Desire

Tears

Have you ever fall in love with your bestfriend?

Then how do you confess to him/her?

Are you willing to take the risk?

And if they didn't feel the same way as you, what then?

Are you both still bestfriend?

 

It's early in the morning. Chorong, Eunji, Naeun and Namjoo attended their acting class. The four of them were standing in the middle of the class. Their teacher instructed them to make a scenario of a couple for practice. Eunji was paired with Namjoo and Chorong with Naeun.

Both team grouped up and began to write their stories. Eunji wanted a tale of a married couple having a fight as their concept while Chorong chose to be in a couple who's in their 1 year anniversary. Their partners agreed with them and started to plan the scene.

Eunji and Namjoo couple began their scene and started off being hilarious. They both fought as if it was the end of the world. Harsh voices were being threw and anger curses were spurted out like hot lava escape from a volcano. Eventually the instructor put a stop on their dramatic stage because it was too much for her to handle. Nevertheless they were being praised by their short performance.

Chorong and Naeun couple was next. They both came off really nervous and Naeun had to ask for a second chance because she was distracted. Chorong stood there waiting for Naeun to calm down her beating heart. Naeun inhaled and exhaled to get rid of her nervous breakdown. She looked straight and her gazes changed. They both were getting serious.

Chorong was the male partner in this story. She started the scene by running to Naeun. She backhugged her immediately.

"Hey you, I miss you," she whispered in her ears.

Naeun's heart started to beat faster again. She thought it was caused by her nervous system but deep down she knew that wasn't the case.

"You're late. Do you know how long I've waited for you," her cute voice came off pretty decent.

Chorong loved her voice. The minute she heard it she couldn't help but smile.

"I'm sorry baby. I was late because of this."

Chorong was still backhugging her. She put her face as close as possible to Naeun's and she looked at her straightly from behind. Naeun's side profile was so beautiful. She wondered how this girl is going to look after a few years and mature. A goddess fell from heaven for sure. Chorong could smell her sweet flower cologne and it awakened her inner functions.

Oh God please, can I have her..

Naeun looked at what Chorong took out of her pocket. It was a ring she always wore on her left hand.

"Happy one year anniversary sweetheart, I love you," Chorong made sure it sounded as sincere as possible. She didn't even need to act, she meant every words.

Naeun was a bit startled by the later lines. They didn't plan for that line to be included. Naeun was confounded. Did I misread our dialogue?

In spite of that, Naeun continued her play. She was happily beamed at the sight of the ring. She took it and turned around to face Chorong. They both were looking at each other eyes then. Chorong looked at her intensely and said, "Even if the whole world is turning on you, I won't. I will forever be by your side."

"Promise?" Naeun asked her. "Yes I promise."

They both continued to hug each other and it was a sincerely sweet scene that turn the instructor face into an awe substance.

"Perfect!" she clapped her hands.

"Now let's proceed to the next lesson."

A sign that they should stop their romantic scene acts and dealt with real life.

Chorong sighed, she loved being able to smell her.

Naeun turned annoy, she enjoyed her touch.

 


 

A black Mercedes was parked near Seoul Water Park. The windows were tainted dark pitch-black and it was impossible to seek the person within. The car was locked and there were two people resided in it. The guy kissed the girl on the lips so passionately that they resorted into . He touched, kissed and her in a stimulating manner that precedes an aroused response on both side. He planted another kissed on her neck and down to her shoulder.

She suddenly stopped reacting.

"Taemin stop," she demanded.

Taemin wasn't going to stop at all. In fact he kissed her even more and fondled her upper body. "Why Naeun-ah, let's stay like this for awhile," he told her in a soft whispery voice and a breathing.

He loved her. He wanted her. He always wanted her. Everyone knew Naeun is a defined mortal. That did not only applicable to her ethereal beauty but also her alluring physical. Not to mention her real-life personalities that spoke nobility and dignity. Naeun was ultimately everybody's dream girl. And she was his only.

Taemin continued to kiss her. He kissed her so much that she tried to give in. But she was no longer yearned his kisses. She was distracted by something else.

"Please I said stop!" Naeun was furious and Taemin was shocked.

"What's wrong? Do you not like it?" Taemin's face soften and he looked at her worriedly.

"No. I just don't feel well," she explained.

"Are you sick? Where?" he panicked and put his palm onto her head checking her temperature.

"I'm not sick," she answered.

"Please just drive me home," Naeun begged him.

Taemin looked at her confused. He wondered if his acts just now was the reason for Naeun's sudden changed mannerism. Naeun looked away.

"Ok, if that is what you wish," he surrendered.

Naeun didn't say a word and let Taemin drove. She couldn't even look at him because of her guilt. She was guilty by thinking of someone else when he kissed her. She didn't mean it to be like that but the moment he kissed her on the shoulder she recalled Chorong's warm lips on her skin. Chorong's kisses were sensational and yet different from Taemin's in so many level. Taemin kissed her way too rashly as if their time together was limited and he tending to act in hastily. While Chorong's kisses were subtle and loving. She longed for that kind of kiss. It might not calculated much and it was as little as possible but the feeling was invigorating. She was addicted.

Taemin, I'm sorry.

That didn't change the fact she still loved him.

 


 

Chorong was watching television with Bomi and Hayoung. They were laughing and enjoying the show. It was their spare time and they used it to make up for the dramas and shows they've missed. Actually Chorong was sleepy and yet she forced herself up to wait for Naeun. It was late and Naeun hadn't come back. She was a bit worried and anxious. She wondered if Naeun was with Taemin. A tickle into her heart in a way it caused mild discomfort. She was jealous.

Suddenly the door opened and she checked it out. It was Naeun and she didn't look at all pleasant.

 I guess she's not on a date then.

"I'm home," she told them.

"Oh, have you eaten? Do you want to eat?" Chorong casually asked her.

"No thanks. I ate my dinner already," she answered her.

Naeun passed them and entered her room. Chorong could only glanced at her and sighed.

Ever since that weird night, Chorong was awkward around her. Naeun claimed she didn't remember anything that night. She didn't remember how she asked her some questions. She didn't remember Chorong's kiss. She didn't even remember how she got home that night. Chorong was relieved and yet a bit disappointed. That means she still wasn't aware of her feelings. She was backed again to square one. That she was nothing but just a best friend to her.

Chorong excused herself to the room. She was sleepy. She lied down on her bed and tried to sleep.  As she closed her eyes, she slowly deactivated her nervous system. She appeared relaxed and her consciousness temporarily suspended.

She dreamed of Naeun. Naeun appeared in front of her and she leaned on closely. Naeun kissed her cheek and whispered something. Chorong couldn't hear it because it was vivid and her voice was so soft. She opened her eyes in a sudden, waking up. She was startled by a body physique placed beside her. It was Naeun and she was sleeping in her bed.

When did you get in? she thought.

"Naeun?" she called her and Naeun didn't respond.

Chorong was convinced she was sleeping. Chorong lied down and faced her. She moved her hand and caressed Naeun's face. She came into contact of some tears drying up on her face. She sighed.

 Were you crying again? What is it now?

Chorong couldn't help but drew her attention at something else, her kissable lips. She had kissed her once and it was a feeling she couldn't explain. No words could describe her utter happiness and short-lived fixation. Once again she was drawn by her appeal. She was inclined for another kiss.

She gave in and leaned closer to Naeun. She placed a tender kiss on her lips.

A kiss she thought Naeun wouldn't know. A kiss that felt so fulfilling.

She moved her lips and kissed her more. She moved gently avoiding any potential mishap. Even the sound of her kisses was lenient and kind. She was afraid of waking her yet she didn't want to stop. She missed her lips. She only kissed it once and she declared it was hers. Naeun's kisses belonged to her. She belonged to her.

At one point, she felt Naeun responded to her kiss and she stopped. She looked at her carefully and Naeun was sleeping soundly. She was sure there's a slight movement or maybe she thought wrong. Maybe she enjoyed the kiss too much as to imagine the unthinkable. She smiled and continued her gaze on her. She wanted this moment to last longer. She loved to be so close with her. She was obsessed.

I shouldn't kiss her back. What was I thinking.

Naeun was not sleeping. No, she was not. She was afraid Chorong would kick her out again if she didn't look like she was. She didn't expect to receive another kiss from Chorong. That was so unlike her. She was acting indifferent these past few weeks. She was trying to distance herself from her. Naeun really believed Chorong didn't mean her first kiss. Chorong's kiss was so amazingly addictive. She was smitten by her skills. She loved it very much. Her heart reached onto it and so her lips responded. It caused Chorong to stop. Naeun was bitter by the sudden halt. And when she thought she would miss her kisses, another smooth touch fell onto her dry lips.

Chorong wasn't finished. In fact she was still thirsty. And so was Naeun.

 

 

 


 

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SHINeeMe08
#1
Chapter 6: update this again plss...its so heartbreaking
Corn25
#2
Chapter 6: Update
joyrene123 #3
Chapter 6: Author nim please update soon please TOT
MayonnaiseMomo
#4
Update pleaseeeee this story is awesomeee
Applecutiepop123
#5
Chapter 6: Aaahhh update please hehehehe
LT3826 #6
Chapter 6: Author nim, please update. This story is daebak!!!
jenggie20 #7
Chapter 6: Author nim please update soon. please please please
APinkNarong #8
Chapter 6: Update please! This story is addictive, can't wait for the next chapter
rainbowfluff
#9
Chapter 6: gaaah my nacho/narong feelssss T.T so much heartbreaks. naeun just broke up with him for u and now u let her go without any knowledge of it. ughh naeun just tell rongie already....thanks so much for writing <3 please update soon!