Summary : We cry, we learned. We wait and we're happy again.

Getting out of her very own two door BMW Z4 car, Kwon Yuri slightly run her hand on her hair before removing her sunglasses; her eyes landing on one of the 3rd floor window in a condominium located at Gangnam, Seoul. A sighed escapes her lips, a lot of question running on her mind.

"Am I ready?" She couldn't help but mumble softly, wondering if she herself is more than ready to find out the truth about her past, wondering if, it will bring her to a much more complicated waves of emotions or not. Wondering if, everything will once again get back to her normal life. Another sighed escapes her lips before she finally decided to step inside the condominium; her destination. A certain room, with the number 314.

'Someday your sweetnes will kill me. Why did I even love you anyway?' Yuri saw her very own figure; a slightly younger one on the sofa, holding a bouquet of flowers and chocolates; next to her is a woman with auburn colored hair, eyes slightly teary while playfully slapping Yuri's arm. 'Do you regret it now?' Yuri saw her younger figure fake a gasp after asking that, earning once again another slapped on the arm by the woman. 'Duh, of course not.' Said the woman while glaring.

Yuri steps closer towards the sofa. "Who are you?" She asked to the woman's figure but in a second the figure disappears, and Yuri found herself standing just a step closer on the said sofa. "Who's she?" She asked obviously to herself, cupping her head as it suddenly ache.

Believing that what she saw was pure delusion; Yuri scans the whole place until she suddenly sense a familiarity on the open door of a certain room, unconciously. Yuri makes her way towards the room with a slight ajar door;  Her younger figure together with the woman was lying on the bed, 'Pft, I'm here. She can just hug me. Why hug that stupid pillow. Hmp!' Yuri wiggles her brow at her younger figure actions. The woman turns around and glares at the figure beside her. 'You saying something, Kwon?' Yuri's figure frowns. 'I'm not saying anything.' After that, the woman turns around once again not before mumbling. 'Kwon. Idiot.' As Yuri was about to steps closer once again; the two figures dissappeared.

'I'm sorry..' Yuri turned around as she heard a voice, her figure and the woman was there again; on the living room. To be exact, fastening her face. She stood there watching the scene. Her younger figure was on knees, crying. Hands on the woman who's obviously about to leave. 'Jessica please. Don't leave me.' Yuri places her hand on the part where her heart lies, it was aching; she knows that the scene unfolding in front of her may or may not be a pure delusion but she can feel it, the pain her younger figure was feeling. It felt like in any second she will burst into tears.

'Yuri please, let go of me. I can't be with you. Alright? When will you understand that!!" The woman was now shouting; Yuri's heart clenches once again. 'NO! I won't let go of you! I told you! I told you right? That I won't let go! That whatever happens I won't ever let you go. Because I love you so much, and I know you do too. So please.." Yuri's younger figure trembles and sobs. Crying her eyes out, 'P-Please, I'm b-begging you. D-Don't leave me. P-Please. I w-will be g-good. I will stay away from girls, I will only be on y-your side so please.--" It was such a scene you wouldn't want to witness; Yuri's younger figure was trying very hard to control her tears but it's obvious that it cannot be stopped; not in a situation like this, Yuri was now unconciously on her knees; tears on her eyes, hands on the part of her heart, head spinning in pain.

Then the scenerio changed; everything is black, she can see herself lying on the ground. She can hear different voices saying 'ambulance', 'call an ambulance'. She can see her whole life flashing back on her mind, but before she can fully shut her system to everything; the image of the auburn haired woman crosses her mind. It was inaudible but Yuri knows she said, 'I love you Jessica Jung, be happy.'

~

"JESSICA!" The name that escapes Yuri's mouth as soon as she woke up; she looks around the place only to see that she's on her room. The door burst open revealing a long haired woman with fringe; which Yuri immediately recognized as Tiffany, her best friend, "WHAT?! WHAT HAPPENED?!?!" Tiffany's voice makes Yuri to cover her ears. After a seconds of silence; the two blankly looked at each other, "Where's Jessica?" It was Yuri who broke the silence and was Tiffany who gasped. "Y-You remembered?!" She said in disbelief; eyes widening as she stares at the tan woman on the bed.

"And-- how did I end up here? I was at the condo yesterday." Tiffany looks away; she glance at the door, before closing it. She then walks towards the bed; sitting beside the confused tan woman. "Just tell me already, where is Jessica?" Tiffany didn't know how to speak; nor does she know how she manage to say the thing she doesn't want to say.

"..Yuri-- you can't meet Jessica again." Yuri tilted her head before chuckling softly, "What kind of joke is this Fany-ah? Of course I can meet her; she's my girl. And I only haven't seen her for months. We tried doing it-- maybe we already ha--" Yuri stopped as Tiffany shook her head, "You don't understand Yuri!" Tiffany unconciously raise her voice. "What is?! Yes. I don't understand! Cause you don't want to tell me!" The last rope of Yuri's patience snapped making Tiffany to slightly flinched. "It was a lie alright?!" Tiffany stood up; her gaze on Yuri's.

"You just woke up from coma a month ago; but truth is, you've been out for so long! 4 years to be exact! If your memories came back then you know it yourself! Jessica leave you! She leave you for her dreams, for some random guy we don't even know what kind of specie, and she is the reason why I've been feeling miserable all these years she took you away from me!! You told me we're best friend.. No one can break us apart but when she came it's all Jessica here and there!" Tiffany was now crying; Yuri was too dumbfounded to even process everything. "Y-You don't understand! It was me. I've been here a-all along; when she leave. -- After the accident-- it was still me, always me.. who's next to you, a-always me wh--" Tiffany stops; Yuri already enveloped her into a tight hug. "I'm sorry Fany-ah, I'm really sorry." Tiffany stops crying; tho she's still sobbing.

Yuri steps back; hands on Tiffany's shoulder, "I know I was wrong Fany-ah, love blinded us. It gives us feelings that we don't want to forget; a feeling we always want to feel, but love also hurt us, not because the one we like doesn't like us back, but because we misunderstand our own feelings, like for example this one." Yuri leans closer; another lean and their lips will collide, Tiffany hold her breath, but as she felt Yuri's breath on her, she steps back. She couldn't imagine herself kissing Yuri. Tiffany opens her eyes when she heard a chuckles. "See, that's what I mean. The moment I saw Jessica--" Started Yuri; gaze shifting to the window, where a peaceful sky can be seen. "I know I have a thing for her, I know she's the woman I want to cuddle with at night, the woman I am more than willing to kiss even with morning breath." Yuri laughs, amazement visible on Tiffany's eyes. How she wish, she also have that someone.

"Yuri. Jessica.." Tiffany couldn't lie, not when she can see how much Yuri love the woman; and even though she know it will hurt, she needs to tell the truth. "She's married."

~

"I remember the day you told me you were leaving,
I remember the make up running down your face,
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made,
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things,
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape"

"YURI!" Removing her earphone, Yuri stood up. Grabbed her luggage then walks towards her best friend, "I missed you! How's life in New York? Shesh! You were messaging me the first year but the second one, you're always busy.." Tiffany pouts; Yuri didn't purposely ignore her but the shorty beside her best friend caught her attention so she just stares. "Oright; Yuwree, this is TaeTae. My girlfriend." Yuri chuckles, she's pretty much sure that her best friend is happy for she only used "Yuwree" if she is. "Nice to meet you buddy. I'm Yuri." Yuri offers her hand, shaking it. The shorter one replies. "Like wise, I'm Taeyeon."

Yuri now Tiffany, "Right, I got busy on my job, but hey it's not even a whole year. I am only away for 1 year and 8 months you kn--" A sudden impact on her back makes Yuri to stop talking, turning around; she was greeted by a kid who's looking up to her-- obviously in the verge of crying.. Yuri turned to the couple but the two just shrugged; slightly bending her knee she looks at the kid closely, "What's your name, princess?" Yuri smiles gently, patting the kid's head as she do so. "Y-Yoona.." The kid sniffs. "B-But Umma call me Yoong." Yoona added; gently rubbing her eyes just so she can stop herself from crying. "So.. uhm.." Yuri scratches the back of her neck awkwardly, "Yoong, right?" Yoona nodded, "Are you lost, hmm?" The kid nodded once again; Yuri stood up and rest her hands on her waist; Turning to the couple, "Uhm.. guys how about it. You go on ahead with my luggage then I will meet you at Choi&Lee's restaurant? I will just help this kid find her parents." Tiffany who's totally not into kid wants to disapprove but looking at the kid who's about to cry, she couldn't bear to let the kid wander around in such busy place. "Alright." She answered before dragging Taeyeon away; Yuri's luggage with them.

Yoona holds onto Yuri's plaid shirt. Making Yuri to looked down; offering her hand to the kid Yuri smiles before saying. "Alright, let's go and look for your umma and appa." But Yoona didn't budge, she frowns while looking at the tan woman. Panicking, Yuri immediately carry the kid on her arms. "Did I say something wrong?" She asked; the kid shooks her head. "You sure? It's bad to lie you know." Yoona pouts. "I don't have an appa." She mumbles softly, Yuri hums. "Then, since you don't have an appa. I'll be your appa. Is that okay?"

Before Yoona can answer with a bright smile. Someone shouted her name. "YOONA! YOONG!" Almost immediately she asked for Yuri to looked for the owner of the voice. "Appa! Appa! That's my umma!!" Yoona excitedly said when she spotted her Mother. "Umma!" Yuri bend down to let Yoona down; but as she turned around. The woman who makes her stomach flips alot of times; was already in front of her. Hugging the kid she was just carrying earlier, frozen. Unable to move, unable to speak. Tears flows without her knowing.

"..Yuri?" As the silence has been broken; Yuri wipes her tears, and with a fake smile. She looks at the woman-- the woman who still own her heart. The woman, who still own her. "S-Sica.." Yuri's voice cracked; "Do you know Appa, Umma?" They both looked away then turned to Yoona.

"Appa?"

"Yes."

They both said in unison. Yoona nodded and looked at Jessica; "Yes. I told Appa, I don't have Appa and she said she will be my Appa." Yoona grinned; Yuri looks at the kid sadly, "H-How come? I thought you're marrie--" Yuri was referring to Yoona's father when Jessica cuts her off. "I-I'm sorry." Jessica looks away, grabs Yoona's hand before walking away. "U-Umma!!" Yoona's voice seems to snap Yuri out of her trance; running after the two, she hurriedly grabs Jessica's hand. "Why are you running away? Why did you say sorry?" Is what she asked as soon as Jessica faced her, they totally forgot where they are. Jessica's eyes was now covered in tears.

"After the thing I've done. How can I face you? Tell me? H-How can I do that when I broke your heart. H-How? W-When I was so scared that I ran away." Jessica sobs. Yuri was clueless and Yoona was way more than clueless that she can only looked at Jessica then to Yuri. "W-What do you mean?" Scared to find out everything, Yuri's voice cracked. "S-She's yours.. and I ran away-- b-because she was with me at that time. Please, just forget that we meet again. Don't make it hard for all of us--" Yuri shut her up with a kiss.

"You're selfish. Insensitive.. b-but I love you. Please, don't leave me again.." Yuri looked at Yoona, "The only thing I will forget is the thing that happened in the past, so please. Be with me again?" Jessica cries while nodding. Yuri pats her and Yoona's head with a contented smile.

~

"What exactly do you mean by, 'Jessica shows up and I forgot that we need to meet at the restaurant?!'" Tiffany glares at Yuri who was now hiding on Jessica's back. "Ppany-ah~ calm down.." Tiffany glares at Taeyeon who immediately shuts . "No boo! This burn woman over here ditched us." Jessica rubs her temple. "Yah! Stephanie Hwang Miyoung stop it. You're scaring my and your girlfriend."

"Shut it! Jung Sooyeon! You! You lied to me too! I was so angry, mad that I just want to slap you for saying that you're getting married and I even searched up that 'Tyler Kwon' guy. Just where the heck did you get that name? He looks like a lizard with a freaking wide and shiny forehead. Gosh!" Taeyeon started rubbing her girlfriend's arm, "Aigoo, you're tired come on. Let's go home. Let's just let them be for a while, alright? They need time to catch up." With Taeyeon simple kiss on her cheek, Tiffany finally calm down then leave.

Both Yuri and Jessica turned to Yoona who's been eating on the table since they came back. "Uhm, yoongie~ can you go to your room for a bit? Me and Umma just have something to talk about.. can you?" Yoona without any hesistation, nodded happily before skipping towards her new room.

Jessica stares at Yuri; She missed everything about the woman.. and never once ever since the accident it stops crossing her mind how much she regret leaving the person she know will make her life complete. If only, she was the one who was hit by that car, if only she -- "Stop thinking about it. It's fine." She heard Yuri speaked, widening her eyes; she connects her gaze with Yuri. "How'd you---" Yuri chuckles, "How did I know? It's written all over your face.." Yuri finally closed the gap; she was now infront of Jessica Jung. "I love you." She hugged the shorter woman; pouring all her love. Not even letting Jessica to speak; the latter couldn't help but to tear up while hugging back.

"..I'm not just thinking about that.. I'm also thinking of how perfect you are for me. I'm a trouble maker, I have a lot of flaws yet you still fall inlove with me." Jessica buries her face on Yuri's neck; while the latter hums. "I'm not perfect, I didn't even wish to become one. I am weird; my temper can snap anytime because of my mood swing; sheesh, really. You saying things like this -- just makes me fall for you more. I just love you, and I don't think I ever need a reason for that. Loving someone isn't always loving her perfection first baby, it's sometimes understanding her flaws." Yuri said with so much sincerity.

"I know that. Heck, I just find it really weird that someone fall in love with me. And I'm kinda thankful for that. Plus God knows how much I love you too, to the point that I can't even stop myself thinking about you everyday." Yuri chuckles at this.

"Sica.. Let's stay like this for a lifetime." With that, Yuri slightly steps back. Jessica meet her gaze, leaning closer; they both shared a sweet kiss. A kiss to seal their lifetime.

(Author's Message to Someone : To the person who own some of the familiar words; it's an 'advance/belated' gift. /chuckles/ Uhm; I don't know when will you have a free time but I hope you will be able to read it as soon as possible, uhm.  Thank you for coming into my life. I apologize for having a lot of surprises. You're not getting tired right? Owell. 'R' if you're reading this. I love you! <3)

(A/N : Hi Guys, sheesh. I apologize for having you to read my lame way of being sweet to someone special. Anyway, sorry for making you wait. Lot of things keeps on getting in the way that I am finding it hard to update, but of course.. I will always do my best just so I can still update from time to time. I have tons of draft as of now; tons of previous works under editing so I hope you understand. Till my next update again. Ppyong~ -- Raven. ^^)