to come out and tell me good news... She's been there for over 5 hours now. I'm scared and excited. I'm finally gonna be a father, i'm gonna treat my child never the way my parents treated me, trash. My child will be my prince/princess, i'll pamper her/him so much hehe...

Finally the doctor came out...

" Congratulation sir, it's a healthy baby girl." the doctor smiled.

OH . MY . GOD. I'M. GONNA. BE . A . DAD!!!!

"Hehe buddy i told you it's gonna be fine." Yuri patted my back.

"hehe..." i let out a awkward laugh. For some reason i felt somethings wrong...

"where is Soojung?" i asked the doctor.

"..." he didn't reply...

"haha funny where is she? I need to tell me wife i'm gonna be a Father!!!" i smiled...

"..." 

"NO SERIOUS DOC DON'T WITH ME THIS MOMENT!" i screamed and grabbed his color.

My heart is racing more now, my hands are even more sweaty.

"sir... you do know Mrs Liu suffered from Anemia... And due to the birth giving procedure your wife lost

countless amount of blood and due to her anemia problem it slowed her heart beat... t-then i-it stopped after g-

giving birth... We tried everything to save her sir, i'm s-sorry"

Tears started to blur my vision and anger started to rose up my head. I grabbed the doctors color and punched

him in the face hard.

"YOU ! SAVE HER! SAVE HER!" I screamed while yuri tried to hold me down.

"AMBER! CALM DOWN." Yuri shouted.

No. SHES ALIVE! we had a future. she said she wanted to go to france... and make another baby and have a

happy family with one boy one girl... Soojung, you promised me...

"I'm sorry..." 

"YOU'RE SORRY?!?! SAVE HER! SHES ALIVE DOCTOR.. Save her..."

I don't want to believe it.

I don't have a life without her. 

But it's true.

I lost my world.

My Life.

My reason to live everyday.

My love of my life.

My future.

Her future.

Our 

Future.

I'm so lost right now.